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2012-01-30T22:22:00.006+08:00

Went out with Yvonne few days ago and I bought these at Kinokuniya

Three stuffs - decora thingy tutorial book which comes with a fake macaroon+whipped cream

- a scrapbook idea book - a pretty expensive thick note book (wtf)

Now I've just got 1 voucher left...!

First day, not much to do and I didn't bring my laptop but good thing I brought a sketchbook

So all I can do is draw and Facebook, Path, and imessage on my iPod

(all thanks to the bestest best sohi sister in the whole wide world who sponsored me this C%)

Not use to draw these kind of style, the very first time was for creative & critical thinking's assignment

Then I didn't really draw these anymore, just draw some random cacat characters

First time bring along a sketchbook and draw random stuffs

To develop idea... alamak... why do I feel a bit old...

I guess I'll do this for this internship days, draw a conclusion of the day/what I did? :D

I did draw a "conclusion" of stuffs I did but it's not in the pic tho

Few months left and I'll be a year older.... Noooooo!

Not really worth it

2012-01-29T16:39:00.002+08:00

The only thing that is worth it is only this

The whole event can only let people who doesn't know the stories wow

For people who actually knows the manga, it's kinda boring

Merchandise are just plain normal, quality.... nah

Not a true fan, just a money maker that doesn't put all the effort and not much research

But oh well, I still got a hoodie jacket and a cloth bag

And now I can use this card for public transport during internship days!

Internship....!!!!!!

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2012-01-27T13:26:00.013+08:00

年二十九晚自己家人的团圆饭，最近都很难得一家人一起吃饭♥

N年没有买高跟鞋，今年买了，50% off *_*

穿了有点辛苦，身边的人变更矮了.. 高过爸爸... -_-

CNY manicure, not perfect enough tho =\

初一早上奇怪的卡通节目

初二Muar

初三

第一个中2lup :D

初四换指甲

跟姐去吃贵burger

酱大个，如果没有水和薯条应该还能吃多一个 :)

第一次真正吃牛肉，虽然好吃但还是喜欢鱼/鸡肉...

DAISO买的，好像那些figurine需要拆开来很可爱酱

可以DIY粘pattern=不同的耳环...

有了iPod就死命拍照，addicted to leme cam -_-

很多人都讲没什么新年的气氛，其实都是看自己的家人有没有传这样的信仰还是什么罢了

加上现在的文化都变科技化，祝贺人家都是用手机或电脑

人又对宗教文化的东西觉得麻烦，也不相信，觉得不真的

未来总有一天也许会绝种吧？

新年.. 需要花的钱应该是最多的了

小孩子小时候什么都不知到就觉得很开心很好玩，有红包拿

老的也因为大部分的东西由孩子们买和处理，有人来看他们也就开心了

没有经济问题的就过的不错，有经济问题的就一直担心

长大了就得看清这些，还在读书没有income的也帮不上忙

自己长大了，长辈们也跟着老了，新年去拜年的地方减少

根本都不期望未来新年拜年时是怎样的

虽然很想快点毕业找到工就能帮到一点

但又很怕自己帮得上忙时就已经不需要帮了

跟家人亲戚的新年，喜欢的只是因为有丰富的餐吃

还有玩牌的时候才会大家一起笑

新年完了又变回老样子

跟朋友拜年？没有这样的一回事了

印象中真正跟同学拜年就是15和16岁时，不过都没联络了

接着就是不懂去年还是前年还是几时跟戏剧的人，无言

还有去年还是前年跟姐姐跟她朋友拜年

姐妹散了就算了，以前的同学也就算了

谁叫我以前几乎每一天搞emo？

不过这段emo期间也不是不好的，莫名其妙想了很多人生的东西 wtf

现在期待这个礼拜跟家人去探望Doraemon

接着拜一就开工了... 不期待... 怕啊啊啊啊......

算了，顺其自然 ._.

Fuck.

2012-01-18T23:02:00.001+08:00

Kena scam
Kena hack
Kena tipu

Right, blame me for not noticing and ignoring

May those few person who did this shit burn in hell
They deserve it.

Fuck.

Can't sleep

2012-01-16T01:41:00.004+08:00

Oh man i can just blog whenever i wan now by not to on my laptop, how convinient :B

But the bad thing is the picture is huge and align center...

Oh well.

Tiny farm~~

2012-01-15T14:40:00.003+08:00

The sound of the baby sheep is so freakin cute until i want to die~~!!

And Tiny Tower and Snoopy..

“机械男友”?!

2012-01-14T13:33:00.027+08:00

苑婷突然间tag我叫我set一个“ 机械男友 ”(LOL)！

如果有得这样的话... 会set成....
1) 一定要超过180cm(没办法像Lovely Complex那样 ==)和大只过我（不要muscular因为恐怖）
2) 喜欢日本咯，有关的都要懂一点，音乐/时尚/动漫，明白"otaku"到底是什么等等
3) 喜欢摇滚和classical ballad音乐
4) 会吉他/贝斯/鼓（可以一起gap band HAHA）
5) 会打扮但平时都打扮简单（不能太随便）
6) 会烹饪做饼做蛋糕
7) 会分享心事，要有感情（好像真的人类 ==）
8) 会省钱!!!
9) 喜欢去看演唱会，可以跟我一起head bang和欢呼 LOL
10) 有追星(实力派的)
11) 感性，会安慰人和给意见
12) 不吸烟喝酒
13) 不顾面子玩得起，不过要有分寸
14) 有童真，但思想成熟
15) 接受到我一时吵一时diam一整天，一时男性化一时女性化 lol
16) 重家庭重朋友，有义气（不过要懂得分对错）
17) 不爱慕虚荣，不容易羡慕人或受人影响
18) 不种族歧视，不歧视人(该歧视的就不同啦...)
19) 不参与/聊政治，宗教的话题

20) 喜欢猫狗hamster等宠物，还有其他可爱/看起来好笑的东西..?! HAHA！

...唉，哪里会有这样的人在这里出现啦？条件多多.. 发梦！XD

至少没有像那些现实的人又车又房又名牌啦.. 傻的浪费钱...

~~要就拿来买专辑或乐器或相机的东西啦 =X~~

拿！我填好了HAHA!

哇，本来应该写15个罢了却写多了几个(反正写爽罢了嘛)

一看到有tag我的名的时候真的吓到我咯，感动到飚泪哈哈哈！

(加上在听着享受着悲歌)

自从看了《我的女友是九尾狐》就喜欢配角No Min Woo(诺珉宇)

他在那套戏很可怜一下.. 接着就看Midas，也是很可怜叻最后死了 =X

以前他是TRAX的鼓手，TRAX有给YOSHIKI带过的~~

那时的他是走视觉系的(很娘下 -_-)，打鼓时打到很像YOSHIKI咯(man过他啦YOSHIKI太娘了=X)

还会钢琴又会吉他，吉他的skill强！可以弹到好像Miyavi！

而且感觉上也跟Miyavi相识，样子有一点点像Gackt

当演员了后打扮变正常了，可是还是有弄音乐的东西

吉他skill还是强...!!

而且有做善事去非洲探望和领养小孩，好人到~~~

....

像(YOSHIKI+Gackt+Miyavi)=S.K.I.N.-SUGIZO的音乐人

喜欢演戏，喜欢XJAPAN/摇滚和classical，喜欢怪怪搞笑的东西(电话cover是怪怪的熊 -_-)

好人，喜欢日本，又高又瘦！妈的真的是完璧な人だ―！

这里哪里有这样的人存在?! 假到...! 明星偶像就有啦!

等下，没有咯.. 我喜欢的偶像全部都不perfect的

eg: HISASHI太矮小，生田斗真也是不够高，向井理太瘦，郑容和还ok的

不过不像这个咯！真的是一个package来的咯妈的！(不过他也是太瘦...)

花痴 syok sendiri -___-

.....可是如果这里真的有这样的人出现，我应该会觉得好像有点gay gay d或很lala

Malaysia.. 太多lala了...

Gap明星就是不同，因为是明星....==?

Ok end of fangirling =X

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假期... 假期后就intern了... 唉...

Testing...

2012-01-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

Test posting using my ipod now...

Yay ipod~~~! Finally got it!!
Thanks to my sis for sponsoring part of the money and thanks to her bf for helping me buy coz he has credit card
A sister is for you to borrow some money C: (that's what she used to say lololol)
And now i owe my sis a lot of money and also owe her bf some money AND still owing Yvonne money!
Oweing money here and there wtf

Test posting pictures...
Wonder where,s the position and how big the size is going to be and i hope it wont have that a href html code.

----pc----

Ohh ok.. the picture is freakin huge with clickable link...

And it is at the bottom...

Ugh dunno how to use la -_-"

假期

2012-01-07T20:19:00.006+08:00

电脑+吉他+漫画，每次假期就一定是这几样东西陪我罢了

已经不会变set好了的.. no choice... ==

假期了本来应该食量更多，可是这次却边差，懒得吃酱多...(wut?! ?_?)

明明没有东西看想要早睡可是还是12点才睡zzz

世界末日

2012-01-04T17:02:00.008+08:00

终于到了大家说的世界末日会发生的一年~

来就来咯，大家一起死不用自己死是好事 lol

本来在画着2012 countdown前到1月1号的东西

可是laptop keyboard其中一个key给我弄坏了，拿去弄

今天回来了~ 能继续画~ 迟点在post...

*added* 算了，懒得继续画 ==

好像很多人都很喜欢recap自己一整年etc发生过的事/感想etc

以前我也很喜欢酱，可是很显了 -_-"

不过现在爽爽看下这一年有发生什么事...

1. 2011农历新年前的天气是冷的，不像现在，热到想要呕 -_-

2. GLAY开“平成Night”演出.. emo因为我也是平成年的...

3. 日本311地震，认识的偶像明星都没事，幸好

4. 第一次make good test，很好玩一下 HAHA

5. 在WangsaWalk的CD店做工几个月，工作显不过开心认识了几个傻婆

6. 做了小时候想做的事=打了耳洞！

7. 贪玩pokai....

8. GLAY去台湾演出...!!

9. TAIJI去世了...

10. 参与PO11和48KLFP

11. Diploma完毕，PANOZ“解散”

12. Advanced Diploma开始

13. 去Jrock Tamashii，爽！

14. 第一次去club(颁奖典礼)，果然不是我的地方

15. 见到lab外面的小黑猫，还是很喜欢它，不过再也没有出现了....

基本上如果不是看回的话，除了那些bold的

大部分的都“忘了”... OTL

很热啊F!!!!!

♥

2011-12-31T15:12:00.010+08:00

Oh my hisa.. The only short guy that looks girlish that I love *__* *stares*

I just wish I was as short as him = 168cm = below 170cm

Being a girl taller than a usual girl's height is just so.. ugh

I mean, if you're tall and you love elegant stuffs instead of childish stuffs, that looks fine

But if you're tall and you love childish or cute stuffs, people might think it's a bit awkward

Which is what's on me.. who would expect a person like me with this height and this look actually loves cute and childish kids stuffs more compared to people around me instead?

If you're short, you can be either cool or cute, which both look fine

Just like the advantage of being a girl, you can wear either pants or skirt, it's fine

But if you're a guy, if you wear a skirt people might think you're gay or crazy (that's not fair..)

It's not a bad thing being slightly taller, you can reach and grab those things at higher places

You can see things without people blocking your view etc

But.. accidently hit your head or leg, randomly stood out between your friends

Or mistaken as the elder daughter when you are the youngest in the family, it does not feel good

Or being mistaken as a guy from back view which really did happened last time I still work in the CD shop.. Do I have to dress up girlish or wear a dress to make sure those ppl won't mistaken? FUCK LA!!

莫名奇妙越写越气??? -_-"

Well if being tall among your friends, fine, that's fine...

But being the second tallest in the family when you're the youngest

Being the tallest girl among the relatives when you're one of the young ones

That doesn't feel good.. I'm suppose to be the one being pampered

(wait.. no.. my sis buys a lot of stuffs for me so that's ok :B)

But still going out with my sis people might think we're some lesbos (no offence) 'cause we hold hands and walk around and we don't really look like sisters

And I had to force myself to be more mature and stuffs.. thoughts, not things I love

What's wrong with loving toys or miniature or plushes anyway?

It's really pretty ok??

......AM WASTING MY TIME HERE

SHOULD BE CONTINUE CLEANING MY ROOM NOW.

