Saturday, December 31, 2011

Oh my hisa.. The only short guy that looks girlish that I love *__* *stares*

I just wish I was as short as him = 168cm = below 170cm
Being a girl taller than a usual girl's height is just so.. ugh
I mean, if you're tall and you love elegant stuffs instead of childish stuffs, that looks fine
But if you're tall and you love childish or cute stuffs, people might think it's a bit awkward
Which is what's on me.. who would expect a person like me with this height and this look actually loves cute and childish kids stuffs more compared to people around me instead?
If you're short, you can be either cool or cute, which both look fine
Just like the advantage of being a girl, you can wear either pants or skirt, it's fine
But if you're a guy, if you wear a skirt people might think you're gay or crazy (that's not fair..)

It's not a bad thing being slightly taller, you can reach and grab those things at higher places
You can see things without people blocking your view etc
But.. accidently hit your head or leg, randomly stood out between your friends
Or mistaken as the elder daughter when you are the youngest in the family, it does not feel good
Or being mistaken as a guy from back view which really did happened last time I still work in the CD shop.. Do I have to dress up girlish or wear a dress to make sure those ppl won't mistaken? FUCK LA!!

莫名奇妙越写越气??? -_-"

Well if being tall among your friends, fine, that's fine...
But being the second tallest in the family when you're the youngest
Being the tallest girl among the relatives when you're one of the young ones
That doesn't feel good.. I'm suppose to be the one being pampered
(wait.. no.. my sis buys a lot of stuffs for me so that's ok :B)
But still going out with my sis people might think we're some lesbos (no offence) 'cause we hold hands and walk around and we don't really look like sisters
And I had to force myself to be more mature and stuffs.. thoughts, not things I love
What's wrong with loving toys or miniature or plushes anyway?
It's really pretty ok??

......AM WASTING MY TIME HERE
SHOULD BE CONTINUE CLEANING MY ROOM NOW.

Limit

*无聊的post



又再次12点凌晨才回到家~~
如果不是要讨论东西要做正经是,有多少机会才能晚上出去?
家里的规矩就是一定要跟的啦.. 为了自己好,为了家人好...

跟家人住,有limit,是好事来的...
虽然不能像大部分的人可以时不时出来饮茶
不过就不会半夜不睡觉一直叫milo ice有吃maggi goreng
虽然吃宵夜是很爽而且mamak的maggi goreng和milo ice特别好吃
可是酱迟不睡和吃宵夜都对身体不好,mamak又很多烟
而且又可以avoid from那些酒鬼突然间发癫或突然有人来pek yao叻
又不用怕家人担心叻 *咳*

不过他们已经是担心了 ._.

其他人没有罪恶感,我会有咯...
明明信了讲好12点之前会回到家,最后变到12点半过后才回到
好像上次Milkygreen聚会.. 也是差不多这样不过是减一个钟...
尤其是因为半夜驾车.. 姐姐都不准酱夜回和驾车,何况是我?
但已经破了几次界... 唉...
可是半夜驾车很爽下,可以飙车因为少车(也没有几快啦 -_-)..
不过又一直紧张换gear又怕整辆kancil balance不到飞掉 -_-

能避的就尽量避.. 我不想酱早死啊...
我还没有去日本去Tokyo Shibuya Hokkaido Aomori, LEMONed Shop, Lib Cafe, hide的坟墓etc
还没有看GLAY还有chatmonchy还有ONE OK ROCK还有ayaka还有X JAPAN
还有Matchbox20还有Jeff Beck还有Lady GaGa还有很多的现场演唱会
还没有gap band还没有赚钱还没有跟姐姐开店还没有再跟家人出国玩
还有很多事还没做,不要酱快完啊~~~~~ 想太多 ==

