Friday, August 24, 2012

从考完试到现在,脑都好像没有休息过酱,一直在想未来
从小学接近中学,中学到现在,还在想未来
不过怎么想都好,发生的都是不一样的

(注意:又来讲废话了,you may leave now zzz)


讲来讲去,我就是像在埋怨在后悔在自责还是什么垃圾都好,总之是不能再回头的
现在,又来"埋怨"吗?


十二岁时认定了自己将来会是美发师,也许能帮自己的偶像弄头发
认定了自己会在个乐团里的吉他手,一起跟团友创作,有名了可能有得跟偶像同台演出或认识他们的
(怎么都是为了见到自己的偶像啊 -_-)
不过久了真的很想成为美发师和吉他手呢...

上中学期望着遇到志同好友听日文的
也加入了学校吉他学会,有了第一把吉他
不过.. Classical... 我要电子...
而且教到很慢,也不喜欢那些人,还没过一年就退出,就这样在也没有碰这把吉他了

中学生涯大多数人家都过得很快乐,我...?
只能怪自己太介意一些小事,不咭咋,form3直接锁着自己一整天在班睡觉搞emo,人家没用理我,我也就不lebih去找他们
讨厌去学校,很浪费时间,每天在班睡觉,其实在偷哭(WTF演戏咩)
这也变成了习惯,不想讲太话多理酱多(不过过后也蛮痛苦下的wtf)
开心的时候就只是在跟戏剧那班人一起的时候,真的笑死我
一心恶搞搞笑的都是为了让大家笑,form4的时候自己也一起癫
曾经想过,如果下次当舞台剧演员,应该也不错吧...?
不过这只持续了一年,form5因突然太压力就退出"一半"
(讲退出后的心情真的是轻松到不懂怎样讲)
每个星期都有排我的戏,第一部也是最后一部篇导的小剧
(妈的以前曾经yeng一阵子,现在缩到胆小到死)

每次讲到戏剧就很想讲很多,但来来去去都是一样的东西 (不止戏剧咯..)

上了学院又再加入了,怎么知道已经没有那热诚了
很佩服现在还在半读半演的他们,肯牺牲时间和精神和体力,我已经做不到了
(也因为懒,我承认 ==)
就这样再也没有看舞台剧,也没有联络他们了
不过看到他们fb的照片,是很羡慕一下的..... (又来羡慕?!)

还没进中学时就决定了进art class
因为姐姐的班是学校认定的垃圾班,所以也已经有心里准备会很少人进这班
心里只想,下次往的方向只想在设计等艺术界
还记得班同学问我做么要进artclass,因为对大家而言这垃圾班的都是没用的
全班只有我一个决定读这班,只是很无奈的"微笑"讲我喜欢
我可不要像他们一些只因为不想被歧视而进自己没有能力进的
去了artclass跟一位小学认识的好友和小学认识但中学才变好友,过后三条水就变成好友,但这不是重点 ==
幸运的,我们是中华最后一年的art class
本来有Science Economy Arts,现在只有Science Account,E变去A
讲artclass垃圾... 学校自己又没有重视美术艺术,基本上只有提供一点美术没有艺术的东西
但是那间bilik seni只是专门给kelab seni的人用罢了,如果不是因为那个seni projek我们都没有去的
以前妈妈学校的artclass真的有教画画,学很多东西的....
讲artclass垃圾.. 我家的都是artclass出来的呢!爸爸以前的工赞,妈妈的工型,姐姐还是不错的programmer
Spm成绩很普通,少了自己目标1个A,不过也很开心了
尤其是看到一些不是art的人少A过我,特别爽,歧视什么屁