Limit

2011-12-31T01:14:00.013+08:00

*无聊的post

又再次12点凌晨才回到家~~

如果不是要讨论东西要做正经是，有多少机会才能晚上出去？

家里的规矩就是一定要跟的啦.. 为了自己好，为了家人好...

跟家人住，有limit，是好事来的...

虽然不能像大部分的人可以时不时出来饮茶

不过就不会半夜不睡觉一直叫milo ice有吃maggi goreng

虽然吃宵夜是很爽而且mamak的maggi goreng和milo ice特别好吃

可是酱迟不睡和吃宵夜都对身体不好，mamak又很多烟

而且又可以avoid from那些酒鬼突然间发癫或突然有人来pek yao叻

又不用怕家人担心叻 *咳*

不过他们已经是担心了 ._.

其他人没有罪恶感，我会有咯...

明明信了讲好12点之前会回到家，最后变到12点半过后才回到

好像上次Milkygreen聚会.. 也是差不多这样不过是减一个钟...

尤其是因为半夜驾车.. 姐姐都不准酱夜回和驾车，何况是我？

但已经破了几次界... 唉...

可是半夜驾车很爽下，可以飙车因为少车（也没有几快啦 -_-）..

不过又一直紧张换gear又怕整辆kancil balance不到飞掉 -_-

能避的就尽量避.. 我不想酱早死啊...

我还没有去日本去Tokyo Shibuya Hokkaido Aomori, LEMONed Shop, Lib Cafe, hide的坟墓etc

还没有看GLAY还有chatmonchy还有ONE OK ROCK还有ayaka还有X JAPAN

还有Matchbox20还有Jeff Beck还有Lady GaGa还有很多的现场演唱会

还没有gap band还没有赚钱还没有跟姐姐开店还没有再跟家人出国玩

还有很多事还没做，不要酱快完啊~~~~~ 想太多 ==

.....所以我不明白为什么那些人要自杀，尤其是为了爱情自杀的家伙

这个世界酱大，何必要为了一样东西就这样？

其实做么要酱desperate？真的好像没有爱情就会死？

即使对方对你不好，你还是在那边忍？有必要吗？

只是多一个人疼和担心和花钱花时间，有得牵手kiss做

然后叻？没有分就恭喜，分了就哭到死

要不然就又分又合又分又合到没有结尾

分了either还是会庆幸有这段感情/后悔，要快点忘记

有暴力倾向的更死，做么被打的会酱坚持？

爱到酱够力做么？害自己惨罢了噢

可能因为我一点经历都没有，也没有资格讲那么多废话

所以我也不明白做么那些人单单为了爱情要弄到自己要生要死

太多目标了，也轮不到它突然出现，也没有缘.. forever alone~~~~

不过都没必要为了这个emo啊 -_- Emo来做么啦给自己辛苦罢了

中学时emo到显，浪费自己的脑力一直process HAHA

可以自由做自己喜欢的东西啊，有什么不好？

Seems pathetic, so?

虽然是讲下次没有孩子的话老了死了的时候不会等到发臭才有人发现 (eww)

不过tak kan没有的话就随便找一个人来跟你结婚生子的嘛

做assignment要有planB，什么事都应该要有planB，心里准备

就好像我想gap band，可是如果真的没这个命水，就继续自己读的这行

如果不顺利，就跟姐姐开店，如果又不行，再继续想...

不过每个人都有自己的想法，也控制不了的

这个世界酱多人就有酱多想法，可是做么想idea的时候那么容易撞到...

无聊。

RX-72 vs RS-72

2011-12-28T16:57:00.006+08:00

First of all, RX-72 is a Japanese program show by my beloved GLAY's guitarist HISASHI with another guy Mogi.. And this is how their DVD cover look like

Last night me and my sis went to AU2 Jusco to search for clothes

And just as usual I'll go to the men's department to search for tshirts (prefer guys tshirts~)

Searching searching... and I found this

This random brand copied their DVD cover and made it into a tshirt print design wtf!!

I was so shocked and angry when I saw this!! R"S"-72??? And what's with the random sentence??

"Rock's MISTER BROKEN HEART"?? "SCIENCE VS EAITH : EVOLUTION ON TRIAL"??

And put GLAY's previous live tour's title "Rock Around the World 2010-2011" wth

So freakin pissed!!

But then after thinking for awhile, I don't even know either I should be angry or happy

I mean, it's very angry that they copied, but it's so random and rare to see anything related to GLAY!

Even if it is just a copy of the design.. it is still....!!

In the end I bought the tshirt wtf! *COUGH COUGH COUGH*

fsdf

2011-12-23T14:19:00.002+08:00

Another semester ended *yawn*

Only difference - no assignments and no classes Zzz

12/13

2011-12-15T01:48:00.003+08:00

Gotta say the same thing again

I should have know earlier him before he's gone, but I was only 7 and I don't even know what I'll do after I found out the news

Good thing I only started listen to his songs and liking him 4 years ago, so that I won't be that sad like the other fans do

And he's looks, his age and his music will also remain there the same in our memories

But the only thing is we can't see him live, both his solo and with X JAPAN...

If he's still alive, he'll be 47.. but he will be forever 33...

It's a waste that he's talents just ended like this, but at least he won't get older and older...

Happy birthday to hide...

I'd always think of death, I'm afraid of it, or maybe hated it

Because of hide, and also my grandma's death few years ago, I think more about it

If you're old and you die, that's ok, but it's still too sudden

If you're young.. well that's shocking and wasted (unless you're just a piece of junk)

And I still don't get why do some people choose to suicide and end their lives like this

It is always a waste when a person dies early, 'cause you won't know how your future will be

It could be good or bad, but who knows things would get better? We will never know

There're so many ways so many paths to choose, but you only see the road to death

I mean, this world is so freakin' big, there's tons of things or places you never saw or been to

Why you want to end you life so soon?

I just don't get those people... Maybe because I have a good life?

No one has a perfect life, it all depends how you think

If you want to make yourself feel better, just looks at those people who has a worse life than you

Well that's a bit bad for pitying them, wait no that's not really pitying

It's just making yourself to feel lucky to have this life and just keep on going.

Ok... time to sleeeep!

$

2011-12-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

GLAY连续三个月出新single~~~

前几天收到了第二个~ 第一个昨天刚收到~~

第三个还没出，姐姐送给我的圣诞礼物来的~~ 不过没得在当天收到~

不过最近买的这些都是姐姐出钱的，迟点有钱了还是需要还，因为都不便宜 (;_; )

自己买比起姐姐买给我，还是觉得自己出钱来买比较爽，好像有成就感(?)酱

有很多专辑都很想买...

chatmonchy要出BEST ALBUM了...

2NE1要出NOLZA DVD了.. DVD+photobook+poster，现在有offer变成RM130罢了妈的便宜到！

平时那些DVD都超过两百！这个又有photobook+poster才130!!!

X JAPAN又出完整版的DAHLIA TOUR FINAL和LAST LIVE!! 而且还分有box set的！

只是多一个replica pamphlet和一个PV/interview片段就相差RM310?! 很会赚钱咯他们！

有钱人就不同，可是没有钱的..　给我们要死咯... T_T

不过X JAPAN的一定会还有货的，所以就不用看 ==

GLAY的就不同~~ 一定要...　不过太贵的就算了.. T_T

可是听朋友讲日本出产的CD那些比较清，应该是因为这样才那么贵...?

我都听不出，不过我只有得买日本版的... 这里又没有出别版

有本地版的就算了，翻版到不能顶，封面的照片竟然放几个不同single的照片

抄也不会抄对，酱就不要抄啦... -_-"

还有两个星期就end sem了！快到....!!!

3D ahhh!!! DIE!!!

gyftd

2011-12-07T16:06:00.002+08:00

虽然过关了，但还是紧张

虽然还没到，但也是紧张

除了紧张，还是紧张 T_T

本来想着今晚可以好睡了，不过功课还做完，也不懂赶得急没有

唉，一切顺其自然算了...

vfsdgthg

2011-12-02T15:36:00.003+08:00

喜欢听人家的生活，过去，经验

因为自己没尝试过，听人家跟自己不同的故事

好像妈妈小时候住在乡下酱，听了几年听来听去还是听不显

好像很好玩酱，而且好像很强什么都不怕酱

怎样辛苦都好够吃就好了，哪里像现代城市里的

现实社会... 人类的贪念... 唉！

一切都顺利，终于成功了，可是没什么感觉

浪费了没用的三个星期，第四个星期再试，太突然太顺利了

本来看着人家有成就自己没成就，现在突然自己过关了人家还在试

突然到真的是没反应去，而且也不用面试 ==

不过下个星期去参观下.. 单单想这个已经连续几天睡不好 wtf

其他身边的朋友.. 希望一切顺利啦, 那些一直ignore或kena reject的就算了！

想当年，姐姐第一间interview明明讲过关了，那里知道被放飞机

过后另一间interview顺利了~ 更好的公司tan X motor，现在还在那边继续做工叻~

欠打耍大牌的，收皮收骨啦...

其实也不懂自己到底适合这行没有，不过就很清楚知道自己如果是在web/graphic design/flash那些就死定

coding die, idea也没有创意，死

自己真正喜欢的也不可能当着正业，而且半桶水.........

本来喉咙差不多好了，但因为跟姐姐讲要吃那个新的cheese pizza，又有点痛回 wtf

多过三个星期了... 我要吃好料..... fuuuuuu!!!

Ok i should just stop wasting my time here trying to ignore my assignments...

2014

2011-11-30T17:50:00.002+08:00

Their 10th Anniversary...

Am waiting for their 20th Anniversary

2014, Japan, Tokyo Dome.. I'll be there...

111125.27

2011-11-28T22:05:00.005+08:00

平时没怎么联络，久久一次聚会也不错下

要不是有他们几个的存在，中学时的那几年就更不好过

圣诞节又快到了，喜欢圣诞的气氛

以前小时候的圣诞早上都会有礼物，大了就没了 T_T

虽然没怎么庆祝，但还是很喜欢那个气氛

很温馨~~ 不像华人新年酱吵哈哈

Merry-go-round啊！！很美，看到都兴奋！

不过要钱的，而且好像是给小孩子罢了

要不然我和姐姐就跳上去了 *____*
如果我矮小的话也许可以冒充小孩子去玩..

好像上次某某云之凉那样..........哼！

因为功课的关系，去eBay逛逛

手痒又去找GLAY/X JAPAN/hide等等的东西

..........钱啊...

有钱的话，就可以看到要就买，出新专辑就买

爽到.....

发梦 -_-

再等

2011-11-24T11:12:00.003+08:00

终于在了，不过他说没机会跟阿头商量...

只好继续等下个星期再打去问...

一直打去，自己都觉得自己烦

不过没办法....

现在心里只有ONE OK ROCK的Et Cetera歌词

"なんでなの? なんでなの? 嫌嫌嫌"

虽然歌词没关联，不过... "whyyyy??" T____T

有点后悔三个星期前吃榴莲，弄到我咳三个星期

现在又伤风，昨天又差点发烧

生病的季节又来了... 显咯...

没有心情做功课可是功课又很多

我要买专辑啊...　显...

111122.23

2011-11-23T17:03:00.000+08:00

111122

等了第三个星期，第二次打去，竟然不在，明天再打~~~

不过这次打去并没像第一次打的时候那么紧张

不懂是因为上次打去有经验了，还是因为自己没有一直“背稿”想多多 ==

希望一切顺利啊...

等了三个星期，痰也跟了我三个星期 what the firetruck!

(addicted to SMOSH againnn, it's been awhile! they are so freakin hilarious!)

Saw this little thing near the lab!

Already heard cat's sound when I'm walking down the stairs

but I didnt expect to be a little kitty!

So cuuuuute!! Black fluffy fur with blue eyes!

And I miss it very much.. should have bring it along with me... ;_;

Present from me for my sis ♥

Am very glad that both of us still loves plushies or toys, which nowadays those "grown up girls" don't even wanna look at them and said that it's childish and they only look at branded stuffs etc

Branded stuffs I'm only interested in cosmetics but the problem is I don't use them =w=

Branded stuffs...

I want Tokai Talbo guitars because of HISASHI... Fernandes because of hide... PRS guitars because of Orianthi.. Gibson because of TAKURO and PATA

I want a set of TAMA drum set and a KAWAI grand piano because of YOSHIKI

I want a KORG keyboard because of TAKURO

I want San-x Rilakkuma stuffs etc...

