Monday, February 27, 2012

jhdycfg


为了未来,为了前途...?


继续在这行的话就会没有自己的时间
没有得跟家人朋友一起相处
什么都工作排第一就是了

人家说什么就听,吩咐什么就做
看起来好像被人欺负还是什么之类的
......那么拼,值得吗?

我只知道自己尽力做到能做的就是了
至少没有辜负自己和家人,不让他们失望
至少自己没有做坏事,对得起自己
至少得到人家的信任,能把东西放心交给我
(虽然我也不能确保能做到很好啦...)
负责的东西多,自己得到的也多

信任... 是好事也是坏事吧?
等下太信任你的话,一下子做得不好就中糟
不过... 值得信任是好事来的...

不过... 在这里又当中间人噢... 顶咯...



三个月后,继续读书
毕业后,要继续这行还是什么?
全然知らない…

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Bicycle

I want to ride my bicycle
I want to ride my bike
I want to ride my bicycle...

But i forgot how to ride... FUUUU!

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Valentine's

No video calls more than 2 person in Skype anymore...
Downloaded oovoo video call
And we just on the video call for like around 4 hours? Lol
And that's how we go to "the" Valentine's Day

The very first "meeting" since the "break up"
And it was still the same like before, it didn't change
Did nothing much, but somehow we still laughed like crazy
Especially when the three of us never had conversation for a long time

It's pretty hard to gather out, the three of us
I mean, eventho the place we stay are quite near/use to be near?
But now we have our own schedules
Her - going to stay in Damansara, consider permanently due to studies
Her - studies, rushing assignments
Me - internship, having shooting this week, maybe next week too, and another week...

But anyhow, at least we're back in the game :)
And this is the very first time I "celebrate" or actually spend my Valentine's Day. Lol.



Somehow I felt a bit emo right now, tiring
Even tho I'm not fully "grown up" till like 30 or 40
But I'm already tired of living.. Wait.. that doesn't sound right...
What I mean is, tired of growing up and you know, gotta step outside the society
Facing the real world and stuffs, shits like that
Well I still haven't actually step into the "real world", just started a sip...

Wait, no no.. I'm not saying that I'm not fine right now
People who work in where I'm having my internship right now are very nice
It's a really fine place, but I don't know whether I actually fit in this well or what
Being blur and sorta being a coward... no confidence... talks like shit not fluently...
Ughh gotta train myself..!

If only I'm someone that doesn't think a lot and doesn't cares a lot
I'll be playing my guitar everyday or maybe painting all day long
Or lying on the bed doing nothing
If only we won't get starving or thirsty, 'cause thinking what to eat is also tiring
And it is also tiring to eat.....
Wait, that's sounds freakin' lazy...!

Tired of myself for thinking or worrying so much useless shit for no reason
I'm still not 21 yet, still haven't finish my studies yet
I wonder when will I stop thinking shits so much before my head explodes wtf.

Ok SLEEEPP!!!

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

"reunion"? :)

It's been two or three years...?

Referring to our purikuras, the very last time I think it is 29/9/2009
And then it just stopped...

If you've been following my blog OR you really know me since secondary school
You'll know that I "use to" have two best friends, which they were not friends anymore..
"WERE" NOT, that is :)

One is a friend I know since primary school standard one
Best friends during standard two and standard four when we were in the same class
The other one is since standard six but only become friends since secondary school form 2
Three of us became best friends since form 4 until form 5
Especially when three of us were in Drama Club and also in the same class
There were arguments and back together again and arguments again and together and blablabla..
Until around 2010? Both of them 反面 because of some random prob....

Until now... last night 7th February 2012, "miracle" happened (lol?)
And now the three of us are back in the game :)

“真正认识我的”都知道我很重视这两条水
不过平时都没跟谁讲啦... 最多是跟姐姐讲
至于她们两条水,都是知道我重视她们的啦.. (ohoh! =X)

一直当中间人,现在终于不用了!
明明两个都很重视对方,但就因为忍不到脾气就反面
现在一好回就死鬼开心噢!妈的早就该好回的啦!
不用一直尴尬还是一看到对方就sim来sim去!
(多谢我一直搞emo吗? =X 还有crafts♥)

两条重朋友的粉肠,终于和好了 ♥
‎*拥抱 + 飙泪 + 太阳阳光照着 + 然后我们一起望向夕阳微笑*
戏剧化到~~~ 是因为都是戏剧组出来的关系还是anime/cartoon还是什么? -_-|||
看和回comment到一直傻笑,不能顶咯...!
泪一直要飚又不能飚因为爸爸妈妈在场!

当你找到了真正所谓的好朋友,不管吵了多少次架冷了几次战
到最后一定还是会和好,一起重出江湖再次癫!:3

Saturday, February 4, 2012

1

Woke up after 2pm today, awesome :D
But energy still not fully charged...

拍摄地点

管traffic赶人走

帮艺术部减树叶

打包饭

休息

楼梯被人掉下来压断

第一次喝jolly shandy以外的酒
还是觉得酒一点都不好喝


Slept for just around two or three hours before the first shooting
And after back home slept like sudah mati (choiiii)
Running and rushing here and there, carrying and sweeping and picking rubbish here and there
Standing there stopping and telling outsiders to go away
Helping here and there under the hot sun....
Treat it like exercise (well.. since I don't exercise or barely do chores =X)

Don't even know whether I did well or I suck
The thing I know is I was pretty blur and don't really know what should I do
(does that mean I sucked? D:)
And I speak like shit, English and Malay, since people around me speaks Mandarin
I can only speak fluent English with my sis, others? Brain straight away become blank
Gotta train myself...

Never had any experience before, now it is time yes?

Went out with my sis for dinner just now and I bought a Matchbox 20's album!
I only have their Exile on Mainstream compilation album...
Searching what album do they have in Speedy, and...!
Terus buy it, to make myself happy... :(

以前加入戏剧组是对的,比这个更累
不过那个是锻炼自己和表演给人看,这个是帮人家打杂
三个月当着学习,忍下去就是了!