.....所以我不明白为什么那些人要自杀,尤其是为了爱情自杀的家伙
这个世界酱大,何必要为了一样东西就这样?
其实做么要酱desperate?真的好像没有爱情就会死?
即使对方对你不好,你还是在那边忍?有必要吗?
只是多一个人疼和担心和花钱花时间,有得牵手kiss做
然后叻?没有分就恭喜,分了就哭到死
要不然就又分又合又分又合到没有结尾
分了either还是会庆幸有这段感情/后悔,要快点忘记
有暴力倾向的更死,做么被打的会酱坚持?
爱到酱够力做么?害自己惨罢了噢
可能因为我一点经历都没有,也没有资格讲那么多废话
所以我也不明白做么那些人单单为了爱情要弄到自己要生要死
太多目标了,也轮不到它突然出现,也没有缘.. forever alone~~~~
不过都没必要为了这个emo啊 -_- Emo来做么啦给自己辛苦罢了
中学时emo到显,浪费自己的脑力一直process HAHA
可以自由做自己喜欢的东西啊,有什么不好?

Seems pathetic, so?
虽然是讲下次没有孩子的话老了死了的时候不会等到发臭才有人发现 (eww)
不过tak kan没有的话就随便找一个人来跟你结婚生子的嘛
做assignment要有planB,什么事都应该要有planB,心里准备
就好像我想gap band,可是如果真的没这个命水,就继续自己读的这行
如果不顺利,就跟姐姐开店,如果又不行,再继续想...

不过每个人都有自己的想法,也控制不了的
这个世界酱多人就有酱多想法,可是做么想idea的时候那么容易撞到...



无聊。

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

RX-72 vs RS-72

First of all, RX-72 is a Japanese program show by my beloved GLAY's guitarist HISASHI with another guy Mogi.. And this is how their DVD cover look like


Last night me and my sis went to AU2 Jusco to search for clothes
And just as usual I'll go to the men's department to search for tshirts (prefer guys tshirts~)
Searching searching... and I found this


This random brand copied their DVD cover and made it into a tshirt print design wtf!!
I was so shocked and angry when I saw this!! R"S"-72??? And what's with the random sentence??
"Rock's MISTER BROKEN HEART"?? "SCIENCE VS EAITH : EVOLUTION ON TRIAL"??
And put GLAY's previous live tour's title "Rock Around the World 2010-2011" wth
So freakin pissed!!
But then after thinking for awhile, I don't even know either I should be angry or happy
I mean, it's very angry that they copied, but it's so random and rare to see anything related to GLAY!
Even if it is just a copy of the design.. it is still....!!

In the end I bought the tshirt wtf! *COUGH COUGH COUGH*

Friday, December 23, 2011

fsdf

Another semester ended *yawn*
Only difference - no assignments and no classes Zzz

Thursday, December 15, 2011

12/13

Gotta say the same thing again
I should have know earlier him before he's gone, but I was only 7 and I don't even know what I'll do after I found out the news
Good thing I only started listen to his songs and liking him 4 years ago, so that I won't be that sad like the other fans do
And he's looks, his age and his music will also remain there the same in our memories
But the only thing is we can't see him live, both his solo and with X JAPAN...
If he's still alive, he'll be 47.. but he will be forever 33...
It's a waste that he's talents just ended like this, but at least he won't get older and older...
Happy birthday to hide...

I'd always think of death, I'm afraid of it, or maybe hated it
Because of hide, and also my grandma's death few years ago, I think more about it
If you're old and you die, that's ok, but it's still too sudden
If you're young.. well that's shocking and wasted (unless you're just a piece of junk)
And I still don't get why do some people choose to suicide and end their lives like this
It is always a waste when a person dies early, 'cause you won't know how your future will be
It could be good or bad, but who knows things would get better? We will never know
There're so many ways so many paths to choose, but you only see the road to death
I mean, this world is so freakin' big, there's tons of things or places you never saw or been to
Why you want to end you life so soon?
I just don't get those people... Maybe because I have a good life?