Oh yes.. branded stuffs... :) :(

___________

111123

Am feeling pretty emo today.. right now...

First, no one knows who the assistant class rep is (but there's nothing to do so just ignore it..)

Second, the cute little black kitty is not there anymore... I want that kitty....

Third, called twice today but the person in charge went for shooting...

........

Really hope that the person is there tomorrow... .___.

Finale of Diploma

2011-11-20T12:42:00.003+08:00

Hi :3

"Oh yeaaa I'm finally graduated!!"

"But you still have half a year in Advance Diploma and you still have to pass up your assignments this coming week."

"Oh fuck."

Talking to myself? Yes. :B

Don't want flowers for next convocation anymore, so... bulky and troublesome

And I only wanted it just because it looks more like "graduating" when we're holding flowers

But... NO! Bye flowers, I'm not interested in you eventho you're pretty..

Wait, no you're not pretty, 'cause you'll attract a bunch of butterflies which is my freakin phobia

Fu.

Empty? Oh yea.

NICO NICO DOUGA GLAY LIVE

2011-11-17T18:33:00.003+08:00

Waiting it to start while watching their PV playing ♥♥♥

........

OH MY GWAD!!! I'm watching them LIVE! :B

BYEEEEE ♥

Pumped Up Kicks

2011-11-16T15:43:00.004+08:00

Somehow I love this song, sounds like oldies

the verse sounded like Yeah Yeah Yeahs which I actually those it's them

and it's doesn't sound clear so I can't tell if it's a he or a she lol

And I love the lyrics, looks simple, but it has meaning in it.... :)

It's actually a song from last year, but our local radio station just air it recently?

------

Not many assignments, but each of them are having some tough stuff = die!

(not really actually, 'cause there's still time for Facebook and Youtube etc -_-)

Oh well, everything will go through for sure..

Graduation few days later, and final week few weeks later

And final exam, and semester break, and new year, and chinese new year

And.... internship......

Solanin ソラニン

2011-11-16T15:41:00.001+08:00

Finally watched Solanin, made me teary like BECK

I know how that guys felt, somehow...

这几天...

2011-11-11T20:13:00.001+08:00

吞了很多痰

(-______-|||||||||||

Dignity

2011-11-11T14:05:00.013+08:00

Different? Can't fit in? So?

It's already been years, used to it, and of course tired of it

But I'm not going to do things that I'm against with

Or do things that I don't want to do when there's choices

Or being forced and just go with it

Just not to "embarrass" myself or not to ruin the atmosphere or something

I don't want to regret, either huge or minor things, I just don't want to

Old-fashion thoughts?

There's nothing wrong having it

I have my own dignity and principle

I'm born, grown and taught this way.

BECK

2011-11-07T21:35:00.002+08:00

Finally watched this movie, goosebumps

From head to toe, from the beginning till the end

Not for everyone tho, only for those who fits in this shoe.

(wtf why this thumbnail =_-")

最高だった

dasdewdwd

2011-11-07T13:42:00.007+08:00

(watching LADY)

很久没有这样做了，一心几用

虽然不能完全专注，至少可以“省时间”（？）

:)

2011-11-01T23:31:00.004+08:00

*nose bleed+shiver+hard to breathe+heart attack*

ehehehehehehehehehehehe...... *COUGHCOUGH*

The music video is kinda suck, but... this is the best part............ hehe..

hehehehee.....

莫名其妙

2011-10-27T19:12:00.043+08:00

莫名其妙本来不打算出席最后又出席

莫名其妙在路途中差一点撞车

莫名其妙那么容易找到位

莫名其妙紧张怕跟大家癫不来

莫名其妙上去前就遇到其它人

莫名其妙大部分人穿得那么壮观

莫名其妙一直被人家摸头发

莫名其妙一直被人家叫不要剪短头发

莫名其妙一直看到人家抱来抱去但我却没有份 lol

莫名其妙看回聊回以前的回忆

莫名其妙感到伤心有些跟我熟的不在

莫名其妙人家记得一些我的衰样

莫名其妙发现原来当年拿第二只我开心到飚泪

莫名其妙给人家讲又长高了

莫名其妙跟人家聊了共同的梦想

莫名其妙等了一粒钟

莫名其妙给了二十块

莫名其妙看了三部小剧

莫名其妙有PUFFY的歌

莫名其妙楼下外面一直播歌很大声

莫名其妙觉得男的变多

莫名其妙觉得男的演技不错

莫名其妙觉得女的都变美了

莫名其妙道具太强了

莫名其妙一面看一面狂笑

莫名其妙觉得第三部剧演技很强(也很美妈的 ==)

莫名其妙看完了第三部剧笑不出了

莫名其妙顶不顺称赞了某人但那个人应该听不到

莫名其妙觉得离那边很远了

莫名其妙拍照拍到不想拍

莫名其妙找到了图案

莫名其妙被人家忘了名字

莫名其妙被人家记得我姓什么

莫名其妙得到了纪念品

莫名其妙想回以前的东西

莫名其妙聊到明年出国的东西

莫名其妙有罪恶感

莫名其妙不敢靠近

莫名其妙伤心根本没有一个是真正熟的

莫名其妙拍了全体照后才开始癫得起

莫名其妙觉得当年错过了很多好笑的东西

莫名其妙开心一些人记得一些回忆

莫名其妙开心一些人没有变

莫名其妙一直拍照拍到狂笑

莫名其妙在室内骑“motor”和驾“车”

莫名其妙给人家讲我变矮了(是他变高了,吓到我zzz)

莫名其妙看到他们收拾自己也想帮忙(不过还是算了)

莫名其妙继续拍继续狂笑

莫名其妙答应了十点走可是还不舍得走

莫名其妙拖到十一点多才走

莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还那么迟回

莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还载人家回

莫名其妙回到家已经过十二点了

莫名其妙让父母担心了

莫名其妙觉得怎么他们的父母会那么放心?

莫名其妙睡觉很难才睡得着

莫名其妙到了今天第二天还想着昨天的聚会

说真的，后悔当初开始上学院时加入那里的戏剧

罪恶感增加，简直癫不起，没胆量了

唯一不后悔的就是那次串场，不过对他们来说都没怎么样吧

如果没加入的话，我最后一次的戏剧回忆就是很开心的一天

长大了，也不会很大啦，全部都还是中学生啦顶...

没有想哭的感觉，只是觉得很强

想当年(两年啦)我也是爱戏剧到对戏剧以外的人都看不顺眼(真不好==)

每天都想着在剧组的事，上课的事

现在？根本不敢想回... 而且还有一些还是很介意很自责的事

照片... 我是有蛮多的，但照片里的一些人已经不在了

而且他们用到的照片有一些是我的相机的，不懂从哪里偷来的

不过我fb一向来都有drama life的一个album，是重要的回忆...

对我来说重要，开心，不开心的回忆，对其它人来说应该不算什么吧

不过过去的事就算了吧...

现在那班，真的是爱戏剧到够力...

我没办法像他们那样，我只能爱我的偶像到够力*咳*

没办法像他们那样自己癫，现在要人家弄到我癫我才癫得起

聚会就这样过了...

明天将会有新的经历，半夜凌晨拍摄，刺激！爽！

dwieduewi

2011-10-24T21:15:00.014+08:00

之前一向来喜欢分享回忆，聊大家一起经历过的事

不过当时间久了，当人家想不起时，自己也不想讲下去

大家过的自己不同的精彩生活，自己却还在原地一直想

回想过去有什么用？已经过去了（其实也有用的... 避免自己重犯之类的==）

过着无趣的日子，不敢追求自己想做的事，一直犹豫不决

中学的那段日子，真的很浪费...

虽然得到了没想过的经历，想法思想上的磨炼

但自己真正想做的都没做到，浪费了那么多时间

后悔，活该

不过直到自己还在生存着，就等于还有时间，一切都来得及

每次把自己想做的事情记录下，一直等着毕业出来找了稳定工作的一天

这样就有能力一个个去完成...

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random

很久对visual kei没什么兴趣了，因为来来去去都是一样的

音乐，打扮，歌声等等都差不多一样

要不然就太夸张到不像人（打扮.. 算是创意? -_-"）

不过刚刚突然想到那个叫"D"的band，只记得主唱的眼睛让我想到hide罢了

眼睛很美.. 比我的还美... *发抖* 不过这些每次都是化妆的功劳咯

好像我的HISA^^" 不过HISA168罢了(唉)他178cm *O*

可是他们的歌也是平时visual kei酱的.. 看样子罢了 lol

还是HISA好，又可爱~ HEEHEE~ <_< wtf?

是时候睡觉了。

111024 yawn

2011-10-24T20:25:00.016+08:00

Outing with my sis again <3

It's been awhile I didn't bring out my dslr

And it is still.. "zo deng" -__-

It's nice, but eat until tired... until I don't feel like having my dinner..

(how rare! but I still had my dinner, and apple.. bloated...)

!!! (I have no idea why the pic is vertical.. i didn't rotate it or anything D:)

!!!! <3<3<3
Thank my sis for paying it, and now I owe her.. more 300...

random....

GLAY SPECIAL LIVE on TBS EXILE Tamashii last night!

HISA BACK VOCAL 3:53~3:56 *SCREAMS+DROOLS+HEARTATTACK!!!*

OH MY HISA WITH PERT HAIR <3<3<3

old pic old pic! owo

suddenly remember kena say by munyi that those artiste I like

Females are COOL, and males look feminine... .....HEHEHE*COUGH*HEHE... :)

Actually not all.. ayaka is feminine, Ikuta Toma and Mukai Osamu is not..

...... :)

ANOTHER TWO DAYS OF HOLIDAY!!

shoulddoresearchbutsleepandrestisimportanttoobye:)

GLAY @ EXILE魂

2011-10-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

So cute especially HISA :3

欲望に満ちた青年団 x ケムリ

2011-10-21T15:35:00.006+08:00

Romaji

ichido wa ano hikari wo mitanda yo totemo KIREI de
demo ima omoeba kitanakatta are wa iwayuru Bad Day Dreams
hikari ga mabushi sugite mawari ga miezu tada tada hibi wo
bou ni futteta ano hi ima dakara waraeru yo

ichido wa ano maku wo aketanda yo totemo omokute
PRESSURE, IYAmi sore ni katsu tame ni tada iya na YATSU de
soshite ki ga tsuku to makkura na heya ni hitori bocchi datta
owatta.... mou modorenai.... nante.... aruku no mo yameta....

demo I'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
okane ja kaenai mono the ni irete

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
torawarenai you ni to ue muite aruku

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan

Kanji

一度はあの光を見たんだよ　とてもキレイで
でも今思えば汚かった　あれはいわゆるBad Day Dreams
光が眩し過ぎて周りが見えず　ただただ日々を
棒に振ってたあの日　今だから笑えるよ

一度はあの幕を開けたんだよ　とても重くて
プレッシャー、イヤ味それに勝つために　ただ嫌なヤツで
そして気が付くと真っ暗な部屋に一人ぼっちだった
終わった…。もう戻れない…。なんて…。歩くのも止めた…。

でもI'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
お金じゃ買えないもの手に入れて

もう一度光浴びて　そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ　欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉　それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ　欲望に負けた少年団

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
捕らわれないようにと上向いて歩く

もう一度光浴びて　そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ　欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉　それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ　欲望に負けた少年団

Translation

once I saw that light as the most beautiful
but now if I think about it, it was dirty, that was the 'so-called' bad day dreams
the light was so dazzling that the surroundings couldn't be seen, only only those bright days
I wielded it like a stick back then, but now I can laugh

once I opened that curtain, very serious, so
pressure, giving that unpleasant feeling for the sake of winning, I was that disgusting guy
and so it was that if I notice I'm alone in the pitch dark room
I ended it… I don't go back any more… that sort of thing… I stopped even walking…

but I'm not alone, I'm not alone
we're not, we're not, we're not alone
well, money can't buy the thing I put in my hand

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
our spirit is attached to the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

so, I know you know? you know I know?
we have, we have, we have grown
so as not to not be stopped and turn upwards to walk

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
we noticed the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

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Romaji

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...

kyou mo asa kara yoru made ii koto hitotsu mo nakatta
tada toki wa sugite hada mo tetsu mo sanka shiteiku dake sa
yo no naka yuugai na mono dake ga umareteiru you na
jibun no yaritai koto mo dareka ni jama sarete
suikonda KEMURI wa hitobito no karada wo itametsuke
nani hitotsu ii koto nante nainda
doushite kureru no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

haiki GAS wa kiri no you ni mae ga mienakute tenrakushi
seiji ga ookiku yusaburi kakeru
kankei nai to omottete mo itsuka wa sono the no hira ni
orera wa korogasarete asemizu nagasu dake na no ka?
subete wo senjou shite mata ichi kara (ano toki, ano ba no atsuryoku, gendou)
kitanai KEMURI wo okou no you ni (nanimo dekinakatta jibun)
Such a smoky world

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

soitsu wo tsukuri dashita shoutai wa akasarezu arashi ga kuru
kuroi kumo, chi no ame, himei agete mo KIREI goto naraberu no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

Kanji

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来　夢はあるけど...