头发... 小时后就很想留长发(小时候是“女”的 -_-)
但小学要申请的,所以中学就留长,久了发现真的很麻烦,还是短发好 ==
不过从小就喜欢弄头发,每次都玩堂妹的头发因为很长
12岁,上面写了,因为偶像因为GLAY的HISASHI的发型(♥),想当理发师美发师,觉得发型真的很重要
本来都没被反抗的,也许有机会真的学理发,15岁买了RM169的一set烫板(现在跌价了...)
前面的头发都自己剪,偶尔在学校会帮一位朋友去厕所修头发,但都不是很好...
有时也帮姐姐修 (感谢她们做实验品 lol)
Form4想弄AnCafeMIKU的发型,结果那个人跟我弄到样衰到死,吹头发又粗鲁
(他故意的咯因为我摆丑脸,因为他弄到样衰!)
从此我就很少去saloon剪头发了,自己也开始自己动手剪,form5一直变长变短 lol
前几年本来还有的但关店了,每次看那些理发师剪的动作自己都会记住
帮姐姐修整头长发,自己剪的时候也比较上手了,染发也自己染
女生头发剪过了,男生头发还没减过啊!手痒ing lol
..........对了,syok sendiri到忘了讲
还没上学院前应该也是form4 form5酱,竟然开始一直在persuade我不要学理发
1.没有假期 2.手会烂(这个就真的啦..朋友的手也烂)
每次在看理发学院学费的价钱,哪里有得学,但没得学了...
之前有看到电视理发不懂什么外国理发节目,看到真是.... 无奈...

吉他... 因为自己中学只会emo
已经浪费了我的岁月,要不然现在应该很强了咯顶
不过只怪过去,有什么用?
Form5因为认识了X JAPAN和hide,又再次碰那把吉他了
弹回以前刚开始学的歌,TMD几时变得酱够死鬼容易?
以前觉得蛮复杂的... 主要原因:懒!不过到现在还是很差水,还是因为懒
但现在还是有练啦!~_~
等SPM成绩时打工,拿薪水了存了一笔钱,终于买了一set便宜电吉他
当时的心情爽到无法形容...

以为上了学院又再希望遇到志同好友,但到现在还是没有
每次看人家现场演出都看到想哭因为自己也想像他们那样做自己喜欢的事
上次终于在论坛问,过了很久才有两三个回我
不过地点不同,音乐品味不同,也没有时间,算了吧...
过后去von那边classic那边打工,她们都是追星的,而且有人喜欢GLAY,所以过得蛮开心的
过后也去乐器音乐店打工,学了少少东西,不过那边工作莫名的压力就不做了

说真的,最近有放弃gap band的念头
反而想专注在自己之前另一个梦想,纯美术,但也不完全是...
Form5到底是什么弄到我想接触纯美术?用paper clay来弄art project
那次也自己试看弄一架小吉他,不过不完美而且断了
那次只后就很想玩黏土弄雕像模型(本来就喜欢小模型,可爱:x),也想画油画...

本来就因为form5做了art project,自己竟然想去读纯美术
本来已经决定了去dasein,怎么知道临时又因为学费问题,又去拉曼了
本来已经决定了要去拉曼读GD,怎么知道他们一知道MMD比较多出路,就...
那时我可吵了不少哭了不少... 显掉...
看到读艺术学院的朋友,又羡慕又幸好
羡慕,因为学很多而且不会酱迷失方向
幸好,因为压力没那么大(那边会有人心机重到陷害对方....)

上了学院一开始是有画画...
有一科intro to art,那个老师真的是显到整科也跟着显
不过有去画展... 弄到我更想接触油画,不过... 算了吧
另一科intro to illustration有一个功课是要画graffiti(也不算.. 画在canvas...)
那个assignment上颜色上漆到很爽...!
有一次不懂做什么research会找graffiti,认识了Bansky
本来就佩服那些画graffiti的人,这次找到他了,更喜欢street art了
想尝试是怎样的,今年生日终于试了,很noob,不过也是爽

读了三年多,学的大部分都是电脑的...
有一科是拍video,虽然拍前麻烦,但觉得拍的过程很爽
就这样开始往这行走,参加一些比赛拿经验,连intern也去production house做...
不过在intern时发现自己竟然比较喜欢grip&gaffer那些粗工,又多东西学
art department也很厉害,不懂他们在哪里找那些东西....

