Monday, August 26, 2013

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这世界就真的那么表面吗?
自己一直不想突出,只想单调低调,普通一点
怎么知道所谓的普通,在现在已经不普通了

也许一向来都是这样
只是自己现在才发现到,自己不想跟每个人一样

穿着不是来表达自己的吗?干嘛要跟其他人一样?
总觉得每个人应该要有自己的特点
可是现在看到的是大家都一样,没有自己的特性
真心觉得美?还是盲目追潮流,不理会到底适不适合自己?

也许我还不懂所谓打扮的重要性?
也许自己对这些太执著?lol


......好吧算了,就接受自己所谓的“与众不同”吧
也许下次也会变成一个“普通人”吧 :\

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

重要性

前阵子都被“名牌”这东西围绕着
都是身边的话题

“如果有人送我名牌物,我会骂浪费钱,送我rilakkuma更好”,那时自己这么说
过后被讲还不知道名牌的“重要性”,说我“与众不同”,“不一样”.......

名牌的重要性..... 是什么?
上流社会,现实,没有童真,歧视?我不要,也不喜欢
身边的都不好名牌,有那么与众不同吗?

也许是质感质料好,也许是投资(当然是限量版),这都能接受
但单单只为了“威”,只为了面子,这..... 是重要性吗?
有本事就不同,没本事的就想都别想。等到有一天你连吃都没得吃时
到时你就知道(天啊我变成我妈了)。
能见人,就可以了吧?

也许我真的还不知道名牌的“重要性”吧
我只知道买正版专辑,1。收集,2。帮偶像
3。如果本地店有卖,买了就能提升知名度,也许有一天会来马
就这样。

Monday, August 12, 2013

Hello

Hello, I am back again after 4 days.

Just noticed, it's been a long time I didn't blog in English. Well... I mean, it's not like I have to blog in English just because I'm in the UK right now. Just that I used to blog in English most of the time... Hmm I wonder why.. it's not like my English is good, neither is my Chinese even though it's my mother tongue.
And I kept updating this shit blog with lots of photos back then, and it turned 5 years old two days ago lol.
But whatever, it's not like there's a lot of people reads my blog.

Anyway, I'm just here to run away from my final project (alamak what's the use.. still have to face it). So freaking lazy everyday. How nice if I can just lay down and do nothing just like what I've been doing back in Malaysia when there's no school days. Here? Less than 3 weeks and our degree studies is going to end. How fast time flies! Can't waste our time no more! (but I'm still here wasting my time :s)


What I wanna say.. hmm.. oh ya, another thing I've just noticed.
I don't really like taking photos anymore. I even don't really know how to use a DSLR now.

I mean, if it's a group photo, I really love it. If it's just a photo with just me one person in it, or me taking photos.... I don't really like it anymore (in this case it's "travelling).

Getting tired of all these extra gadgets and I just want to fully enjoy all the moments. But of course we can't get rid of them 'cause it has become part of our lives... unfortunately that is. I don't want to have these kind of feeling like "Oh I've been here before". Instead of this, I want "Oh WE've been here before".

I may sound stupid or pathetic or whatever, but this is what I'm thinking about recently.


All words, no photos....

Wanted to draw something, but I just don't have the mood to draw even though there's a lot in my mind. And I need my water colour paint, and my black calligraphy ink, A3 drawing paper..... I need to paint.

Lol talking like I paint frequently and I'm really good at and really love painting when I actually paint only a few times and did not explore or learn deep about the technique or anything.


10:15pm here, 5:15am in Malaysia
Ok... I better be back into reality now.



(yes, this is quite an emo blog post)

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

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前几天过得很悲观,悲观悲得吓到自己了
应该是由此以来最悲的一次?
庆幸自己控制到自己的思想
可不要毁掉自己的原则



还剩一个月,心情矛盾
想回去看身边的人,但这里又还没逛完
顺其自然吧~