今日も朝から夜までいい事一つもなかった
ただ時は過ぎて肌も鉄も酸化していくだけさ
世の中有害なものだけが生まれているような
自分のやりたいことも誰かに邪魔されて
吸い込んだケムリは人々の体を痛めつけ
何一ついい事なんてないんだ
どうしてくれるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来　夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

排気ガスは霧のように前が見えなくて転落死
政治が大きく揺さぶりかける
関係ないと思っててもいつかはその手のひらに
俺らは転がされて汗水流すだけなのか?
全てを洗浄してまた一から　(あの時、あの場の圧力、言動)
汚いケムリをお香のように　(何もできなかった自分)
Such a smoky world

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来　夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

そいつを作り出した正体は明かされず嵐が来る
黒い雲、血の雨、悲鳴あげてもキレイごと並べるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来　夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

Love their songs' lyrics very much...

Still in the mood

2011-10-19T15:58:00.003+08:00

Am still in the mood, still thinking all the fun I had at Jrock Tamashii...!

Neck still hurt yesterday, it got better today..

Kept spotting me and my sis and my future brother in law *cough* in the photos in FB

*cropped*

alamak...

hahahaha

Everyone got insane together, such fun moments... *teardrops*

------

Have to pass up 3D character modelling this Friday

Still not done but... no mood la wei...

And another two(or three?) assignments haven't discuss...

Getting bored, but no choice....

For my future... *stares*

JROCKのTAMASHII 2011

2011-10-17T20:24:00.025+08:00

Two events happened on the same day

Between the premier screening and this live gig...

I choose you, live gig!

Eventho I've missed out some stuffs over there, I didn't regret

I wore.. skirt? Wahah.. longer than my knees of course

Or else I'll have to keep acting like some polite person -__-"

Been listening to Japanese music since I was 12

And this is the first time I attend a Japanese live gig (by local Japanese music lovers, that is)

Finally saw some of those band that I knew since like 4 years ago (especially DrakoZen!)!

3++pm~11++pm, half hour break, bread and choco milk for dinner, screw the hunger

Awesome shit, head bang till my head drop, jump till I... I.. grow taller... ........ (.__."

I think my hair flipped those people stand beside me, felt a bit sorry, but...

I can't help it! How can I not jump in a rock live gig and head bang during metal songs??

It's been awhile I never got so hype in a live! (the last time was.. Adam's live.. 1 year ago...)

A lot of L'Arc and Dir en Grey cover *sings* "Causes stain~ stay away~~"

Don't know much about Dir's songs, but it's nice to head bang.. heh..

Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Otsuka Ai, Fuwa fuwa time etc..

And Final Fantasy tribute... *o*

Epic ones are... SEPHIROTH's theme!!

(basically this is the only one I remember the most 'cause I'm not a gamer..)

And.... SATSUGAI!!! Everyone went CRAZY in this!! SATSUGAI DAAA!!! \(*O*)/

Oh, and during the break time they played hide's song~ SPEED FREAKS BABY ROCKET DIVE!!

Kept jumping around when I heard it! SYOK SENDIRI!! (can't control myself.. from.. growing taller... ._.")

This time I didn't bring cameras 'cause I just wanna have fun!

It's sooooo fun!! Want more.... (*___*)

But no one cover GLAY's song... sad... :(

They all looked so happy on the stage.. how nice... ;_;

運命ない...

happy day combo x 2, sushi bonanza during break time!

Me love nice food *jumps and drools* lol

Can't focus anything due to neck pain, due to head banging... *COUGH COUGH smiles* :)

HAHA

101015

2011-10-15T13:54:00.012+08:00

这几个星期的“感想”

还是当小的好，大的负的责任太大了... 看到都替他辛苦...

才刚开学就开始有点懒了

但已经走到半路，没办法，继续走到终点...

时间快点过吧（虽然已经算很快了-_-）

明年的一月到五月，又期待又怕的挑战

希望一切顺利....

下个月姐姐的生日快到了，在过几年就快嫁出去了... ;_;

大家都老了....

上个星期很委屈的那一天，突然很想念你们两个

不过已经是过去了...

Blue Sky ♥

2011-10-11T01:40:00.001+08:00

Blue Sky on Sunday ♥ No photoshop

everKrack!

2011-10-07T00:05:00.003+08:00

The most random music video by GLAY

(HISA's song~~~~♥)

As a designer myself(fuiyo macam very geng), this video sucks, seriously...

eventho there's some parts are game CGs and capture using those camera that can capture many frames

typo failed, composition failed etc...

but it's just for entertaining! so that's ok! :B

110927

2011-09-27T23:30:00.002+08:00

我要时间快点过

不喜欢当排行最小的，根本帮不上忙...

fsdfdsgf

2011-09-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

哇Blogger换了layout.. 但我才不会像那些人一直吵呢
人家要尝试新的东西都被人吵，可怜...
自己不习惯罢了嘛...

Week1开始了，开始advance diploma的生活
总共有14个assignment，又有3D ._.
Motion graphic好像蛮有趣这样...
又要开始忙了... 但应该是没有考试？ :)

AML1.. 本来DML时有7班，现在变成4班罢了
U4应该是会被分散~~ PANOZ已经离开了两个~
podokimon不在了我就没得讲IkutaToma和MukaiOsamu的东西了
（她比较认识他们~~）
evonmon不在了panoz就变静了~
剩下3条水... 可怜...

这几天驾车上学，昨天找parking真是痛苦
尤其是那辆从对面来的银色viva两个矮男抢了我的位...
早知道不要好心让对面的车先过...

很想去kldesignweek的展览看看，可是不会去
U4gang也应该没兴趣吧，平时都不去的.. 噢...

看了Heartstrings和Baby and Me, 很可爱咯...
heheh.. hehehehe.... (<___< lol wtf 花痴?!)
还有Muscle Girl，不是很好看...

拜一那天婆婆入院了，幸好现在没事了 :)

♥

2011-09-18T13:24:00.003+08:00

Nice, happy and tiring trip :3

But sad too 'cause my camera battery is low

and I didn't manage to shoot those evening night part streets plus not enough time

Video shooting self-project FAILED!! SIEN!

When will I buy an extra battery? =_-

Yawn

2011-09-09T21:41:00.039+08:00

Holiday, watching dramas all day...

Drama

- SPEC

- LIAR GAME (1 & 2 & Final Stage)

- 14才の母

- 小公女セイラ

- 月の恋人

- Love Shuffle

- Don Quixote

- 花より男子1

- He's Beautiful

Movie

- Hanamizuki

Because of LIAR GAME, now Matsuda Shota become one of the Japanese actors I like

So I watched 月の恋人, Love Shuffle, Don Quixote and 花より男子

"Unfortunately" I don't like those characters he acted in these dramas 'cause all feel like play boy -_-

But I like his acting in Don Quixote 'cause it's hilarious! And so is MatsuJun in HanaYoriDango!

lololol

Finally watched Hanamizuki, and the first epi of Hana Yori Dango(Ikuta Toma cameo)

Ikuta Toma is still ♥ *cough*

And also finally watched He's Beautiful, funny!

I like Jung Yong Hwa the most! Pity him.. lol

Before watching this drama I only know Jang Geun Suk and of course Lee Hong Ki :)

But the characters.. Kang Shin Woo.. Pity... ;(

~~In real life he's birthday and blood type is same with me, and he's tall too, very nice :)~~

~~But he loves SNSD, and that girl... oh so sad.. SAD... :(~~

~~Maybe I should change target to the bassist which is 187cm :)~~

~~but he's few months younger than me :(~~ ~~LOL wtf~~

~~The guitarist likes 2NE1.. nice :)~~

Eventho already know CN BLUE but now only search their stuffs

So outdated lol

Also search more about FTIsland, already them when their "I Hope" mv shown on tv

I still remember me and my sis were so glad to see that Krock bands exist ~~and they look cute :)~~

But I didn't search more about them and that's the only song I know from them lol

Then few months ago I did search for their stuffs after watching their "legend" on 8tv

And they're hilarious and they're a bunch of narcissist LOL

Lee Hong Ki's vocal is very powerful and unique for his age and his hair is soft+straight and his eyes are pretty which every girl wants... *stares*

~~And he loves Park Bom! Yeah 2NE1 :) lol~~

Then two months they're Japanese pv "Let It Go" released and I liked it

'cause the video not just focus on the vocalist but also other members, and the music

Which I think they look more like a band, so I started liking them and the song 'cause it's very Japanese

....but now I watch their videos again, eventho I like their Japanese songs

I prefer their Korean songs, for them that is

'cause those Korean songs are written and composed by themselves

those Japanese songs weren't by themselves..

A band/musician who make their own music always wins

'cause this show whether they're worth to listen and their music reflects themselves

Well, this is what I think

Between these two poprock bands (I won't say that they're kpop 'cause they are not really pop only)

How to choose leh? Both of them are different

CN BLUE more into romantic type(i think?) and they're normal human beings

And prefer their music... i think..?

FTIsland is.. retarded.. HAHAH

But I like to see FTIsland's live performance 'cause Hong Ki puts so much soul in his performance

I love performance that makes the audience cry ;( (Like GLAY, and X :D)

So.. it's a tie! lol wtf

I just love to watch artiste doing covers by other artistes

The Calling cover, I prefer the original version, Alex Band ftw :)

Creep by Radiohead :O

Yeah 2NE1 :D

Park Bom cover~

What's Up by 4 Non Blondes! What's going on? XD

Far Away by Nickelback

I think I'll go for FTIsland? :)

Lol Hong Ki.. I'm like this in PANOZ.. :(

I don't know...!!

CN Blue's music is better! tie la tie la..

Now watching - Mary Stayed Out All Night

~~Jang Geun Suk hehe~~

Line up - Muscle Girl (Lee Hong Ki), Heartstrings (Jung Yong Hwa)

lol

I think this is the first time I've written so much about Korean stuffs

Did written about Cherry Filter but got bored with their songs after awhile (sorry x_x)

Current young bands I like

ONE OK ROCK(yay) / FTIsland / CN BLUE / SCANDAL(so so)

I'm looking forward to see Korean female rock band to appear...

And real korean rock band to appear in mainstream...

絵

2011-09-03T16:22:00.003+08:00

好吧，下次有梦到什么印象深刻的画面就画下来。

New Toy♥Biscuit

2011-09-03T16:02:00.004+08:00

Aug End

2011-08-31T12:28:00.003+08:00

Week14后休息一个星期后的那个星期=上个星期

2天1夜U4毕业旅行，玩了就忙买PO11的东西，两天拍摄

连续5天忙，忙完了现在就在家煲戏 zzz

毕业旅行.. 可惜PANOZ没到齐 :(

不过还好啦玩牌的时候玩到凌晨4点

拍摄，只是负责道具

我在这班人里面差很多，他们都很有经验酱

不过我参与也是拿经验，尝试跟不同的人合作

负责的虽然得到处买东西，但不像平时那样的负担那么重

很多时候都用不上场，没有东西做，显显酱的

不过这两天的拍摄，真的是笑死我了

除了之前戏剧那班人，很久没看到会自导自演

不顾形象玩癫的，弄到身边的人笑到死

真的是笑死我啊...! >__<

就这样，继续无聊的日子，在家里煲戏

虽然没去哪里，但钱却已经用完了......

....不是这个月的钱，是下个月的钱... -_-"

BookFest~

2011-08-28T20:14:00.011+08:00

Rebate 20% only.. still expensive..

Always wanted to buy Dummies books, two for RM50 owo

The best part of the book fest, cheap (old)cds... *drools*

Western cds RM9.90, Japanese RM7.90(not many tho)

Foo Fighters and P!NK~

Too bad don't have Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory! SAD!