..........久了后,回到学院,才发现自己已经不懂走到哪里去了
不知不觉已经被现实盲目,迷失方向
明明是读MMD,就是包括音乐,怎么没想过去music studio/recording studio intern?
明明喜欢音乐,喜欢吉他,会玩吉他,有作曲,怎么没想过.....?!
就因为那科assingnment拍video觉得不错,就去这行intern?
就因为没有学没有教音乐有关的,就忘了自己喜欢音乐?
明明都没有关注影片行的东西或幕后,最多只懂TimBurton,本地最多只懂舞台剧演员
而且这次intern... 浪费了,没得继续这行了... 时间不定,家规必听从...
.........怎么没有想到去studio... 真的... 太笨太迟钝了.........

................

眼前越多选择,越不知道要做什么.....
也许自己喜欢这几样喜欢得不够...?
不过到现在还想做啊.....

他们说,下次读完了出来找了工,想学什么自己在去学
找工.... 我要找什么工?已经不知道了
以前还没上学院时,曾经说不要一直对着电脑,现在给她讲我每天对着电脑
......当时是谁说,电脑会变得越来越重要
如果我不是读这科..... 也许就不会这样

........真的是要跟人家打工当designer吗...?没新创意,动作慢,能吗...?
只想表达自己对这个世界的想法,人类的想法,自己本身的想法
靠自己的双手,靠画,靠音乐....


.........


你,虽然生活都那么苦,但小时后过得开心,而且有得自己选自己的路,一直爬算是有点达到“梦想”
应该不了解我们的心情到底是怎样,但一直面对经济问题,也不能怪你现实....

你,生活也苦,慢慢爬累积了经验,成功了好几次,但就因为一次失败而差不多破产欠债
一直有梦想一直再试,怎么知道一直被信任的伙伴给骗,不幸又欠更多债了....

身边有两个例子给我看,给我知道不可以太信任一个人
身边有两个例子给我看,知道他们为我们的好
但是面对这个社会,真的不知道该怎样
想像他那样追求梦想,但不想像他的下场
不想像她那样,但稳定的工作和薪水....


一直在想,如果不打工,下次该怎样生活?
参加比赛?有很多比赛要给钱的.. 而且不一定赢
放自己的画在展览?也是要钱啊.....
什么都要钱......
share自己的画给自己出名?lol又不是画到很好... paiseh nia
.........好烦



本来是很够死鬼烦,画了画,竟然比较没那么烦了
...........也不懂烦来做么,想来做么
怎样想怎样烦都好,最后也没得自己选
最后变成很多“本来”什么什么的

...........

年纪小小就成功的人,我好羡慕你
能做自己喜欢的事的人,我也羡慕你
没有自己梦想的人,我更羡慕你不用烦


有得读书,是幸福的,有酱的家人,也是幸福的
不过有时太亲也不是好事...
.....真的不喜欢在家排行最小,负担



好了,写够了。

Friday, August 17, 2012

又放假了

关了这里几个礼拜,因为那科要开blog的关系... 保护我的私隐!
(在网上要有私隐?慢慢等)
不过也不用紧啦... 又不是很多人看,开不开update不update都是syok sendiri的 ~_~

在这期间都有写东西,大部分都是... MIYAVI(呃呵~)
现在每天还在听他的歌,要死...

「僕の苦しみが君の幸せなら 何だって喜んで受け入れてみせるさ
........ いつまでも僕は君だけのSuper Hero」― Super Hero
WAAA 要死啊!每次听到这句就冷掉!
如果MIYAVI有人唱这个给我我就立刻晕掉!!
还没有post这首,下次post :3
(上次很期待他会不会唱这首,哪里懂没有!伤心!)

本来这个之前有一个post,不过delete了
.....只想说,别做伤害自己的傻事来发泄
不要太重视或依赖任何人,下次会伤得很重....
朋友们... 不要让我心脏病发作啊..... 我受不了.....

"@MIYAVI_OFFICIAL nothin more precious than an attitude to pursue a dream in life. nobody has the right to stop it. 溢れ出る情熱は誰にも止められないっ!!!!!"
赞同,不过.............. 好难,而且不现实
什么都半桶水,又没有一笔资金

毕业了,打工.... 打什么工?
做PA不dim,太noob
做designer也不dim,太慢
................

想到处游荡到处参观,增加自己的知识寻找灵感
不过都是需要一笔钱,能去看这个,下一个想去也没钱去了

...........我要看演唱会
一定要去到GLAY的演唱会....
不想像爸爸酱没有机会去看RollingStones...

