Thursday, May 29, 2014

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Typed quite lots, but decided to delete them all 'cause it's all useless

The whole point is

It's already halfway of 2014
I hope i can pamper myself more instead of being a 守财奴 like how i am.. was...? 
I hope can live in current situation instead of living in (thinking for) the future
Think "now" instead of "next time"

Really tired of thinking things that haven't happen and neglecting the things i should be doing now instead

Stop thinking about the future…

Tuesday, May 6, 2014

又来

在想,我真的要撑到一年吗?

有得学东西,但不是自己喜欢的
那还留在这里干什么?

……这是在辛苦期间报怨,还是真心话
我自己都搞不清了

只知道当朋友问要不要参与短片拍摄时,自己直接讲要
……这是对工作生活感到闷的关系,还是真的喜欢?

这所谓的“经验”,该继续吗?
还是要撑到日本回来后,再撑多一下就一年了?