I want to have that album, one of the best album! D:

LEAD and ARASHI (random lol)

GLAY Heavy Gauge and EXPO 2001(already have this but still.. hehe..)

Extremely shocked to see these =X)

w-inds. 1st Message, Prime of Life and ~bestrack~!

Eventho I don't love them anymore, but I used to be crazy about them

Don't have the money to buy their records, only got the ~bestrack~ album

Which is a surprise by my dad, but it was stolen together with my sis' discman during marching competition...

I hate that school... Rxjx Xbdxllxx.....!!

Anyway, so glad that I got it again! Too bad dun have their second album System of Alive.. D:

Other w-inds. stuffs~~

All these records total only RM107! So cheap!! *___*

海边

2011-08-24T12:00:00.002+08:00

玩了一天在继续，还不是正式休息的时候呢...

thisiswhatithoughtwouldhappen lol

2011-08-14T20:35:00.003+08:00

But none of these happened except the hugging part for just awhile.. lol

不好意思我想太多了，这样感性和戏剧化的东西

只有在戏剧组戏剧团里才会发生吧？ (-__-|||||

Sotsugyou 1

2011-08-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

没什么感觉，空虚

因为大家太散了...

两年三个月就这样完了

现在休息，一个月后再继续冲。

エトセトラ x 努努ーゆめゆめー

2011-08-09T16:47:00.007+08:00

Another band that I want to collect their music collections

Their music is so powerful expressive and emotional! Especially the vocalist!

And love their lyrics especially those that gives motivation like "Yume Yume", "(you Can Do) Everything", "Convincing", "Keep it Real" etc..

Love this song above (Et cetra), and Kanzen Kankaku Dreamer etc..

A lot of inspiration from American punk and alternative rock, but of course still contains Japanese rock :)

『夢は見るモンじゃなくsoかなえるモンでしょ?
だからかなわない夢なら夢とは言わない!!
それでも人が「夢は夢」だと言うなら
まずは俺らが先人切って　笑い飛ばしてやる! 飛ばしてやる!』

Dream's aren't just for dreaming, SO, they're for fulfilling, yeah?
So, a dream that you won't make happen isn't a dream at all!!
Regardless, if people still tell us "dreams are just dreams",
First we'll cut down our predecessors and laugh it all off! All of it!

Meaningful and motivational lyrics, good and full music arrangement

That is why I love Japanese music and music with instruments

(not electro techno etc beats, that is)

(You Can Do)Everything

2011-08-07T17:33:00.005+08:00

Love the lyrics, motivation

I should have know this band earlier 'cause I really love their music!

Japanese music is still my favorite♥ (GLAY is still the best of course :3)

(should have know this song earlier so that we can use this song for fyp ~_~)

Romaji

You can fly　You can shine
Can be stronger　Can be brighter
You can do it　You can do it
do it, do it...

You can scream　You can feel
Can be louder　Can be wiser
You can do it　You can do it
do it, do it...

I know I make mistake Dakedo
Yaranaiyori wa

You can do everything　Tatoe michi ni mayottemo
Kanarazu kanauto shinji tuzukereba
Find your“anything” Soko ni michi ga nakutatte
Everything, everything
You can take a everything

Mayotta bun dake Michi wa fuerusa
Sokode sono michi wo oboetoku ka wasureruka de
Kono saki no kimi ga kawaru

Sometimes I'm going wrong　Dakedo
Kuchisaki dake yori wa

You can do everything　Tatoe michi ni mayottemo
Kanarazu kanauto shinji tuzukereba
Find your“anything” Soko ni michi ga nakutatte
Everything, everything
You can take a everything

Sagashiteta mono wa nanndattandarou
Sono kotae wo hibi sagashiteta Demo
Kotae jyanakute
Sore wa riyuu dattanda

Got to try everything　Tatoe chikyuu no hate demo
Iro ya oto ga chigau tokoro datte
All I can do is sing　Soko ni kotoba ga nakutatte
I will sing, I will sing
My singing is everything

---

Kanji

You can fly　You can shine
Can be stronger　Can be brighter
You can do it　You can do it
do it, do it...

You can scream　You can feel
Can be louder　Can be wiser
You can do it　You can do it
do it, do it...

I know I make mistake だけど
やらないよりは

You can do everything　たとえ道に迷っても
必ずかなうと信じ続ければ
Find your“anything”そこに道が無くたって
Everything, everything
You can take a everything

迷った分だけ　道は増えるさ
そこでその道を覚えとくか忘れるかで
この先のキミが変わる

Sometimes I'm going wrong　だけど
口先だけよりは

You can do everything　たとえ道に迷っても
必ずかなうと信じ続ければ
Find your“anything”そこに道が無くたって
Everything, everything
You can take a everything

探してた物は何だったんだろう
その答えを日々探してた　でも
答えじゃなくて
ソレは理由だったんだ

Got to try everything　たとえ地球のはてでも
色や音が違う所だって
All I can do is sing　そこに言葉が無くたって
I will sing, I will sing
My singing is everything

---

Translation

you can fly you can shine
can be stronger can be brighter
you can do it you can do it
do it, do it…

you can scream you can feel
can be louder can be wiser
you can do it you can do it
do it, do it…

I know I make mistake but
instead of not doing anything

you can do everything even when you're lost
just keep believing in yourself and continue on
find your "anything" there where the road is gone
everything, everything
you can take everything

the more you are lost, the more roads you have
your future will change depending on whether you remember the road
your changing from who you were before

sometimes I'm going wrong but
instead of just giving lip service

you can do everything even when you're lost
just keep believing in yourself and continue on
find your "anything" there where the road is gone
everything, everything
you can take everything

what was that thing you were looking for
everyday you searched for the answer, but
it wasn't an answer
it was the reason

got to try everything even at the edge the earth
even in places where colors and sounds are different
all I can do is sing even if there are no words there
I will sing, I will sing
my singing is everything

起伏

2011-08-06T14:44:00.005+08:00

情绪。挫折。生活

这就是人生的考验

失败在试过，跌了再爬起来

自己最喜欢讲的，当着经验

做自己能做的，做到最好

做到自己不会后悔

很快就雨过天晴

身边的人也要加油...

完全感覚Dreamer

2011-08-04T11:49:00.002+08:00

Love this PV very much! Simple but nice!

Look like those billboard advert, how they put the video and typography

Addicted to their songs 'cause they're music is so powerful!

And I can't believe the vocalist use to be one of Johnny's Jr =S

Kanji

So now my time is up
Your game starts, my heart moving?
Past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
Will we make it better or just stand here longer
Say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

絶対的根拠はウソだらけ
いつだってあるのは僕の
自信や不安をかき混ぜた
弱いようで強い僕!!

This is my own judgement!! Got nothing to say!!
もしも他に何か思いつきゃ速攻言うさ!!
「完全感覚Dreamer」がボクの名さ
Well, say it ?　well, say it!!
あればあるで聞くが今は Hold on!

Yeah when I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
Will we make it, IT'S NOT ENOUGH or just stand here longer
Say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

確信犯?知能犯? NO NO NO!!
いつだってその場しのぎの
持論や理論を織り交ぜた
自由さユニークさもなく

This is my own judgement!! Got nothing to say!!
もしも他に何か思いつきゃ速攻言うさ!!
「完全感覚Dreamer」がボクの名さ
Well, say it ? well, say it!!
You know I've got to be NUMBER ONE!!

どうだい?予想外?
面食らって、はばかれて
後退?して撤退?
ってYeah

完全感覚Dreamer的空想!!
誰が何を言おうが言わまいが無関係!!
どうやったっていつも変わらない
カベをヤミをこれからぶっ壊していくさ!!

完全感覚Dreamer

完全感覚Dreamer

When I'm caught in fire
When I rise up higher
Do you see me out there
I can't get enough! Can't get enough!!

---

Romaji

so now my time is up
your game starts, my heart moving?
past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
will we make it better or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

zettai teki konkyo wa uso darake
itsudatte aru no wa boku no
jishin ya fuan wo kakimazeta
yowai you de tsuyoi boku

this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!
moshimo hoka ni nani ka omoitsukya sokkou iu sa
"kanzen kankaku dreamer" ga boku no nasa
well, say it? well, say it!!
areba aru de kiku ga ima wa hold on!

yeah when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
will we make it, it's not enough or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

kakushin han? chinou han? no no no!!
itsudatte sonoba shinogi no
jirun ya rirun wo ori mazeta
jiyuu sa unique samo naku

this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!
moshimo hoka ni nani ka omoitsukya sokkou iu sa
"kanzen kankaku dreamer" ga boku no nasa
well, say it? well, say it!!
you know I've got to be number one!!

dou dai? yosou gai?
menkuratte habakarete
koutai? shite tettai?
tte yeah

kanzen kankaku dreamer deki kuusou!!
dare ga nani wo bonou ga gen wa mai ga mukankei!!
dou yattatte itsumo kawaranai
kabe wo yami wo kore kara bukkouwashite ikusa!!

kanzen kankaku dreamer

kanzen kankaku dreamer

when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there
I can't get enough! can't get enough!!

---

English Translation

so now my time is up
your game starts, my heart moving?
past time has no meaning for us, it's not enough!
will we make it better or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

an absolute base of lies
it's always the case that
my self-confidence and insecurities were churning
the seemingly weak but strong me!

this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!
if you think of something else to say, swiftly say it!!
my name is 'dreamer with a sense of completion'
well, say it? well, say it!!
if there's a question, well now is hold on!

yeah when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there waiting for the next chance we get
will we make it, it's not enough or just stand here longer
say it "we can't end here till we can get it enough!!"

a premeditated crime? an intellectual crime? no no no!!
all the time, makeshift
theories, opinions, woven, blended
it's not liberal or unique

this is my own judgement!! got nothing to say!!
if you think of something else to say, swiftly say it!!
my name is 'dreamer with a sense of completion'
well, say it? well, say it!!
you know I've got to be number one!!

how was it? was it unexpected?
bewilderedly, potentially afraid of what others are thinking,
you're retreating? withdrawing?
I said it, yeah

daydreaming like a dreamer with a sense of completion,
whoever, whatever they have the will to say or the will not to say, they're unrelated!!
however you said you did it, it's always the same
from now on, I'm destroying walls and darkness!

dreamer with a sense of completion

dreamer with a sense of completion

when I'm caught in fire
when I rise up higher
do you see me out there
I can't get enough! can't get enough!!

Love so sweet

2011-08-02T11:15:00.006+08:00

This is like the best morning.. EVER!!

I can't believe someone uploaded GLAY's cover of Arashi's "Love so sweet" from their Happy Swing fan club live..!

It's so nice with TERU's vocal... and HISA SINGS TOO!!

Well HISA isn't a singer so we can't blame him for singing like this..

BUT!! めっちゃ可愛い！！！

Made me cry... I want to join Happy Swing too... T____T

いつか、皆様にで逢う... きっと！

Am now looping this song... *squeeeeeks!!* o(>////<)o

**Edited: It wasn't Hisa.. it was Sei-chan ._. oh well...

一瞬の塵 x カゲロウ

2011-08-01T20:49:00.013+08:00

This week's song addiction...

一瞬の塵(Isshun no chiri) by Aqua Times / カゲロウ(Kagerou) by SCANDAL

Still prefer them singing cool songs, 'cause that's what I first like about them

But oh well.. becoming famous = more commercialized?

Anyway they are still cool

GLAY is still the best, HISA is still the best
No matter how old they grew, I will always love them

It's all about the love and music ♥

HISA's new profile pic at Twitter hehe

Only interested HISA and hide with heavy make up

Not interested with other Jrockers with make up =w=

Away from assignments ~_~

Lifetime = few hours only, it's gone..

'cause it's too thick, it's not fully dry yet

After I bathe, it become like shit.. T__T

________________

HAPPY SWING 15th Anniversary SPECIAL LIVE ~We Love Happy Swing~
30th Jul, in MAKUHARI

---SET LIST---
1. 嫉妬
2. ROSY
3. 笑顔の多い日ばかりじゃない
4. 生きてく強さ
5. 生きがい
6. いつか
7. Yes, Summer days
8. Savile Row　～サヴィルロウ３番地～
9. 一色
10. カナリヤ
11. LAYLA
12. Pure soul
13. つづれ織り ~so far and yet so close~
14. アイ
15. VERB
16. 彼女の “Modern…”
17. BURST
18. Satellite of love
19. HAPPY SWING
20. Love so sweet
21. 南東風
22. またここであいましょう

一色...?! I wanna listen!!