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

7

Finally posting this.... (ehem...)


New singles x 2 produced by HISASHI and JIRO....
New album x 2
Arena Tour (this tak kisah)
World Tour.....
Hakodate live (this also tak kisah)
20th Anniversary live at Tokyo Dome.....
EXPO....


KILL ME PLEEEEAAAAASE!!!!!

Thursday, August 9, 2012

那天跟班上的人去巴生,目的?吃螃蟹
人生中真正来讲,除了蛋糕甜品点心那些经常想吃的,引诱到我的
其他喜欢吃的好像日本餐或意大利面等,都没怎么常想
本身曾经脸上很够死鬼多pimple,现在比较好罢了
连虾和sotong我都戒了不敢吃,何况是螃蟹那么少吃的贵耶?


(左边的,第一口的感觉简直是幸福到我不懂要怎样讲,因为好像有cake味,不过在大庭广众... 反应夸张就不好啦...
哪里知道戴基突然也讲有cake味!ohoh~我是正常的 ~_~)

之前他们很多次都有去吃buffet我都没去,很贵啊...
平时跟家人都没有酱常去吃buffet或贵耶
“吃那么贵的东西,有必要吗...?也不是吃罢了...”
看戏也少,一张票十多块... 存起来能吃几餐.... 和买专辑....
(反问自己:“买那么贵的专辑,有必要吗?”)
有!食物吃了也是酱排泄出来罢了!
专集是拿来收集也可以当着投资 *o*
(感觉上好像有被人guat着... 不要打我啊....)


不够样衰... 有点显掉一下....

不过明年快要毕业了... 有什么能参与的就尽量参与吧
不过这个trip... 花了差不多80块酱.... *喷血*
各位... 咱们还没出来工作... 怎么你们那么肯花那么多啊...
我就因为这样,已经没有买专辑或什么收藏品了....
呃....!*捶胸口,自尽*

明年GLAY会有world tour.... 矛盾的心情.... 因为明年去英国....
ARGHHH!! Do you know what I mean?? Huh? HUUUH???
然后2014年就是他们20周年... 又在TokyoDome....
我一定要去啊TMF!! 钱啊!!!!!! 没有income,怎样存到酱多?!!
Do you know how I feel?? HUUUHH???

.........平时不能在外面癫这些东西真是痛苦
谁能了解?? 等下给人家扁或被ignore罢了 是不是? T.T
只能在家乱叫,在家也没有人了解,因为姐姐是工作人士了!
从中学form4 form5的时候就有这种没钱要死的感觉(wtf?)
现在... 现在........
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

.......

回到现实, 这个拜六还有下个礼拜有两天考试
第一科应该ok,第三科也应该ok,第二科fukthisshit.....
看着那些notes真的很想反台!!! 贡马盖噢?!!
为了这个文凭.... 这个..... ugggghhhhh!!!

........

毕业出来要作么好?
可以不要帮人打工吗....?


算了,继续听MIYAVI的歌,继续温书
刚好现在play着上一篇的"Shelter" ♥
还会再spamMIYAVI的歌的,放心....
^^ (不能顶啊这个emoticon实在太欠打了)

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Shelter by MIYAVI

Sorry, it's MIYAVI again :3 



(can't decide which should I put, only is audio quality better
one is video quality super good and his kept smiling so cute plus no make up hehe
so i just put both :3)

Yeah, it's freakin' boring
There is nothing to get rollin'
Can't stop zoning out
All goin' same ol' blah blah

Even though in here we got everything but no freedom.
"Gimme more freedom"

Dreamin' in this small kingdom

The watch is tickin'
Toy monkeys are diggin' n lickin'
That freaky creepy play makin' me crazy dizzy

Feelin' like it
A doll in the shop window

I'm not here
"I don't fuckin' belong here"
"I don't fuckin' belong here"
"I don't fuckin' belong here"

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
to the unknown wonderland from this plastic world
Cryin' out in my heart

"Get me out of control"
"Get me out of control"
"Get me out of control"
"Get me out of control"
"Get me out of control"
"Get me out of control"

Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
Take me away
To the unknown wonderland from this plastic world
Cryin' out in my heart.