No one has a perfect life, it all depends how you think
If you want to make yourself feel better, just looks at those people who has a worse life than you
Well that's a bit bad for pitying them, wait no that's not really pitying
It's just making yourself to feel lucky to have this life and just keep on going.



Ok... time to sleeeep!

Monday, December 12, 2011

$


GLAY连续三个月出新single~~~
前几天收到了第二个~ 第一个昨天刚收到~~
第三个还没出,姐姐送给我的圣诞礼物来的~~ 不过没得在当天收到~

不过最近买的这些都是姐姐出钱的,迟点有钱了还是需要还,因为都不便宜 (;_; )
自己买比起姐姐买给我,还是觉得自己出钱来买比较爽,好像有成就感(?)酱

有很多专辑都很想买...
chatmonchy要出BEST ALBUM了...
2NE1要出NOLZA DVD了.. DVD+photobook+poster,现在有offer变成RM130罢了妈的便宜到!
平时那些DVD都超过两百!这个又有photobook+poster才130!!!
X JAPAN又出完整版的DAHLIA TOUR FINAL和LAST LIVE!! 而且还分有box set的!
只是多一个replica pamphlet和一个PV/interview片段就相差RM310?! 很会赚钱咯他们!
有钱人就不同,可是没有钱的.. 给我们要死咯... T_T
不过X JAPAN的一定会还有货的,所以就不用看 ==
GLAY的就不同~~ 一定要... 不过太贵的就算了.. T_T
可是听朋友讲日本出产的CD那些比较清,应该是因为这样才那么贵...?
我都听不出,不过我只有得买日本版的... 这里又没有出别版
有本地版的就算了,翻版到不能顶,封面的照片竟然放几个不同single的照片
抄也不会抄对,酱就不要抄啦... -_-"



还有两个星期就end sem了!快到....!!!
3D ahhh!!! DIE!!!

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

gyftd

虽然过关了,但还是紧张
虽然还没到,但也是紧张
除了紧张,还是紧张 T_T

本来想着今晚可以好睡了,不过功课还做完,也不懂赶得急没有
唉,一切顺其自然算了...

Friday, December 2, 2011

vfsdgthg

喜欢听人家的生活,过去,经验
因为自己没尝试过,听人家跟自己不同的故事
好像妈妈小时候住在乡下酱,听了几年听来听去还是听不显
好像很好玩酱,而且好像很强什么都不怕酱
怎样辛苦都好够吃就好了,哪里像现代城市里的
现实社会... 人类的贪念... 唉!


一切都顺利,终于成功了, 可是没什么感觉
浪费了没用的三个星期,第四个星期再试,太突然太顺利了
本来看着人家有成就自己没成就,现在突然自己过关了人家还在试
突然到真的是没反应去,而且也不用面试 ==
不过下个星期去参观下.. 单单想这个已经连续几天睡不好 wtf
其他身边的朋友.. 希望一切顺利啦, 那些一直ignore或kena reject的就算了!
想当年,姐姐第一间interview明明讲过关了,那里知道被放飞机
过后另一间interview顺利了~ 更好的公司tan X motor,现在还在那边继续做工叻~
欠打耍大牌的,收皮收骨啦...

其实也不懂自己到底适合这行没有,不过就很清楚知道自己如果是在web/graphic design/flash那些就死定
coding die, idea也没有创意,死
自己真正喜欢的也不可能当着正业,而且半桶水.........


本来喉咙差不多好了,但因为跟姐姐讲要吃那个新的cheese pizza,又有点痛回 wtf
多过三个星期了... 我要吃好料..... fuuuuuu!!!


Ok i should just stop wasting my time here trying to ignore my assignments...

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

2014

Their 10th Anniversary...
Am waiting for their 20th Anniversary

2014, Japan, Tokyo Dome.. I'll be there...