And アイ~~~
And またここであいましょう, pure soul, 生きがい, 嫉妬, ROSY....

And their Arashi song cover... and other covers.. must be very nice!

ALL!! I wanna listen alllll!!! >____<

OwO

2011-07-30T23:42:00.006+08:00

New wallpaper hehehehehisahehe :3

And Happy GLAY Day 7/31!

Counting...

2011-07-29T22:04:00.005+08:00

Counting down...

____________________________________________

LOUDNESS Live in KL graffiti!

(love this wall very much 'cause it's very nice and they will be "updating" for advertising stuffs!)

I don't really like their music 'cause it's pretty heavy (what about X? lol)

But if Taiji is still alive, I would attend this live, just to see Taiji

But he's... oh well :(

Music with the sound of guitars and drums is still my fav ♥

printscr

2011-07-25T17:39:00.006+08:00

(HISAAAA CUUUUTE!! *printscreens and syok sendiri*)

I love the technology because of these

live streaming, so that I can see see my fav artist LIVE

social network twitter etc, so that I can follow my fav artist

skype or other similar apps on phone, so that I can skype with my sis (LOL)

But why... does it have to evolve so fast...?

Core 2 use to be the latest.. 2 years ago.. now?

i3~i9!! wtf!!

My pc is so freakin laggy and I still have 2years to go for my college life!

If wanna change to i3 or other i means have to change motherboard also

........$...

So glad that July is ending soon and I don't have to go to college or anywhere

'cause I'm broke due to FYP and subcribing CUTOUT magazine (LOL)

So these two months just have few bucks baki!! *DIE*

So many things I have to save for right now

Other then going to GLAY's live concert

(which now is not the most important for saving money ;__;)

iPod touch, an acoustic guitar, a zoom lens(EXPENSIVE LA WEI!!) and maybe also a flash..

All of these I have to own them before going to Liverpool...

And save money to buy things in Liverpool...

Still have to buy a laptop but my mum pay for that...

And now this Core 2 thing.. It's too laggy...

I wonder whether I can still use until I finish Advance Diploma

But.. but.. I bet there's more to use After Effects and 3Ds Max...

.......FUUUUUUU!!!

Less than a week left till we pass up everything!

But haven done! Wooooooo!

-_-

17th July 2011

2011-07-20T01:45:00.012+08:00

It's a very sad day that day, 'cause a lot of people died today

Watched Harry Potter finally, Snape died, Lupin and his wife died, Fred died etc

(Alan Rickman for best actor!!)

They're all fictional characters, but not Taiji, X's ex-bassist...

We were just talking about him after the movie when we saw the LOUDNESS live in KL Live poster on the display window of Rock Corner

We said that if Taiji were still in LOUDNESS, maybe we have the chance to see him in person

Who knew, when I reached home and checked my mail, got an email from X Freaks forum

Stated that Taiji, is official dead...?

He is a really talented musician, his bass solos and guitar plays

Ex-bassist of X(X JAPAN), who is still remembered by the fans

One of the great bass player, my favourite bass player

(as in bass playing skill, JIRO can't stand a chance eventho JIRO is from my fav band)

I still do read his blog, and who would knew he would passed away

It's all because of the drugs, too painful to live with drugs..?

And he choose to... give up the war

RIP... he'll meet hide there...

X's ex-bass player, Sawada Taiji

A very talented musician, the second most good looking one in X(JAPAN)

(first good looking one is HEATH ~_~)(oh but he got old and fat) *cough*

Has passed away at age 45...

die.

2011-07-15T13:13:00.004+08:00

THIS.....!

I shouldn't have bought it last time since I've already missed it when it just released...

......they are trying to make us fans bankrupt... T_______T

can't buy it anyway 'cause I'm already broke...

*added*

phew good thing it's only on sale in Japan ~_~

Render

2011-07-14T15:27:00.010+08:00

Disgusting. Lol (lol my toes)

Thumb to pinky:

random rubbish, グレイ(GLAY/GUREI), loversoul music & associates logo, plain, 尚(HISASHI :3)

loversoul music & associates logo again, but failed...

Eye.. I wonder when is my turn to wear specs? (NOOO!!!)

I.hate.RENDERING!!! Wasting time!

显咯现在才学人家玩lomo effect ==

很久没有edit照片来post了，edit一点点给它有feel一点点

HAHA =___=||||

今天早上天空被乌云遮盖着，不久便开始下雨了

雨水一滴滴地打在车窗，下得越来越大

时间过得真是快，不知不觉还剩下四个星期就毕业了

感觉上就像是昨天才踏入这学院....

HAHAH 无聊！写作文！

Assignment还没赶玩还在写废话！

ヒサのあし.... *___*

良い靴！

110713

2011-07-13T16:12:00.002+08:00

一天出现接近(超过?)20次看到都显....

Stop crashing please....! -____________-

Dream Ruined

2011-07-11T13:11:00.038+08:00

If you want others to change, first you have to start from yourself

If you want something, you have to earn it yourself

Everything starts from yourselves, in the POSITIVE way

That is what I believe

I've never care much about these stuffs 'cause I hated it

Two major must-have things I hated, politics and religion stuffs
I've never wanted to involve in these things in this whole world

But this is just too much...

The things I hated the most here in this place

Music and art industry scene, racism and discrimination

(racism, I hate Chinese 'cause I see most the racist are Chinese

and all they see is money, and they discriminates art

this is what I see, place where I grew up in

and my family agrees that too)

That's all I can say, things I hated here

Crimes? Who are the ones that create those crimes?

There are crimes EVERYWHERE

You said that they're not doing their job?

I guess you've got no luck to meet the good guys

That is why you keep on having negative minds

I barely care about all of these, 'cause there're more country's situation are worse

Now?

They've set a lot of rules, fines, and other things

To avoid you from doing "bad" things, they've warned you

Did you listen?

Stop littering, stop burning rubbish and so on

And heck, this is not just for our own country

It is, for the WHOLE WORLD, for our mother earth

Stop speeding your car, or else they'll fine you

Stop parking at no-parking-spots, or else they'll fine you

If you speed, you might cause an accident

If you parked at those no parking places, you're blocking the whole road

Is that not thoughtful?

They've warn you, but you are the ones who doesn't care

Plus, you're the ones who started to give them some "tips"

Why blame them asking for more? You yourselves are asking for more too

To reach to THAT mission, of course it has to use up a lot of money

TECHNOLOGY needs a lot of them

Yet you said that it is wasting money

Then how are you gonna achieve that mission without using money?

You do know that now in this world if there's no money you can barely do anything

Right? Maybe not

You said that they're wasting money, they should give to those poor

What about you? Did you do it? Donate to the poor?

Those beggars around the alley and those who came while you're having your meal?

Most of you don't, yes, most of YOU (I'm not saying all of you)

I said this because me and my family would give them some tips

So what if you've been tricked? They're not what as you think

So? Did you do anything wrong? They are the ones who were wrong

You only care about losing money (and of course being tricked)

I'm not saying that I've never ignore them, I did, and I felt awfully bad

Now I will still ignore those who sells things with unreasonable price (you know which bunch)

Those, are the ones you should ignore

Well basically I also ignore those who sits beside the road

With disgusting wound or kurang upaya

Those are obviously the ones with vans and stuffs

Old people and kids, those without houses and food and clothes

Those are the on that need help

Did you give them a hand?

When I was a kid, when I was young

My mum slapped me just because I can't read properly

My dad used hanger or belt to hit us 'cause we're naughty(and it's just a very minor thing)

My babysitter dragged me out from the house and hit me just because I cried

Abusing? Not really, I'm actually glad that all these happened

What about THOSE? Abusing without reasons?

Are you beside them? What makes you so sure that it is really what you think?

Even if you're just right beside them, it doesn't make you know the truth

It's just between the two parties, not the third party

The third party will always make things WORSE

Since that's what you've learned from our "history"

You should be having expectations that all of these would happen

They asked you to leave, you don't want to leave

They'll just have to use the hard way

They've given you chance, but this is what you chose

Acting... Didn't you watched some of those movies and tv dramas

The antagonist will always act that they're the poorest of all?

Well I'm just saying, anyone can act

What makes you say that they acted, but you didn't?

And I don't understand why they care so much about the amount of people

Yea yea, there's a lot of people there, a lot of supporters... So?

It's not like it has covered the whole city or something

Plus, that is NOT the main point of this things, isn't it?

And who said that the newspapers tells the truth?

So all the entertainment rumors are all true?

No one said that it's all true or false

It's all up to you, whether to believe or not to believe

It's just a bit of updates to let you know

Now you've chosen to believe the internet, which has more MORE lies

Well, that's your choice, that's what you've chosen to believe

'cause it's your cup of coffee or tea, that's what you "expected"

"A picture tells thousands word"? ORLY?

I can shoot a picture of a bird staring at a worm, what can you think?

You might be thinking, the bird is watching it's food or something like that

But I can say that, the bird is waiting the worm to cross the road

I can also say, the bird is pity that the worm has to move so slow

I can also say that, they are actually friends and they are having a conversation

It's up to you, how you think about this picture

The news is in worldwide now , and now you've ruined one of my dream

At the beginning there's still a little hope that they'll be coming here

But now...?

You guys said that they didn't thought of you people

Guess what? You people just ruined a few people's dream, this small dream

You people are also the same, not being thoughtful.

I'm gonna pray hard and save money hard so that I can achieve my dream

Not like you people, asking from others.

Ugh...

2011-07-09T20:57:00.018+08:00

I don't care what shit you talk about, but you've stepped on my tail

You've talk shit about part of my family when you know no shit about it

You think they're happy standing there all day and night doing all these?

You think they're glad to work all day all night long in these nonsense?

You think they want to be angry or shout or use these kind of methods?

They're also human, they have family, they have feelings and emotions

(Yea the punching is kinda harsh but you're being like a crazy guy shouting like org gile)

They're just doing their job, to make sure things wont get more MORE serious

They're doing their job and yet you compare it with other cases?

Those cases, those people flee; this case, those people came forward

When you shout, you're right; When they shout, they're wrong?

They are human too!

Just try it when everyone ignore you when you trying to do something right

If you don't have the patience, of course you'll get mad

You think it's so freaking easy to be the leader?

Compare? Right...

You've got your home sweet home, you've got plenty of food

You can afford the cars, gadgets and other luxurious expenses

And yet you voice out saying that the price is too high

If you can't afford it, just don't buy it

Paying for useless things? Don't use it then

When you were young, your teachers teaches you and you can't really offend them

When you were a kid, you want to buy something but your parents refuse to buy

What the heck you mean by we are the boss and they're your staff workers?

We, are NOT the freaking boss, we're just audiences

Just like voting a movie for winning a movie award

The boss is still the one who is in charge the whole company

And behind the story there will be someone trying to snatch away the boss' property

Spreading shits all over the place, and people just believe it making things worse

Changes take time

A good change takes a long time, tough

Bad changes? Few seconds or minutes?

Smoking? Attitude? Addictions?

A person can be a smoker just in a flash, but to quit smoking?

I pity the children who were involved in this

Blame the grown ups who brought them to this

I don't get it, why run away?

If you have the guts to start involve in something, don't run

Just face it like you first decided to join

And I thought you can't sit down when you're marching?

What's with sitting down and rest?

You're already living a good life and you still want more

They've already gave you more, and you want MORE

And more, and more, and more, and MORE!

What else you want? Gain it by YOURSELVES won't cha?

Don't expect others to feed you

The environment is freaking dirty but they barely care about it

This? Whoa...

Peace? Is shouting and "chanting" around the public a peace?

It's freaking humiliating...

There's so many ways that we can show our unity

But why choose this?

Why won't they show their unity e.ve.ry.day?

I rather not wanting to "unite" if it has to go THIS way

It looks so ugly...

生在福中不知福...

"Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism - how passionately I hate them! "
Albert Einstein

Poor Pikachu and other fictional characters...

待っています

2011-07-09T00:23:00.003+08:00

皆様出会いのあの日を待っています

絶対に頑張ります

GLAY Taiwan Live Day 1 news photos

2011-07-06T19:44:00.006+08:00

Hisa and Sei-chan~

Hisa is so short... T__T

Left to right(front): Teru, Jiro, Hisashi♥, Takuro

Poor Takuro only appeared in one photo

HISA♥♥♥

T_________________T

♥

2011-07-05T22:46:00.005+08:00

GLAY in Taiwan since yesterday... How nice if I could be there... $________$

And FAIL to the reporters!!! That's not Takuro! That's Sei-chan!!