So now, kick the door and scream to the world.
Like this

Sunday, August 5, 2012

24/7 random


Found this when I was checking my notebook
Drew this on 24/7 during research's lecture class...
Which I just went to see Miyavi's performance during the opening ceremony of Tokyo Street 1st Anniversary....
Which is... is... so... so....... surreal.....


Mi... Mi... Miyavi!!!! *shivers*





"ZZZ.... Sleepy...."

".....MIYAVI....!!" DX




....man.. it still feels like dream... DX

Saturday, August 4, 2012

咲き誇る華の様に-Neo Visualizm- by MIYAVI




Kanji

踏みにじられたって むしりとられたって 咲き誇ってりゃいい
信じ続ければいい 雨降んなくっても 日が当たんなくっても

X、ルナシーに黒夢、先輩方が残した道しるべ 絶やさないように 壊せ Irony
俺らが守らなきゃなんない未来(dream)
これでも本気でやってんだ 全部失う覚悟で唄ってんだ
Don't hinder, Get out of here 見た目で決めんな (ってか鼻からナメんな)

ま、でもファンで、チークにマスケラ 「化粧とったら (誰か) わかりませんから」
まず見た目から でスキルも空って、それじゃマズイでしょ尚更
ファンが誇れる Big Artist に 胸張って言える様な History にする為に
Hey ya buddy u got ready?攻めてくぜ Main stream 飛ばすぜ Victory road

格好もジャンルも関係ねぇ んなもん脱いじゃえよ NANTENE
ブチ壊せよ常識の防波堤 そろそろ火をつけましょ導火線
Hurry hurry but, Don't worry 失敗してもいいさ こんな風に
やったモン勝ちだぜ Just do it 何度でも so 雑草の様に

踏みにじられたって むしりとられたって 咲き誇ってりゃいい
信じ続ければいい 雨降んなくっても 日が当たんなくっても
涼しい顔して 知らん顔してさ 道に迷ったって誰かに聞けばいい
夢見失ったってまた目を閉じればいい
そしていつかまた咲いてやるのさ 大きく手を広げて

鹿鳴館、AREAにサイバー&ON AIR WEST 気づきゃ青春も迎春もいずこへ
進め西へ東へ 夢も希望も機材者(van)に載せて走った Highway
あれから何が変わっただろう 逆に何が変わらず残っただろう
あの頃に戻れねーならもう一度作るしかねーだろ?
On the long and winding road 振り返ってる暇もねーだろ Bro.

俺らまだまだ人生の On the way そやって壁作るだけじゃ損じゃね?
あれこれ考えてもしょうがねぇから 出たとこ勝負で行こう Buddy
アレアレ?どうしたの急に踊りだしたぜ keep on moving.
その花咲かせ 今夜中に 新世紀終わっちゃうぜ bloomin'

踏みにじられたって むしりとられたって 咲き誇ってりゃいい
信じ続ければいい 雨降んなくっても 日が当たんなくっても
涼しい顔して 知らん顔してさ 道に迷ったって誰かに聞けばいい
夢見失ったってまた目を閉じればいい
そしていつかまた咲いてやるのさ 大きく手を広げて
陽の光の差す方へ



Romaji

Fumi nijiraretatte mushiri torarettatte sakihokotterya ii
shinji tsuzukereba ii ame funnakuttemo hi ga atannakuttemo

X, RUNASHII ni kuroyume, senpai kata ga nokoshita michi shirube
tayasanai you ni kowase Irony
orera ga mamoranakya nan nai mirai (dream)
koredemo honki de yatte n da zenbu ushinau kakugo de utatte n da
Don't hinder. Get out of here
mita me de kimenna (tte ka hana kara NAME n na)

Ma, demo FANDE, CHIIKU ni MASUKARA
"keshou tottara (dareka) wakarimasen kara"
mazu mita me kara de SUKIRU mo karatte, sore ja MAZUI desho naosara
FAN ga hokoreru Big Artist ni
mune hatte ieru you na History ni suru tame ni
Hey ya buddy u got ready?
semeteku ze Main stream tobasu ze Victory road