Monday, November 28, 2011

111125.27

平时没怎么联络,久久一次聚会也不错下
要不是有他们几个的存在,中学时的那几年就更不好过

圣诞节又快到了,喜欢圣诞的气氛
以前小时候的圣诞早上都会有礼物,大了就没了 T_T
虽然没怎么庆祝,但还是很喜欢那个气氛
很温馨~~ 不像华人新年酱吵 哈哈

Merry-go-round啊!!很美,看到都兴奋!
不过要钱的,而且好像是给小孩子罢了
要不然我和姐姐就跳上去了 *____*
如果我矮小的话也许可以冒充小孩子去玩..
好像上次某某云之凉那样..........哼!


因为功课的关系,去eBay逛逛
手痒又去找GLAY/X JAPAN/hide等等的东西
..........钱啊...
有钱的话,就可以看到要就买,出新专辑就买
爽到.....

发梦 -_-

Thursday, November 24, 2011

再等

终于在了,不过他说没机会跟阿头商量...
只好继续等下个星期再打去问...
一直打去,自己都觉得自己烦
不过没办法....

现在心里只有ONE OK ROCK的Et Cetera歌词
"なんでなの? なんでなの? 嫌嫌嫌"
虽然歌词没关联,不过... "whyyyy??" T____T


有点后悔三个星期前吃榴莲,弄到我咳三个星期
现在又伤风,昨天又差点发烧
生病的季节又来了... 显咯...

没有心情做功课可是功课又很多
我要买专辑啊... 显...

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

111122.23

111122

等了第三个星期,第二次打去,竟然不在,明天再打~~~
不过这次打去并没像第一次打的时候那么紧张
不懂是因为上次打去有经验了,还是因为自己没有一直“背稿”想多多 ==
希望一切顺利啊...

等了三个星期,痰也跟了我三个星期 what the firetruck!
(addicted to SMOSH againnn, it's been awhile! they are so freakin hilarious!)

Saw this little thing near the lab!
Already heard cat's sound when I'm walking down the stairs
but I didnt expect to be a little kitty!
So cuuuuute!! Black fluffy fur with blue eyes!
And I miss it very much.. should have bring it along with me... ;_;

Present from me for my sis ♥
Am very glad that both of us still loves plushies or toys, which nowadays those "grown up girls" don't even wanna look at them and said that it's childish and they only look at branded stuffs etc
Branded stuffs I'm only interested in cosmetics but the problem is I don't use them =w=

Branded stuffs...
I want Tokai Talbo guitars because of HISASHI... Fernandes because of hide... PRS guitars because of Orianthi.. Gibson because of TAKURO and PATA
I want a set of TAMA drum set and a KAWAI grand piano because of YOSHIKI
I want a KORG keyboard because of TAKURO
I want San-x Rilakkuma stuffs etc...
Oh yes.. branded stuffs... :) :(


___________


111123

Am feeling pretty emo today.. right now...
First, no one knows who the assistant class rep is (but there's nothing to do so just ignore it..)
Second, the cute little black kitty is not there anymore... I want that kitty....
Third, called twice today but the person in charge went for shooting...
........
Really hope that the person is there tomorrow... .___.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Finale of Diploma

Hi :3

"Oh yeaaa I'm finally graduated!!"
"But you still have half a year in Advance Diploma and you still have to pass up your assignments this coming week."
"Oh fuck."

Talking to myself? Yes. :B


Don't want flowers for next convocation anymore, so... bulky and troublesome
And I only wanted it just because it looks more like "graduating" when we're holding flowers
But... NO! Bye flowers, I'm not interested in you eventho you're pretty..
Wait, no you're not pretty, 'cause you'll attract a bunch of butterflies which is my freakin phobia
Fu.

Empty? Oh yea.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

NICO NICO DOUGA GLAY LIVE


Waiting it to start while watching their PV playing ♥♥♥

........



OH MY GWAD!!! I'm watching them LIVE! :B

BYEEEEE ♥

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Pumped Up Kicks

Somehow I love this song, sounds like oldies
the verse sounded like Yeah Yeah Yeahs which I actually those it's them
and it's doesn't sound clear so I can't tell if it's a he or a she lol
And I love the lyrics, looks simple, but it has meaning in it.... :)
It's actually a song from last year, but our local radio station just air it recently?