Didn't they do any research before they do this? Guess not. Hmmp!

Saw this posted by some fan in Facebook

How can such a cute person live in this world..?!! *DROOLS!!!*

And his hair.... *drooooools*

~~I just wish I can be shorter than him... why am I so tall....~~

If I were there, I'll be stalking them..... *__*

(c'mon.. it's once in a lifetime =X)

...............ufdhewufyeufywuegfuefhug!!!!!

Hard to breathe.............

I want to see them badly!!! I just have to see them!!!!!

I AM WAITING FOR THAT DAY!!!! *_____________*

What's with the SMALL SIZE PICTURE??? hmmp!!

(credits from here)

.............

;__;

Zombie

2011-07-05T14:37:00.001+08:00

Not responding

2011-07-02T21:09:00.003+08:00

for almost an hour, or more... fu...aaaakkkk!!!

I ♥ berconteng

110630

2011-07-01T00:13:00.007+08:00

一个人走去JJ买fyp用到的东西，累是累

不过很享受，不用理或怕跟着你的人会闷
(不过有3条粉肠在LRT那边要stop我，又是那些人妈的 ==)

自己要走去哪里就去哪里，要看什么就看什么

~~如果有钱的话就可以看到什么喜欢想要的就直接买 D:~~

身边的人喜欢的都不同，有也是同样喜欢的话也是一两样

要找到完全喜欢同样一点都不容易，而且这样每个人就没有自己的“特点”了

不明白为什么有很多人不能承受自己一个人

久久一两次这样不错下的，自己单独的时间

不是只是一整天对着电脑或电视等等

还有一些人(应该是很多人)没有了爱情(或任何事)就要生要死

这个世界这个地球还有那么多美好的东西都还没接触到

就因为一样小小的问题就想死?自杀跳楼等等??

明明就有很多路可以选，就偏偏只是看到让自己走投无路的

让自己错过那么多东西，让身边的人伤心

何必那么自私那么笨?

六月完毕，七月的第一天

剩下半个学期，希望一切顺利~

110626

2011-06-26T01:02:00.003+08:00

*Note: RUBBISH TALK ALERT

This is the first time I've touched a jazz guitar, Ibanez, very beautiful

Didn't knew that the strings are harder than the normal electric guitars

Too much to learn...

Listen to what they've said, I can't agree more

Too many talented people in this world, it's all about luck and exposure

As in, if you want to have a really good life, in this "art industry", or anything

Another dream just right next door, two of my dreams under the same roof

It's a really small and old place, but how nice if I were able to stay there or work there

How nice if there's a place like this around here

I really don't get those who just live their life just to live

Eat, play, shop, enjoy, club, sleep etc, I don't get it

Is it meaningful? Any goals?

Maybe it is for them, eat more than others, shop like you never shop before

Sleep for few days or few weeks and people might be thinking you're dead

Stuffs like that etc etc.. but I just don't get it

The meaning of living is? Eat? Sleep? Getting married? Have kids?

I don't know, maybe because I'm not aiming for these

Looking at people who is heading or who is on the track you've wished for, desire

It doesn't feel good, I mean

You're happy looking at them doing the things they like, smiling, enjoying

But you? Just sitting there, try to figure out how you can be like that

I know what I've been wanting to do might not be happen, but I'll still try

Time, timing, guts, patience, ability, luck...

Too much things everyone wanted to do

But there's only some can achieve what they wanna do

Some can achieve a little bit, some, none

Heck.. why am I in multimedia design?

After studying design for two years, what did I do?

Assignments of course, to develop my own skills.. Helped friends and my family

What else? It's all about helping others, DEEDS... right...

Grumbling while helping, but in the end when they like it, then you're happy

Not really "happy" I think, more to "glad", glad that everything's fine and everything's over

Lol.. I wonder who's gonna hire me as their designer next time when they saw what I've written

But c'mon, I'm just saying what most designers felt and think

After studying in this designing thing, I'm positively found that

I don't really like designing, I suck in thinking new and different ideas

I suck in communicating, I suck in accepting what people think

I suck in understanding what people say etc

Even so I still have to overcome all of these, for living

But it wasn't THAT bad, other than all those suck..ie stuffs and lots of people better than me

There is still some stuffs I like.. learning new and interesting stuffs...

I just can't concentrate too much on it, because of the deadline+"exam" pressure

(But I still stood up all night just to make sure I did some improvement process or something wth)

What I've been doing for my assignments are just rushing and doing it because for assignment

My educational life... right...

But I'm still gonna continue studying this since I've already started

Not gonna stop halfway, ngeh.

HUNGRY. *sleep*

110625

2011-06-25T16:39:00.006+08:00

Pek cek. Lag. Mouse middle scroll button rosak.

*credits: Mukai Osamu's blog's photo lol

watermark pixelated wtf

p/s: RIP MJ 2nd memorial day

"2"

2011-06-22T23:05:00.011+08:00

Now my age has officially begin with "2" :(

PANOZ.. 昨天晚上已经有破绽了，所以给不到惊喜 :)

是什么? 慢慢想啦很简单罢了~

小小的失误也会失败的.. 不要忘记我妈妈是什么人~~

(虽然没有关系但也是有遗传到一点点的~~哇哈！)

“出去买东西吃”

基本上我也没有想酱多，只是等有什么戏看罢了 HAHA

本来想要整场冷视 (很衰咯要破坏人家的心意 :D)

不过看到skype.. beh tahan =___-||| 炸到够力笑死我...

嗯... 还是喜欢帮人家庆祝多过别人帮我庆祝 =S

前几天就关掉了生日日期，很不错下

可以看到谁真正记得你的生日，谁在乎你(aiyer gelinya LOL)

不包括家人亲戚的话，十支手指可以算完

亲戚，只有一个表妹记得罢了，因为我们的生日只相差一天 :)

一个表哥应该是看到我姐post我的wall才跟着post

朋友... PANOZ四条水，我两个好朋友，两个戏剧的

一个小学时蛮要好的朋友(也是跟我表妹一样生日)

一个酱巧跟我同一天生日的朋友的朋友(有一点好像我逼他祝我的..LOL)

啊，还有做工那边的一个sms祝我.. 11个咯

就这样，也不错下，反正我又不是什么“名人”

Thank you for those who remember(and actually wished me) this day~

简单又炸到的“惊喜”，简单的晚餐(基本上一整天吃东西都很辛苦)

又跟回两位小学朋友聊了一下

就这样.. 老了... D:

Sis + yvonne + jane/yiiz

Having me as your younger sister is a pretty "sad" thing

'cause you have to buy stuffs for me :3

Or maybe not, 'cause not many people will do such a thing

If another person is my sister, it wouldn't be the same, yes? :3

I have the bestest best sister in the whole wide world! %d

It's been 8 years, and this two dreams will always be the same.

zzz

2011-06-20T02:17:00.002+08:00

Increase the iterations... How? D:

Used to going to bed late again.. *yawn*

Beh tahan..

vdsfdfs

2011-06-17T22:57:00.008+08:00

=____=|||||||

How I wish I could be like them

But too bad I can't or else it's not perfect or I wouldn't make it and I'll fail to do so.

My view today -__-||||

Learnt something new today btw

Awesome~~ fyp video shoot that time can use~

A bit laggy, but... syok sendiri also can la.. haha!

p/s: that guy looks like Ikuta Toma!!! D:

Satellite of Love

2011-06-15T00:09:00.014+08:00

If the end of the world is really coming, this is the only thing I have to do, MUST do

To attend their live concert, to see them performing in front of me

~~Even though I'm close with my family, I'm not going to say I must be with them till the last second~~

~~'cause I have no regrets towards them (but that might be another story for them =__=")~~

~~"Family" as in parents only by the way, 'cause I'll be with my sis in the concert :3~~

~~Ya that's it.. I must be with my sis before I die! D:~~

~~Friends.. nah they should go to their family or love ones lol..~~

~~Other than that.. I have nothing else to.. care about? I guess?~~

~~One of the advantage I like about being single, you don't have to care so many people. Lol.~~

~~And yea, my dream of being a guitarist and having a band... that's the second must-do list~~

~~But it can be ignored if the world's end is here...~~

この四人を会いたい.. グレイが会いたい...!

タクロウ、テル、ジロウ、そして大切な大好きなヒサシ

もしこのバンドはいない多分あたしの人生はもう意味ないかも

夢はないし趣味はないし意味ないの生活

皆は会いたいライブ見た欲し...

この夢の為に節約頑張ろ！

Bear Day

2011-06-13T11:02:00.009+08:00

BEARS!! A day off for me finally!

1. Lunch@GTowerTheLounge, eaten some scary weird tasting mini burger and cakes

2. Petronas Art Gallery, awesome

3. Magazines (Mukai Osamu and Florence!! ♥)

PO-SU-TA! MUST GET IT!!

4. Bought a bluray player and watched GLAY RATW bluray

A lot of scream and shout and fangirling and headbanging at home(LOL)...

Which is awesome.. ~~and HISA is just the cutest thing in the world....!!!~~

5. Last but not least...

FUK YEAAAHHH!!!

Just a little hope, just dreaming

But still, it's awesome to think about it...

Anyway, this is the best happiest day I had in these past few weeks!

110609

2011-06-09T18:19:00.010+08:00

*Fangirl post

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Even though I barely sleep last night, these stuffs brightens my day (sorta..)

Finally got my RATW bluray yesterday

And today I got my GLAY 10th album

Bought these last two month except for the rare collective vol.4 in the middle

The 10th album on the right was released last year and I've got no money that time

But now got money terus buy.. weheheh...

So syok just to look at them, but.. no time to watch the dvds and the bluray haven't buy player

Half year added 7 more GLAY collection, last year only bought 1 GLAY dvd

Others Adam, orianthi and Florence+theMachine...

Now I'm hoping GLAY won't release anything for few months now

Or else I can't save more money to see them!

diwuhduehdfef!!

Tired.

GLAY HAPPY SWING

2011-06-09T02:27:00.000+08:00

Walk.

2011-06-09T01:40:00.006+08:00

From now on every time when there's a song I've been looping for days or weeks
I'll label it as song of the week.

Last few weeks is "LONELY" by 2NE1

which I've looped for almost 3 weeks and finally stop listen it today
Now it's time to loop "Walk" by the awesome crazy Foo Fighters! Yay!

A million miles away
Your signal in the distance
To whom it may concern
I think I lost my way
Getting good at starting over
Every time that I return

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Do you remember the days
We built these paper mountains
And sat and watched them burn
I think I found my place
Can't you feel it growing stronger
Little conqueror

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

Now
For the very first time
Don't you pay no mind
Set me free again
You keep alive a moment at a time
But still inside a whisper to a liar
To sacrifice but knowing to survive
The first to find another state of mind
I'm on my knees, I'm waiting for a sign
Forever, whenever
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I never wanna die
I'm on my knees
I never wanna die
I'm dancing on my grave
I'm Running through the fire
Forever, whatever
I Never wanna die
I Never wanna leave
I'll Never say goodbye
Forever, whatever
Forever, Whatever

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough
Where do I begin?

I'm learning to walk again
I believe I've waited long enough
I'm learning to talk again
Can't you see I've waited long enough

I hate After Effects. Fuk rendering and fuk crashing.

current situation

2011-06-05T22:05:00.004+08:00

Deja vu....

Rest? No such thing for me

Not until I finish my work.

Hello June

2011-05-31T20:37:00.013+08:00

Bought CUT OUT magazine weeks ago, knew it from fb while voting my friend's design entry

Not bad eh can refer some stuffs! Gonna buy the next issue! ....$__$!!

And the container on the left, so happy to see it! Can put my miniature! :D

GLAY Acoustic Live.. still got no time to watch.. =\

I spent a lot this month(May)... more than 1k which is around my salary...

Minus those manage properly liao de like collectives, wacom, $ from mum, mothers' day...

Left 200++... A UT shirt + tooth filling(LOL) = around 100 already..

Baki for piercings, random stationery, a bit on transport..

Yep.. I think correct liao... but...

Where did those money came from?!! D:

Or maybe I manage properly those money but I forgot?

Swt la count money until gile...

This month's salary.. just managed them.. so packed..

