Saturday, December 31, 2011

Oh my hisa.. The only short guy that looks girlish that I love *__* *stares*

I just wish I was as short as him = 168cm = below 170cm
Being a girl taller than a usual girl's height is just so.. ugh
I mean, if you're tall and you love elegant stuffs instead of childish stuffs, that looks fine
But if you're tall and you love childish or cute stuffs, people might think it's a bit awkward
Which is what's on me.. who would expect a person like me with this height and this look actually loves cute and childish kids stuffs more compared to people around me instead?
If you're short, you can be either cool or cute, which both look fine
Just like the advantage of being a girl, you can wear either pants or skirt, it's fine
But if you're a guy, if you wear a skirt people might think you're gay or crazy (that's not fair..)

It's not a bad thing being slightly taller, you can reach and grab those things at higher places
You can see things without people blocking your view etc
But.. accidently hit your head or leg, randomly stood out between your friends
Or mistaken as the elder daughter when you are the youngest in the family, it does not feel good
Or being mistaken as a guy from back view which really did happened last time I still work in the CD shop.. Do I have to dress up girlish or wear a dress to make sure those ppl won't mistaken? FUCK LA!!

莫名奇妙越写越气??? -_-"

Well if being tall among your friends, fine, that's fine...
But being the second tallest in the family when you're the youngest
Being the tallest girl among the relatives when you're one of the young ones
That doesn't feel good.. I'm suppose to be the one being pampered
(wait.. no.. my sis buys a lot of stuffs for me so that's ok :B)
But still going out with my sis people might think we're some lesbos (no offence) 'cause we hold hands and walk around and we don't really look like sisters
And I had to force myself to be more mature and stuffs.. thoughts, not things I love
What's wrong with loving toys or miniature or plushes anyway?
It's really pretty ok??

......AM WASTING MY TIME HERE
SHOULD BE CONTINUE CLEANING MY ROOM NOW.

Limit

*无聊的post



又再次12点凌晨才回到家~~
如果不是要讨论东西要做正经是,有多少机会才能晚上出去?
家里的规矩就是一定要跟的啦.. 为了自己好,为了家人好...

跟家人住,有limit,是好事来的...
虽然不能像大部分的人可以时不时出来饮茶
不过就不会半夜不睡觉一直叫milo ice有吃maggi goreng
虽然吃宵夜是很爽而且mamak的maggi goreng和milo ice特别好吃
可是酱迟不睡和吃宵夜都对身体不好,mamak又很多烟
而且又可以avoid from那些酒鬼突然间发癫或突然有人来pek yao叻
又不用怕家人担心叻 *咳*

不过他们已经是担心了 ._.

其他人没有罪恶感,我会有咯...
明明信了讲好12点之前会回到家,最后变到12点半过后才回到
好像上次Milkygreen聚会.. 也是差不多这样不过是减一个钟...
尤其是因为半夜驾车.. 姐姐都不准酱夜回和驾车,何况是我?
但已经破了几次界... 唉...
可是半夜驾车很爽下,可以飙车因为少车(也没有几快啦 -_-)..
不过又一直紧张换gear又怕整辆kancil balance不到飞掉 -_-

能避的就尽量避.. 我不想酱早死啊...
我还没有去日本去Tokyo Shibuya Hokkaido Aomori, LEMONed Shop, Lib Cafe, hide的坟墓etc
还没有看GLAY还有chatmonchy还有ONE OK ROCK还有ayaka还有X JAPAN
还有Matchbox20还有Jeff Beck还有Lady GaGa还有很多的现场演唱会
还没有gap band还没有赚钱还没有跟姐姐开店还没有再跟家人出国玩
还有很多事还没做,不要酱快完啊~~~~~ 想太多 ==

.....所以我不明白为什么那些人要自杀,尤其是为了爱情自杀的家伙
这个世界酱大,何必要为了一样东西就这样?
其实做么要酱desperate?真的好像没有爱情就会死?
即使对方对你不好,你还是在那边忍?有必要吗?
只是多一个人疼和担心和花钱花时间,有得牵手kiss做
然后叻?没有分就恭喜,分了就哭到死
要不然就又分又合又分又合到没有结尾
分了either还是会庆幸有这段感情/后悔,要快点忘记
有暴力倾向的更死,做么被打的会酱坚持?
爱到酱够力做么?害自己惨罢了噢
可能因为我一点经历都没有,也没有资格讲那么多废话
所以我也不明白做么那些人单单为了爱情要弄到自己要生要死
太多目标了,也轮不到它突然出现,也没有缘.. forever alone~~~~
不过都没必要为了这个emo啊 -_- Emo来做么啦给自己辛苦罢了
中学时emo到显,浪费自己的脑力一直process HAHA
可以自由做自己喜欢的东西啊,有什么不好?

Seems pathetic, so?
虽然是讲下次没有孩子的话老了死了的时候不会等到发臭才有人发现 (eww)
不过tak kan没有的话就随便找一个人来跟你结婚生子的嘛
做assignment要有planB,什么事都应该要有planB,心里准备
就好像我想gap band,可是如果真的没这个命水,就继续自己读的这行
如果不顺利,就跟姐姐开店,如果又不行,再继续想...

不过每个人都有自己的想法,也控制不了的
这个世界酱多人就有酱多想法,可是做么想idea的时候那么容易撞到...