------

Not many assignments, but each of them are having some tough stuff = die!
(not really actually, 'cause there's still time for Facebook and Youtube etc -_-)
Oh well, everything will go through for sure..

Graduation few days later, and final week few weeks later
And final exam, and semester break, and new year, and chinese new year
And.... internship......

Solanin ソラニン

Finally watched Solanin, made me teary like BECK
I know how that guys felt, somehow...

Friday, November 11, 2011

这几天...

吞了很多痰

(-______-|||||||||||

Dignity

Different? Can't fit in? So?
It's already been years, used to it, and of course tired of it
But I'm not going to do things that I'm against with
Or do things that I don't want to do when there's choices
Or being forced and just go with it
Just not to "embarrass" myself or not to ruin the atmosphere or something

I don't want to regret, either huge or minor things, I just don't want to

Old-fashion thoughts?
There's nothing wrong having it
I have my own dignity and principle
I'm born, grown and taught this way.

Monday, November 7, 2011

BECK


Finally watched this movie, goosebumps
From head to toe, from the beginning till the end

Not for everyone tho, only for those who fits in this shoe.

(wtf why this thumbnail =_-")
最高だった

dasdewdwd

(watching LADY)
很久没有这样做了,一心几用
虽然不能完全专注,至少可以“省时间”(?)

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

:)


*nose bleed+shiver+hard to breathe+heart attack*
ehehehehehehehehehehehe...... *COUGHCOUGH*

The music video is kinda suck, but... this is the best part............ hehe..
hehehehee.....

Thursday, October 27, 2011

莫名其妙

莫名其妙本来不打算出席最后又出席
莫名其妙在路途中差一点撞车
莫名其妙那么容易找到位
莫名其妙紧张怕跟大家癫不来
莫名其妙上去前就遇到其它人
莫名其妙大部分人穿得那么壮观
莫名其妙一直被人家摸头发
莫名其妙一直被人家叫不要剪短头发
莫名其妙一直看到人家抱来抱去但我却没有份 lol
莫名其妙看回聊回以前的回忆
莫名其妙感到伤心有些跟我熟的不在
莫名其妙人家记得一些我的衰样
莫名其妙发现原来当年拿第二只我开心到飚泪
莫名其妙给人家讲又长高了
莫名其妙跟人家聊了共同的梦想
莫名其妙等了一粒钟
莫名其妙给了二十块
莫名其妙看了三部小剧
莫名其妙有PUFFY的歌
莫名其妙楼下外面一直播歌很大声
莫名其妙觉得男的变多
莫名其妙觉得男的演技不错
莫名其妙觉得女的都变美了
莫名其妙道具太强了
莫名其妙一面看一面狂笑
莫名其妙觉得第三部剧演技很强(也很美妈的 ==)
莫名其妙看完了第三部剧笑不出了
莫名其妙顶不顺称赞了某人但那个人应该听不到
莫名其妙觉得离那边很远了
莫名其妙拍照拍到不想拍
莫名其妙找到了图案
莫名其妙被人家忘了名字
莫名其妙被人家记得我姓什么
莫名其妙得到了纪念品
莫名其妙想回以前的东西
莫名其妙聊到明年出国的东西
莫名其妙有罪恶感
莫名其妙不敢靠近
莫名其妙伤心根本没有一个是真正熟的
莫名其妙拍了全体照后才开始癫得起
莫名其妙觉得当年错过了很多好笑的东西
莫名其妙开心一些人记得一些回忆
莫名其妙开心一些人没有变
莫名其妙一直拍照拍到狂笑
莫名其妙在室内骑“motor”和驾“车”
莫名其妙给人家讲我变矮了(是他变高了,吓到我zzz)
莫名其妙看到他们收拾自己也想帮忙(不过还是算了)
莫名其妙继续拍继续狂笑
莫名其妙答应了十点走可是还不舍得走
莫名其妙拖到十一点多才走
莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还那么迟回
莫名其妙第一次驾夜车还载人家回
莫名其妙回到家已经过十二点了
莫名其妙让父母担心了
莫名其妙觉得怎么他们的父母会那么放心?
莫名其妙睡觉很难才睡得着
莫名其妙到了今天第二天还想着昨天的聚会