No more work... July no more extra money or savings... OTL

FYP also need money... *faints*

Been looping this song for days, almost a week or maybe more than a week..?! LOL

Yes I listen to KPOP which I don't like, and I don't like those type of genre

But hey, they're different!

The other kpop... Nah... -__-"

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Finally got time to do this!! CANTIK!! JUST NICE!! :D

Roti Boy

2011-05-30T00:10:00.007+08:00

最后一天请吃Roti Boy~ 可惜阿慧/惠不在~

(这好像是我第一次请朋友吃东西?)

*几个追星傻婆

就这样做了3个月，算起来基本上好像少过两个月 ==

上次的假期等于没有假期，就只是待在这里

根本就没有充到电，反而更加没有电

不过每次的假期都只是待在家里，闷死

又不能出去，没钱出什么?

真的是佩服那些半工半读的人，我不行了 ==

一边放空看顾客一边想功课一边想睡，顶不顺咯

现在可以比较专注做功课了... 呱....

A week left

2011-05-19T01:12:00.001+08:00

HISA SMILE IS SOOOOOO CUTE 0:36!!! ♥♥♥♥♥
Can't wait till I get it!! *squeeks*

pk

2011-05-19T00:26:00.012+08:00

不管怎样跌跌得多伤，要一直记住

这都是小事，还有人比你更惨更差的环境

要让自己爬起来，靠自己爬起来，当着经验教训

别人也许能帮到一点，也有可能简直不会帮

还是得靠自己找回意志力来坚持下去

怕尴尬的话，怕别人担心的话

把自己愚蠢好笑尴尬惨的发生当着笑话

把自己当着搞笑人物，自己笑自己

这样就不觉得怎样了

有人依赖是好的，幸福幸运

但太依赖人，不是一件好事

宠坏自己，又容易让人担心多几倍

いらない...

想让自己活得怎样，就先得看自己怎样看待每样事物。

跌的时候有flashback，不怕才怪。

dump

2011-05-16T23:28:00.002+08:00

16

2011-05-16T01:49:00.006+08:00

很需要多些时间和金钱

比较需要时间，时间比较能累积钱/经验等等

不过如果是有得再多一些时间，一定也是不够

还是那句，人类是永远不会满足

只会一直要求，有了好的还要更好的。

压力开始来了咯~ 加油吧~~~

bamboo GET

2011-05-11T01:10:00.003+08:00

母の日

2011-05-08T23:25:00.008+08:00

Bloated

うまい飲みもの

GLAY rare collective vol.3 GET!

Mata Koko de Aimashou single GET!!! At Mid Val Rock Corner!

Was so shocked to saw there's GLAY stuffs! OLD STUFFS!!

There's rare collective vol.1 and Natsuoto single, but..... $$$$$!!!

Oh well. ~w~

数日前姉さんからのプレゼント ♥

俺のお姉さんはサンタクロス :3

Even though how mad am I, they ARE still my fam

There's no one you'll love 100% in them

Just expressing my thoughts, expressing others' thoughts

Just like music :)

110506

2011-05-07T00:51:00.019+08:00

顶它的废...

今天(昨天)本来是一个好的一天，买的GLAY rare collective vol.3到了

可是竟然被LRT的T'n'G机骗钱！吃了我RM20！

Counter的人叫我打给T'n'G，可是是那种press1 press2的

他们又不refund或给我卡，叫我去T'n'G的总部！

Duuuuuuuuuut气到我彪泪哭！破坏我这一天！！

不爽... 不爽啊！！！

过后立刻买choco milk和crepe来吃！不管浪费钱了因为我不爽！！

现在弄东西AI一直crash!! Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

不爽啊！现在宵夜吃完妈妈煮的鸡翼！！

管他明天脸变更惨，我不爽啊！Pekcek!!!

还不想睡！还没刷牙冲凉！

copy paste玩老pit在fb post的note！

虽然她没tag我，我还是要玩！不管！

NAME: Xue Yi
AGE: 20 next month
BIRTHDAY DATE: 910622
PRESENT ADDRESS: KL

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “Notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people in the right hand corner of the app. then click publish.)

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage - Tea
2. Last phone call - dad
3. Last text message - yvonne
4. Last song you listened to - Way of Difference by GLAY
5. Last time you cried - THIS AFTERNOON! F TnG machine!!!

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice - I don't date ppl, and no one date me too :(
7. Been cheated on -I don't know
8. Kissed someone & regretted it - Only kissed my family
9. Lost someone special - No
10. Been depressed - Hell yea
11. Been drunk and threw up -I don't drink

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Purple?
14. Green?

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend - I think so
16. Fallen out of love - No?
17. Laughed until you cried - Ya
18. Met someone who changed you - I don't think so..
19. Found out who your true friends were - Already found years ago
20. Found out someone was talking about you - No, I'm not interesting to talk about
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list - My sis

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life - 90% I guess, as in I know who are they, but I don't talk to them
24. Do you have any pets - No
25. Do you want to change your name - No
26. What did you do for your last birthday - Stay at home rushing assignment, the BEST birthday EVER
27. What time did you wake up today- 9am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night - Rushing thing my dad asked me to do
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for - GLAY come to SEA, hoping
30. Last time you saw your Mother -More than an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life - Secondary school life
32. What are you listening to right now - Glorious by GLAY
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? -No
34. What's getting on your nerves right now - T'n'Go....
35. Most visited webpage - Fb, my blog to see whose blog has updated, Twitter, GLAY official site, Tokyohive, YouTube
37. Nickname - KaedE, Xxxx(censored) Yi LOL
38. Relationship Status - Always single
39. Zodiac sign - Cancer
40. He or She - Who the f?
41. Elementary - Chong Hwa
43. College -Tarc
44. Hair color - Ori black, dyed brown
45. Long or short - Long
46. Height - 170cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? - Now? No? Yes? Blah
48. What do you like about yourself? - Normal yet different (duh, everyone's like that)
49. Piercings - Ears... 3.... :)
50. Tattoos - No
51. Righty or lefty- Righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery- Remove both my bottom wisdom teeth? (ya that's consider surgery la)
53. First piercing - Ears.. :)
54. First best friend- Mei chee
55. First sport you joined - Forgot
56. First vacation - Penang or Langkawi or Spore with my family
58. First pair of trainers -dunno

RIGHT NOW :
59. Eating - Chicken wings
60. Drinking - Soup
61. I'm about to - Brush my teeth, wash my face, bath, sleep
62. Listening to - Beloved by GLAY
63. Waiting for - GLAY RATW Bluray :)

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? - I dunno
65. Get Married? - Maybe not, just depend on my fate
66. Career? - ~~GUITARIST IN A BAND THANK YOU :)~~ Designer I guess...

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes - eyes
68. Hugs or kisses - hugs
69. Shorter or taller - Talk guys, short girls
70. Older or Younger - Older than me
71. Romantic or spontaneous - Dunno
72. Nice stomach or nice arms - Arms
73. Sensitive or loud -Sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship - Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant - Neither

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger - No
77. Drank hard liquor- I dont drink
78. Lost glasses/contacts - No I don't wear them
79. Sex on first date - No
80. Broke someone's heart - Definitely
81. Had your own heart broken - Yes?
82. Been arrested - No
83. Turned someone down - I think so
84. Cried when someone died - Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend - Ya lol

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself - Depends
87. Miracles - 50/50
88. Love at first sight - 50/50
89. Heaven - 50/50
90. Santa Claus - Santa Claus = my sis :3
91. Kiss on the first date - No date
92. Angels - 50/50

SIEN! OYASU!!

Copyright

2011-05-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

Did some copyrighted illegal stuffs, buuuuut!

Not commercial purpose, just for personal use :)

今日はhideちゃんの追悼記念日。

无奈

2011-04-21T00:04:00.004+08:00

cc..... 浪费了咱们(LOL)的金钱和时间 D: *气*

破坏气氛，白兴奋一场~~

没去到Victoria Music Centre和Tower Records和Uniqlo！

算了吧，如果去了看到想要的东西会想买，算~

晚上跟姐和她同事们打bowling，经过乐器店自己爽... D:

Soon

2011-04-17T00:36:00.012+08:00

GLAY EXPO 2001 GLOBAL COMMUNICATION!!

Even though there's one at my home, but it goes to my sis -_-

But my sis saw it in the music store at Sg Wang and she bought it!

RM50 only!! SO CHEAP!! VCD only la.. But still..

MUST OWN IT OF COURSE!! *don't mind don't mind~*

Still more to come... going bankrupt soon...

Haven't enough money then start planning how to save and.. spend...

Can't wait till this Wednesday comes, wanna go to window shop some music records and Uniqlo and Yumekukan~

110412

2011-04-12T23:22:00.003+08:00

刚才很刺激一下，惹事，好麻烦！
想想下，我看我还是不要有那种“勇气”比较好
趁热闹袖手旁观还不错的，可是又怕怕底 lol
打人或骂架这些东西虽然是很可怕，可是又好像演戏在看戏
有时那些动作又很好笑一下，骂粗话也是很好笑下
可是当然不喜欢也不想这些事发生在我身边尤其是家里
那些搞事的，拿来当笑话算了哈哈

p/s: They're wearing leather jacket! They are NOT cool at all! Humiliated the jacket! :(

Okane

2011-04-10T23:48:00.017+08:00

HUNGRY!! Only ate some bread and some love letter snacks as dinner

Can't use that much money anymore! Just on FOOD!!

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分了存钱的category，要存到够力！
-**GLAY20周年演唱会 我一定要去，死都要去！
-*GLAY collectives
- other collectives or live
- ipod touch
- wacom/tripod
- guitar stuffs

还没拿到钱就一直想要买什么，直接不管先订了 (难得的机会，不能错过！)

这个月的两，已经在考虑着怎样存怎样用了 ==

不过用也不会用很多啦当然...

虽然薪水不多，跟我读这科没关系

但至少都是同类，都是死歌迷粉丝 ==

而且我不想一直对着“设计”，以“设计师”的名誉，很现实
人家就莫名奇妙以为你什么都会什么都厉害，我不喜欢。

Nite, peace out V

歧视

2011-04-04T23:01:00.015+08:00

够不爽那些很会歧视人的人，以为自己很利害这样

今天有个不是华人的顾客(不写是什么种族，I'm not a racist)，会讲广东话

指给她她要找的part，不久又来问东西问有没有，我讲了没有

还再问，我又答了，一直问一直问...

“你不听广东话的是吗?”(in广东话) *无言 ==*

妈的酱我刚才跟你沟通是什么话? 不要讲讲话，我还摇了头

你才不会广东话吧? 虽然你是讲得很流利，流利过我很多因为我都不用广东话讲到不顺 ==

很厉害，非常厉害，厉害到酱串，厉害到弄到我歧视你

虽然我是KL人，应该要很会广东话，不过身为华人的话更加应该要懂华文

酱我不熟广东话又怎样? ==

会多一点语言或知识不是拿来串人的ok?

lan si有钱有奖拿咩? 人家会觉得你型?

你一串就fail啦，型屁咩 ==

要不然就是知道你只是trainee的，就很歧视的眼光(在SEED的时候.. cc..... LOL =X)

歧视什么啦，等下下次厉害过你的时候你就下衰！

虽然我不是没有歧视过人，不过都是歧视那些该死的 lol

或不靠自己，不努力的，单只会靠别人，没有用

很想顶她！可是没那个勇气咯怕得罪人 ==

不过她们都是这样顶那些欠打的顾客，佩服... 尤其是阿von啊~ 很敢！

希望她们的勇气会慢慢传给我~~~ *哭*

不过那些欠的小孩子就guat够他们~~ 哈哈！不过也是很多可爱的啦...

很喜欢看小孩子的睫毛... 那些长长的... *__*

Week days虽然很显，不过好过weekend啊~~~

没那么多人，眼睛不用那么累 LOL

End

2011-03-30T16:31:00.008+08:00

放假了

明明对自己说要做到最好但看到其他人的作品，自己的都没怎么尽力酱
也不期望自己拿到A了，这样的作品 (不过也不要B-以下啦....希望...)
CGPA..会不会升叻~? 没有放完心思还想要好成绩? ==

昨天第一次make good test，上次midterm没读

虽然浪费了时间再读，但很刺激一下的咯

很久没有fail了，大考都不能乱来

这次体验下make good test，不错下

不怎么像考试 XD

一天的时间补充精神，1号开始再继续冲！

April fool要到了，讨厌这个节日

用生命和人家怕的东西来吓人的，去死吧 ==