无聊。

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

RX-72 vs RS-72

First of all, RX-72 is a Japanese program show by my beloved GLAY's guitarist HISASHI with another guy Mogi.. And this is how their DVD cover look like


Last night me and my sis went to AU2 Jusco to search for clothes
And just as usual I'll go to the men's department to search for tshirts (prefer guys tshirts~)
Searching searching... and I found this


This random brand copied their DVD cover and made it into a tshirt print design wtf!!
I was so shocked and angry when I saw this!! R"S"-72??? And what's with the random sentence??
"Rock's MISTER BROKEN HEART"?? "SCIENCE VS EAITH : EVOLUTION ON TRIAL"??
And put GLAY's previous live tour's title "Rock Around the World 2010-2011" wth
So freakin pissed!!
But then after thinking for awhile, I don't even know either I should be angry or happy
I mean, it's very angry that they copied, but it's so random and rare to see anything related to GLAY!
Even if it is just a copy of the design.. it is still....!!

In the end I bought the tshirt wtf! *COUGH COUGH COUGH*

Friday, December 23, 2011

fsdf

Another semester ended *yawn*
Only difference - no assignments and no classes Zzz

Thursday, December 15, 2011

12/13

Gotta say the same thing again
I should have know earlier him before he's gone, but I was only 7 and I don't even know what I'll do after I found out the news
Good thing I only started listen to his songs and liking him 4 years ago, so that I won't be that sad like the other fans do
And he's looks, his age and his music will also remain there the same in our memories
But the only thing is we can't see him live, both his solo and with X JAPAN...
If he's still alive, he'll be 47.. but he will be forever 33...
It's a waste that he's talents just ended like this, but at least he won't get older and older...
Happy birthday to hide...

I'd always think of death, I'm afraid of it, or maybe hated it
Because of hide, and also my grandma's death few years ago, I think more about it
If you're old and you die, that's ok, but it's still too sudden
If you're young.. well that's shocking and wasted (unless you're just a piece of junk)
And I still don't get why do some people choose to suicide and end their lives like this
It is always a waste when a person dies early, 'cause you won't know how your future will be
It could be good or bad, but who knows things would get better? We will never know
There're so many ways so many paths to choose, but you only see the road to death
I mean, this world is so freakin' big, there's tons of things or places you never saw or been to
Why you want to end you life so soon?
I just don't get those people... Maybe because I have a good life?

No one has a perfect life, it all depends how you think
If you want to make yourself feel better, just looks at those people who has a worse life than you
Well that's a bit bad for pitying them, wait no that's not really pitying
It's just making yourself to feel lucky to have this life and just keep on going.



Ok... time to sleeeep!

Monday, December 12, 2011

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GLAY连续三个月出新single~~~
前几天收到了第二个~ 第一个昨天刚收到~~
第三个还没出,姐姐送给我的圣诞礼物来的~~ 不过没得在当天收到~

不过最近买的这些都是姐姐出钱的,迟点有钱了还是需要还,因为都不便宜 (;_; )
自己买比起姐姐买给我,还是觉得自己出钱来买比较爽,好像有成就感(?)酱

有很多专辑都很想买...
chatmonchy要出BEST ALBUM了...
2NE1要出NOLZA DVD了.. DVD+photobook+poster,现在有offer变成RM130罢了妈的便宜到!
平时那些DVD都超过两百!这个又有photobook+poster才130!!!
X JAPAN又出完整版的DAHLIA TOUR FINAL和LAST LIVE!! 而且还分有box set的!
只是多一个replica pamphlet和一个PV/interview片段就相差RM310?! 很会赚钱咯他们!
有钱人就不同,可是没有钱的.. 给我们要死咯... T_T
不过X JAPAN的一定会还有货的,所以就不用看 ==
GLAY的就不同~~ 一定要... 不过太贵的就算了.. T_T
可是听朋友讲日本出产的CD那些比较清,应该是因为这样才那么贵...?
我都听不出,不过我只有得买日本版的... 这里又没有出别版
有本地版的就算了,翻版到不能顶,封面的照片竟然放几个不同single的照片
抄也不会抄对,酱就不要抄啦... -_-"



还有两个星期就end sem了!快到....!!!
3D ahhh!!! DIE!!!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

gyftd

虽然过关了,但还是紧张
虽然还没到,但也是紧张
除了紧张,还是紧张 T_T

本来想着今晚可以好睡了,不过功课还做完,也不懂赶得急没有
唉,一切顺其自然算了...

Friday, December 2, 2011

vfsdgthg

喜欢听人家的生活,过去,经验
因为自己没尝试过,听人家跟自己不同的故事
好像妈妈小时候住在乡下酱,听了几年听来听去还是听不显
好像很好玩酱,而且好像很强什么都不怕酱
怎样辛苦都好够吃就好了,哪里像现代城市里的
现实社会... 人类的贪念... 唉!


一切都顺利,终于成功了, 可是没什么感觉
浪费了没用的三个星期,第四个星期再试,太突然太顺利了
本来看着人家有成就自己没成就,现在突然自己过关了人家还在试
突然到真的是没反应去,而且也不用面试 ==
不过下个星期去参观下.. 单单想这个已经连续几天睡不好 wtf
其他身边的朋友.. 希望一切顺利啦, 那些一直ignore或kena reject的就算了!
想当年,姐姐第一间interview明明讲过关了,那里知道被放飞机
过后另一间interview顺利了~ 更好的公司tan X motor,现在还在那边继续做工叻~
欠打耍大牌的,收皮收骨啦...

其实也不懂自己到底适合这行没有,不过就很清楚知道自己如果是在web/graphic design/flash那些就死定
coding die, idea也没有创意,死
自己真正喜欢的也不可能当着正业,而且半桶水.........


本来喉咙差不多好了,但因为跟姐姐讲要吃那个新的cheese pizza,又有点痛回 wtf
多过三个星期了... 我要吃好料..... fuuuuuu!!!


Ok i should just stop wasting my time here trying to ignore my assignments...