说真的,后悔当初开始上学院时加入那里的戏剧
罪恶感增加,简直癫不起,没胆量了
唯一不后悔的就是那次串场,不过对他们来说都没怎么样吧
如果没加入的话,我最后一次的戏剧回忆就是很开心的一天


长大了,也不会很大啦,全部都还是中学生啦顶...
没有想哭的感觉,只是觉得很强
想当年(两年啦)我也是爱戏剧到对戏剧以外的人都看不顺眼(真不好==)
每天都想着在剧组的事,上课的事
现在?根本不敢想回... 而且还有一些还是很介意很自责的事
照片... 我是有蛮多的,但照片里的一些人已经不在了
而且他们用到的照片有一些是我的相机的,不懂从哪里偷来的
不过我fb一向来都有drama life的一个album,是重要的回忆...
对我来说重要,开心,不开心的回忆,对其它人来说应该不算什么吧
不过过去的事就算了吧...

现在那班,真的是爱戏剧到够力...
我没办法像他们那样,我只能爱我的偶像到够力*咳*
没办法像他们那样自己癫,现在要人家弄到我癫我才癫得起



聚会就这样过了...

明天将会有新的经历,半夜凌晨拍摄,刺激!爽!

Monday, October 24, 2011

dwieduewi

之前一向来喜欢分享回忆,聊大家一起经历过的事
不过当时间久了,当人家想不起时,自己也不想讲下去
大家过的自己不同的精彩生活,自己却还在原地一直想
回想过去有什么用?已经过去了(其实也有用的... 避免自己重犯之类的==)
过着无趣的日子,不敢追求自己想做的事,一直犹豫不决
中学的那段日子,真的很浪费...
虽然得到了没想过的经历,想法思想上的磨炼
但自己真正想做的都没做到,浪费了那么多时间
后悔,活该






不过直到自己还在生存着,就等于还有时间,一切都来得及


每次把自己想做的事情记录下,一直等着毕业出来找了稳定工作的一天
这样就有能力一个个去完成...



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random

很久对visual kei没什么兴趣了,因为来来去去都是一样的
音乐,打扮,歌声等等都差不多一样
要不然就太夸张到不像人(打扮.. 算是创意? -_-")
不过刚刚突然想到那个叫"D"的band,只记得主唱的眼睛让我想到hide罢了
眼睛很美.. 比我的还美... *发抖* 不过这些每次都是化妆的功劳咯
好像我的HISA^^" 不过HISA168罢了(唉)他178cm *O*
可是他们的歌也是平时visual kei酱的.. 看样子罢了 lol
还是HISA好,又可爱~ HEEHEE~ <_< wtf?





是时候睡觉了。

111024 yawn

Outing with my sis again <3
It's been awhile I didn't bring out my dslr
And it is still.. "zo deng" -__-

It's nice, but eat until tired... until I don't feel like having my dinner..
(how rare! but I still had my dinner, and apple.. bloated...)


!

!!! (I have no idea why the pic is vertical.. i didn't rotate it or anything D:)

!!!! <3<3<3
Thank my sis for paying it, and now I owe her.. more 300...


random....

