Thursday, October 27, 2011

莫名其妙

莫名其妙本来不打算出席最后又出席
莫名其妙在路途中差一点撞车
莫名其妙那么容易找到位
莫名其妙紧张怕跟大家癫不来
莫名其妙上去前就遇到其它人
莫名其妙大部分人穿得那么壮观
莫名其妙一直被人家摸头发
莫名其妙一直被人家叫不要剪短头发
莫名其妙一直看到人家抱来抱去但我却没有份 lol
莫名其妙看回聊回以前的回忆
莫名其妙感到伤心有些跟我熟的不在
莫名其妙人家记得一些我的衰样
莫名其妙发现原来当年拿第二只我开心到飚泪
莫名其妙给人家讲又长高了
莫名其妙跟人家聊了共同的梦想
莫名其妙等了一粒钟
莫名其妙给了二十块
莫名其妙看了三部小剧
莫名其妙有PUFFY的歌
莫名其妙楼下外面一直播歌很大声
莫名其妙觉得男的变多
莫名其妙觉得男的演技不错
莫名其妙觉得女的都变美了
莫名其妙道具太强了
莫名其妙一面看一面狂笑
莫名其妙觉得第三部剧演技很强(也很美妈的 ==)
莫名其妙看完了第三部剧笑不出了
莫名其妙顶不顺称赞了某人但那个人应该听不到
莫名其妙觉得离那边很远了
莫名其妙拍照拍到不想拍
莫名其妙找到了图案
莫名其妙被人家忘了名字
莫名其妙被人家记得我姓什么
莫名其妙得到了纪念品
莫名其妙想回以前的东西
莫名其妙聊到明年出国的东西
莫名其妙有罪恶感
莫名其妙不敢靠近
莫名其妙伤心根本没有一个是真正熟的
莫名其妙拍了全体照后才开始癫得起
莫名其妙觉得当年错过了很多好笑的东西
莫名其妙开心一些人记得一些回忆
莫名其妙开心一些人没有变
莫名其妙一直拍照拍到狂笑
莫名其妙在室内骑“motor”和驾“车”
莫名其妙给人家讲我变矮了(是他变高了,吓到我zzz)
莫名其妙看到他们收拾自己也想帮忙(不过还是算了)
莫名其妙继续拍继续狂笑
莫名其妙答应了十点走可是还不舍得走
莫名其妙拖到十一点多才走
莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还那么迟回
莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还载人家回
莫名其妙回到家已经过十二点了
莫名其妙让父母担心了
莫名其妙觉得怎么他们的父母会那么放心?
莫名其妙睡觉很难才睡得着
莫名其妙到了今天第二天还想着昨天的聚会


说真的,后悔当初开始上学院时加入那里的戏剧
罪恶感增加,简直癫不起,没胆量了
唯一不后悔的就是那次串场,不过对他们来说都没怎么样吧
如果没加入的话,我最后一次的戏剧回忆就是很开心的一天


长大了,也不会很大啦,全部都还是中学生啦顶...
没有想哭的感觉,只是觉得很强
想当年(两年啦)我也是爱戏剧到对戏剧以外的人都看不顺眼(真不好==)
每天都想着在剧组的事,上课的事
现在?根本不敢想回... 而且还有一些还是很介意很自责的事
照片... 我是有蛮多的,但照片里的一些人已经不在了
而且他们用到的照片有一些是我的相机的,不懂从哪里偷来的
不过我fb一向来都有drama life的一个album,是重要的回忆...
对我来说重要,开心,不开心的回忆,对其它人来说应该不算什么吧
不过过去的事就算了吧...

现在那班,真的是爱戏剧到够力...
我没办法像他们那样,我只能爱我的偶像到够力*咳*
没办法像他们那样自己癫,现在要人家弄到我癫我才癫得起



聚会就这样过了...

明天将会有新的经历,半夜凌晨拍摄,刺激!爽!

Monday, October 24, 2011

dwieduewi

之前一向来喜欢分享回忆,聊大家一起经历过的事
不过当时间久了,当人家想不起时,自己也不想讲下去
大家过的自己不同的精彩生活,自己却还在原地一直想
回想过去有什么用?已经过去了(其实也有用的... 避免自己重犯之类的==)
过着无趣的日子,不敢追求自己想做的事,一直犹豫不决
中学的那段日子,真的很浪费...
虽然得到了没想过的经历,想法思想上的磨炼
但自己真正想做的都没做到,浪费了那么多时间
后悔,活该






不过直到自己还在生存着,就等于还有时间,一切都来得及


每次把自己想做的事情记录下,一直等着毕业出来找了稳定工作的一天
这样就有能力一个个去完成...