Kakkou mo JANRU mo kankei nee n namon nuijae yo NANTENE
BUCHI kowase yo joushiki no bouhatei soro soro hi o tsukemasho doukasen
Hurry hurry but, Don't worry shippai shitemo ii sa konna fuu ni
yatta MON kachi da ze Just do it nondo demo so zassou no you ni

Fumi nijiraretatte mushiri torarettatte sakihokotterya ii
shinji tsuzukereba ii ame funnakuttemo hi ga atannakuttemo
suzushii kao shite shiran kao shite sa michi ni mayottatte dareka ni kikeba ii
yumemi ushinattatte mata me o tojireba ii
soshite itsuka mata saite yaru no sa ookiku te o hirogete

Rokumeikan, AREA ni SAIBAA & ON AIR WEST
kizukya seishun mo geishun mo izuko e
susume nishi e higashi e yume mo kibou mo kizaisha (van) ni nosete hashitta Highway
are kara nani ga kawatta darou gyaku ni nanika kawarazu nokotta darou
ano goro ni modorenee nara mou ichi do tsukuru shika nee daro?
On the long and winding road furi kaetteru hima mo nee daro Bro.

Orera mada mada jinsei no On the way soyatte kabe tsukuru dake ja son ja ne?
are kore kangaetemo shou ga nee kara deta toko shoubu de ikou Buddy
AREARE? doushita no kyuu ni odori dashita ze keep on moving.
sono hana sakase konyachuu ni shinseiki owacchau ze bloomin'

Fumi nijiraretatte mushiri torarettatte sakihokotterya ii
shinji tsuzukereba ii ame funnakuttemo hi ga atannakuttemo
suzushii kao shite shiran kao shite sa michi ni mayottatte dareka ni kikeba ii
yumemi ushinattatte mata me o tojireba ii
soshite itsuka mata saite yaru no sa ookiku te o hirogete
You no hikari no sasu hou e




Translation

You are trampled, or plucked,
You can blossom again, just keep on believing in it.

X, Luna Sea and Kuroyume - that's the way that my seniors left me
We have to save our future and
Break the irony without rooting it out.
Well I'm serious in my own way and
I'm singing being ready to loose everything
Don't hinder, get out of here
Just don't decide everything by our appearance (well, just don't make a fool of us)

But yeah, foundation cream, make-up and mascara - "if we take off the make-up you won't recognize us"
That's why everything starts with good-looking but
It's awkward when your skill is poor...
For becoming "big artist" that my fans can be proud of, to tell my history forthrightly,
Hey ya buddy u got ready? Make the mainstream better, Speed up the victory road!

Doesn't matter what kind of music do you play and how you look like
Take off that shit and break the common knowledge,
Light the leading way!
Hurry hurry but don't worry. you are allowed to make mistake like that
Only who does smth can become a winner, just do it
Like a weed,
and even if for many times...

You are trampled, or plucked,
You can blossom again, just keep on believing in it.
Even if it isn't raining or there is no sun
Look calm, like you don't care.
If you lost your way, just ask smb
If you lost your dream, just close your eyes again
And some day you will blossom, with your hands wide spread

Kagoshima, areas, "saiba" and on air west
And I noticed that I couldn't understand where is my youth and when did the new year begin,
Keep on going West and East!
That's the highway on which I drove with all my dreams and hope.
What has changed since that? And what remained?
If we can't go back, all we have to do is just make the new road, cause
On the long and winding road there is no time to look back

We are still on our life-road
Don't you think that you can just loose everything if you always make that deadlocks,
Nothing will change if you are just thinking everything over, so let's just begin fighting, buddy
Oh, well, you started dancing, keep on moving
Blossom your flower tonight, otherwise the new century will end

Even if you are trampled, or being plucked
You can blossom again, keep on believing in it
Even if it isn't raining or there is no sun
Look calm, like you don't care
If you lost your way, just ask smb
If you lost your dream, just close your eyes again
And some day you will blossom again, with your hands wide spread
to the sun...