GLAY SPECIAL LIVE on TBS EXILE Tamashii last night!
HISA BACK VOCAL 3:53~3:56 *SCREAMS+DROOLS+HEARTATTACK!!!*

OH MY HISA WITH PERT HAIR <3<3<3


old pic old pic! owo

suddenly remember kena say by munyi that those artiste I like
Females are COOL, and males look feminine... .....HEHEHE*COUGH*HEHE... :)
Actually not all.. ayaka is feminine, Ikuta Toma and Mukai Osamu is not..
...... :)


ANOTHER TWO DAYS OF HOLIDAY!!
shoulddoresearchbutsleepandrestisimportanttoobye:)

Sunday, October 23, 2011

GLAY @ EXILE魂


So cute especially HISA :3

Friday, October 21, 2011

欲望に満ちた青年団 x ケムリ



Romaji

ichido wa ano hikari wo mitanda yo totemo KIREI de
demo ima omoeba kitanakatta are wa iwayuru Bad Day Dreams
hikari ga mabushi sugite mawari ga miezu tada tada hibi wo
bou ni futteta ano hi ima dakara waraeru yo

ichido wa ano maku wo aketanda yo totemo omokute
PRESSURE, IYAmi sore ni katsu tame ni tada iya na YATSU de
soshite ki ga tsuku to makkura na heya ni hitori bocchi datta
owatta.... mou modorenai.... nante.... aruku no mo yameta....

demo I'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
okane ja kaenai mono the ni irete

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
torawarenai you ni to ue muite aruku

mou ichido hikari abite soshite kondo wa damasarenu you ni
bokura wa ima mezasu yo yokubou ni michita seinendan
dareka ga itta kotoba sore sura sono toki wa nagashite
ima ni natte kidzuita yo yokubou ni maketa shounendan


Kanji

一度はあの光を見たんだよ とてもキレイで
でも今思えば汚かった あれはいわゆるBad Day Dreams
光が眩し過ぎて周りが見えず ただただ日々を
棒に振ってたあの日 今だから笑えるよ

一度はあの幕を開けたんだよ とても重くて
プレッシャー、イヤ味それに勝つために ただ嫌なヤツで
そして気が付くと真っ暗な部屋に一人ぼっちだった
終わった…。もう戻れない…。なんて…。歩くのも止めた…。

でもI'm not alone. I'm not alone
We're not, We're not, We're not alone
お金じゃ買えないもの手に入れて

もう一度光浴びて そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ 欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉 それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ 欲望に負けた少年団

So, I know you know? You know I know?
We have, We have, We have grown
捕らわれないようにと上向いて歩く

もう一度光浴びて そして今度は騙されぬように
僕らは今目指すよ 欲望に満ちた青年団
誰かが言った言葉 それすらその時は流して
今になって気付いたよ 欲望に負けた少年団


Translation

once I saw that light as the most beautiful
but now if I think about it, it was dirty, that was the 'so-called' bad day dreams
the light was so dazzling that the surroundings couldn't be seen, only only those bright days
I wielded it like a stick back then, but now I can laugh

once I opened that curtain, very serious, so
pressure, giving that unpleasant feeling for the sake of winning, I was that disgusting guy
and so it was that if I notice I'm alone in the pitch dark room
I ended it… I don't go back any more… that sort of thing… I stopped even walking…

but I'm not alone, I'm not alone
we're not, we're not, we're not alone
well, money can't buy the thing I put in my hand

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
our spirit is attached to the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

so, I know you know? you know I know?
we have, we have, we have grown
so as not to not be stopped and turn upwards to walk

one more time I bask in the light and this time so that I won't be deceived
we're aiming now, a group of young adults full of ambition
somebody said the words, even this time washes away
we noticed the moment, a group of boys who've succumbed to ambition

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Romaji

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...

kyou mo asa kara yoru made ii koto hitotsu mo nakatta
tada toki wa sugite hada mo tetsu mo sanka shiteiku dake sa
yo no naka yuugai na mono dake ga umareteiru you na
jibun no yaritai koto mo dareka ni jama sarete
suikonda KEMURI wa hitobito no karada wo itametsuke
nani hitotsu ii koto nante nainda
doushite kureru no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

haiki GAS wa kiri no you ni mae ga mienakute tenrakushi
seiji ga ookiku yusaburi kakeru
kankei nai to omottete mo itsuka wa sono the no hira ni
orera wa korogasarete asemizu nagasu dake na no ka?
subete wo senjou shite mata ichi kara (ano toki, ano ba no atsuryoku, gendou)
kitanai KEMURI wo okou no you ni (nanimo dekinakatta jibun)
Such a smoky world