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random

很久对visual kei没什么兴趣了,因为来来去去都是一样的
音乐,打扮,歌声等等都差不多一样
要不然就太夸张到不像人(打扮.. 算是创意? -_-")
不过刚刚突然想到那个叫"D"的band,只记得主唱的眼睛让我想到hide罢了
眼睛很美.. 比我的还美... *发抖* 不过这些每次都是化妆的功劳咯
好像我的HISA^^" 不过HISA168罢了(唉)他178cm *O*
可是他们的歌也是平时visual kei酱的.. 看样子罢了 lol
还是HISA好,又可爱~ HEEHEE~ <_< wtf?





是时候睡觉了。

111024 yawn

Outing with my sis again <3
It's been awhile I didn't bring out my dslr
And it is still.. "zo deng" -__-

It's nice, but eat until tired... until I don't feel like having my dinner..
(how rare! but I still had my dinner, and apple.. bloated...)


!

!!! (I have no idea why the pic is vertical.. i didn't rotate it or anything D:)

!!!! <3<3<3
Thank my sis for paying it, and now I owe her.. more 300...


random....

GLAY SPECIAL LIVE on TBS EXILE Tamashii last night!
HISA BACK VOCAL 3:53~3:56 *SCREAMS+DROOLS+HEARTATTACK!!!*

OH MY HISA WITH PERT HAIR <3<3<3


old pic old pic! owo

suddenly remember kena say by munyi that those artiste I like
Females are COOL, and males look feminine... .....HEHEHE*COUGH*HEHE... :)
Actually not all.. ayaka is feminine, Ikuta Toma and Mukai Osamu is not..
...... :)


ANOTHER TWO DAYS OF HOLIDAY!!
shoulddoresearchbutsleepandrestisimportanttoobye:)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

GLAY @ EXILE魂


So cute especially HISA :3

Friday, October 21, 2011

欲望に満ちた青年団 x ケムリ



Romaji

ichido wa ano hikari wo mitanda yo totemo KIREI de
demo ima omoeba kitanakatta are wa iwayuru Bad Day Dreams
hikari ga mabushi sugite mawari ga miezu tada tada hibi wo
bou ni futteta ano hi ima dakara waraeru yo

ichido wa ano maku wo aketanda yo totemo omokute
PRESSURE, IYAmi sore ni katsu tame ni tada iya na YATSU de
soshite ki ga tsuku to makkura na heya ni hitori bocchi datta
owatta.... mou modorenai.... nante.... aruku no mo yameta....

demo I'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
okane ja kaenai mono the ni irete

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
torawarenai you ni to ue muite aruku

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan


Kanji

一度はあの光を見たんだよ とてもキレイで
でも今思えば汚かった あれはいわゆるBad Day Dreams
光が眩し過ぎて周りが見えず ただただ日々を
棒に振ってたあの日 今だから笑えるよ

一度はあの幕を開けたんだよ とても重くて
プレッシャー、イヤ味それに勝つために ただ嫌なヤツで
そして気が付くと真っ暗な部屋に一人ぼっちだった
終わった…。もう戻れない…。なんて…。歩くのも止めた…。

でもI'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
お金じゃ買えないもの手に入れて

もう一度光浴びて そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ 欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉 それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ 欲望に負けた少年団

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
捕らわれないようにと上向いて歩く

もう一度光浴びて そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ 欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉 それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ 欲望に負けた少年団


Translation

once I saw that light as the most beautiful
but now if I think about it, it was dirty, that was the 'so-called' bad day dreams
the light was so dazzling that the surroundings couldn't be seen, only only those bright days
I wielded it like a stick back then, but now I can laugh

once I opened that curtain, very serious, so
pressure, giving that unpleasant feeling for the sake of winning, I was that disgusting guy
and so it was that if I notice I'm alone in the pitch dark room
I ended it… I don't go back any more… that sort of thing… I stopped even walking…

but I'm not alone, I'm not alone
we're not, we're not, we're not alone
well, money can't buy the thing I put in my hand

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
our spirit is attached to the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

so, I know you know? you know I know?
we have, we have, we have grown
so as not to not be stopped and turn upwards to walk

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
we noticed the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

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Romaji

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...

kyou mo asa kara yoru made ii koto hitotsu mo nakatta
tada toki wa sugite hada mo tetsu mo sanka shiteiku dake sa
yo no naka yuugai na mono dake ga umareteiru you na
jibun no yaritai koto mo dareka ni jama sarete
suikonda KEMURI wa hitobito no karada wo itametsuke
nani hitotsu ii koto nante nainda
doushite kureru no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

haiki GAS wa kiri no you ni mae ga mienakute tenrakushi
seiji ga ookiku yusaburi kakeru
kankei nai to omottete mo itsuka wa sono the no hira ni
orera wa korogasarete asemizu nagasu dake na no ka?
subete wo senjou shite mata ichi kara (ano toki, ano ba no atsuryoku, gendou)
kitanai KEMURI wo okou no you ni (nanimo dekinakatta jibun)
Such a smoky world

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

soitsu wo tsukuri dashita shoutai wa akasarezu arashi ga kuru
kuroi kumo, chi no ame, himei agete mo KIREI goto naraberu no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru


Kanji

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...