Friday, August 3, 2012

120803 Lapsap

It's been a crazy month, two crazy weeks, a crazy semester
A crazy semester for me, but this one is dai sei coz i go find part time job last time, but quit already (phew)
A crazy month (July) also two crazy weeks, rushing assignments (and concert)


Domino's pizza is ♥

Last week and this week, everyone have very less sleep time because of assignments
Less than 5 hours of sleep everyday, EVERYDAY...
Everyone gathered in one of our friend's house and just work on the stupid assignment
WHICH! the assignment has very little marks!! but it made us near to death...
Even though it's week 13 and week 14 which are the two final weeks of a semester
suddenly few assignments (4 or 5 i think?) pop up together, and we finish them in two weeks...
Sacrificing our sleep time... unhealthy...

And last week while we were rushing assignments, I still went to see Miyavi...
I know I know very qian da.. but... really nan de...!! :x
But didnt 100% enjoy the show 'cause super tired... during the concert don't have energy to cheer and jump
Jump until my legs feel like cramping... but very happy I get to see him in person until wan heart attack but too tired liao so no energy to cause heart attack -_-
After that back home take bath terus rush to do assignment until the next morning...
Before my turn to start working, I watch the video I've recorder to syok sendiri
Mana tau blur until cannot control the volume properly until it boost to the highest volume -______-|||||||
........work until the next morning.. so geng la, everyone become super zombies -_-"

While frustrating with assignments, noticed something bad happened to SOMEONE
Made myself no mood lo, and very shocked when I "suspect" what had happened
Something is missing, something that is, i mean was, important to you, gone
No comment or "likes" from him anymore, which you both use to always do ...
Even though you dun wan tell me, I still suspect that's the only thing most possible but still hoping not true
And when saw the blog entry, terus 飚泪 lor why want do stupid thing...
But then you say you didn't do then ok lor... I TRUST YOU!!! lol
Now 真相大白 le, let me guess right liao... Nevermind la you still have us and your family ^^
(だから愛情がちょっと怖かった、全然触らない って ~_~)

Back to assignments...
Because of my family rules, I had never stay overnight at other people's house
This time, this assignment... had to do this... really ki siao 'cause the total of this assignment mark is very low!
But not bad la good experience and it's very funny to see everyone look like zombie and start to kisiao... *cough*
But this assignment really.... reallly..... stupid subject i hate HATE business!!
Go and check my weight and I lost around 3kg.... I should be happy 'cause this is the weight I supposed to have
BUT lose the weight in THIS WAY? No... fuk no.... so unhealthy...


This semester every since I was sick last two months, I've moved my workplace into my room
coz i thought it's more convenient I can terus sleep after doing my work...
but NO! there's no more space after I put the laptop and chargers plugs etc
And just throw my bags on the floor which made it hard to walk out from the room
Memang lapsap room... well my room is very small so.. hard to become tidy when there's so many lebih punya barang..
If only my mum would let me remove the bed and only left the mattress and pillows....


Last week mum helped me to clear my original workplace beside the living room
Was planning to only clear it during the semester break, but... thanks to my mum :x
Added more stuffs on the wall but it looks messy.. :( (U4 colour studies' stuffs ^^)
(oooohhh Miyavi's ticket on the top! other tickets at the bottom.... :x)
And the table become messy again after she just cleaned the table...
All thanks to assignments...


Last minute only think of using stencils for my promo design, but too late la
Plus my design are too small so it's hard to do this way...
Only can syok sendiri.... and spray to cover 瑕疵 only...


Actually i don't want to update and write so many lapsap, but somehow I just type it like this
Cannot control my brain and fingers... no choice...
Aiya tak kisah la i always syok sendiri talk to myself here, sudah biasa -_-
just now say I want to sleep before 10pm, now sudah 10pm++... sien...

....it's good that my promo design had good feedbacks from the tutors
Had to make it as perfect as possible so that my cgpa won't drag down a lot...
especially because of that subject.... and that another subject.... and ANOTHER subject...
But it's still not perfect... typo error.. and some other minor mistakes...
ahhh whatever.

.......thinking back again.... what "artwork" have we done in this semester....?
Only one.....? ZZZ


......byebye. lol.


p/s: still having Miyavi drugs.....