今日も朝から夜までいい事一つもなかった
ただ時は過ぎて肌も鉄も酸化していくだけさ
世の中有害なものだけが生まれているような
自分のやりたいことも誰かに邪魔されて
吸い込んだケムリは人々の体を痛めつけ
何一ついい事なんてないんだ
どうしてくれるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

排気ガスは霧のように前が見えなくて転落死
政治が大きく揺さぶりかける
関係ないと思っててもいつかはその手のひらに
俺らは転がされて汗水流すだけなのか?
全てを洗浄してまた一から (あの時、あの場の圧力、言動)
汚いケムリをお香のように (何もできなかった自分)
Such a smoky world

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

そいつを作り出した正体は明かされず嵐が来る
黒い雲、血の雨、悲鳴あげてもキレイごと並べるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる



Love their songs' lyrics very much...

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Still in the mood

Am still in the mood, still thinking all the fun I had at Jrock Tamashii...!
Neck still hurt yesterday, it got better today..
Kept spotting me and my sis and my future brother in law *cough* in the photos in FB
*cropped*

alamak...

hahahaha

Everyone got insane together, such fun moments... *teardrops*


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Have to pass up 3D character modelling this Friday
Still not done but... no mood la wei...
And another two(or three?) assignments haven't discuss...
Getting bored, but no choice....
For my future... *stares*

Monday, October 17, 2011

JROCKのTAMASHII 2011

Two events happened on the same day
Between the premier screening and this live gig...
I choose you, live gig!
Eventho I've missed out some stuffs over there, I didn't regret

I wore.. skirt? Wahah.. longer than my knees of course
Or else I'll have to keep acting like some polite person -__-"

Been listening to Japanese music since I was 12
And this is the first time I attend a Japanese live gig (by local Japanese music lovers, that is)
Finally saw some of those band that I knew since like 4 years ago (especially DrakoZen!)!
3++pm~11++pm, half hour break, bread and choco milk for dinner, screw the hunger
Awesome shit, head bang till my head drop, jump till I... I.. grow taller... ........ (.__."
I think my hair flipped those people stand beside me, felt a bit sorry, but...
I can't help it! How can I not jump in a rock live gig and head bang during metal songs??
It's been awhile I never got so hype in a live! (the last time was.. Adam's live.. 1 year ago...)

A lot of L'Arc and Dir en Grey cover *sings* "Causes stain~ stay away~~"
Don't know much about Dir's songs, but it's nice to head bang.. heh..
Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Otsuka Ai, Fuwa fuwa time etc..
And Final Fantasy tribute... *o*

Epic ones are... SEPHIROTH's theme!!
(basically this is the only one I remember the most 'cause I'm not a gamer..)
And.... SATSUGAI!!! Everyone went CRAZY in this!! SATSUGAI DAAA!!! \(*O*)/
Oh, and during the break time they played hide's song~ SPEED FREAKS BABY ROCKET DIVE!!
Kept jumping around when I heard it! SYOK SENDIRI!! (can't control myself.. from.. growing taller... ._.")

This time I didn't bring cameras 'cause I just wanna have fun!
It's sooooo fun!! Want more.... (*___*)

But no one cover GLAY's song... sad... :(


They all looked so happy on the stage.. how nice... ;_;
運命ない...



happy day combo x 2, sushi bonanza during break time!
Me love nice food *jumps and drools* lol


Can't focus anything due to neck pain, due to head banging... *COUGH COUGH smiles* :)
HAHA

Saturday, October 15, 2011

101015

这几个星期的“感想”
还是当小的好,大的负的责任太大了... 看到都替他辛苦...

才刚开学就开始有点懒了
但已经走到半路,没办法,继续走到终点...
时间快点过吧(虽然已经算很快了-_-)

明年的一月到五月,又期待又怕的挑战
希望一切顺利....



下个月姐姐的生日快到了,在过几年就快嫁出去了... ;_;
大家都老了....




上个星期很委屈的那一天,突然很想念你们两个
不过已经是过去了...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Blue Sky ♥

Blue Sky on Sunday ♥ No photoshop

Friday, October 7, 2011

everKrack!

The most random music video by GLAY
(HISA's song~~~~♥)

As a designer myself(fuiyo macam very geng), this video sucks, seriously...
eventho there's some parts are game CGs and capture using those camera that can capture many frames
typo failed, composition failed etc...
but it's just for entertaining! so that's ok! :B