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru

soitsu wo tsukuri dashita shoutai wa akasarezu arashi ga kuru
kuroi kumo, chi no ame, himei agete mo KIREI goto naraberu no?

kono mama da to jibun dake janakute kono sekai kowareru darou
shinrai dekinai DEKAi mirai yume wa aru kedo...
KEMURI ni tsutsumareta giseisha ga tamashii komete sakendeiru
yo no naka wo osen suru nikui YATSUra
me ni wa mienai namida wo nagashiteru


Kanji

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...

今日も朝から夜までいい事一つもなかった
ただ時は過ぎて肌も鉄も酸化していくだけさ
世の中有害なものだけが生まれているような
自分のやりたいことも誰かに邪魔されて
吸い込んだケムリは人々の体を痛めつけ
何一ついい事なんてないんだ
どうしてくれるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

排気ガスは霧のように前が見えなくて転落死
政治が大きく揺さぶりかける
関係ないと思っててもいつかはその手のひらに
俺らは転がされて汗水流すだけなのか?
全てを洗浄してまた一から (あの時、あの場の圧力、言動)
汚いケムリをお香のように (何もできなかった自分)
Such a smoky world

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる

そいつを作り出した正体は明かされず嵐が来る
黒い雲、血の雨、悲鳴あげてもキレイごと並べるの?

このままだと自分だけじゃなくてこの世界壊れるだろう
信頼できないデカい未来 夢はあるけど...
ケムリに包まれた犠牲者が魂込めて叫んでいる
世の中を汚染する憎いヤツら
目には見えない涙を流してる



Love their songs' lyrics very much...

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Still in the mood

Am still in the mood, still thinking all the fun I had at Jrock Tamashii...!
Neck still hurt yesterday, it got better today..
Kept spotting me and my sis and my future brother in law *cough* in the photos in FB
*cropped*

alamak...

hahahaha

Everyone got insane together, such fun moments... *teardrops*


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Have to pass up 3D character modelling this Friday
Still not done but... no mood la wei...
And another two(or three?) assignments haven't discuss...
Getting bored, but no choice....
For my future... *stares*

Monday, October 17, 2011

JROCKのTAMASHII 2011

Two events happened on the same day
Between the premier screening and this live gig...
I choose you, live gig!
Eventho I've missed out some stuffs over there, I didn't regret

I wore.. skirt? Wahah.. longer than my knees of course
Or else I'll have to keep acting like some polite person -__-"

Been listening to Japanese music since I was 12
And this is the first time I attend a Japanese live gig (by local Japanese music lovers, that is)
Finally saw some of those band that I knew since like 4 years ago (especially DrakoZen!)!
3++pm~11++pm, half hour break, bread and choco milk for dinner, screw the hunger
Awesome shit, head bang till my head drop, jump till I... I.. grow taller... ........ (.__."
I think my hair flipped those people stand beside me, felt a bit sorry, but...
I can't help it! How can I not jump in a rock live gig and head bang during metal songs??
It's been awhile I never got so hype in a live! (the last time was.. Adam's live.. 1 year ago...)

A lot of L'Arc and Dir en Grey cover *sings* "Causes stain~ stay away~~"
Don't know much about Dir's songs, but it's nice to head bang.. heh..
Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Otsuka Ai, Fuwa fuwa time etc..
And Final Fantasy tribute... *o*

Epic ones are... SEPHIROTH's theme!!
(basically this is the only one I remember the most 'cause I'm not a gamer..)
And.... SATSUGAI!!! Everyone went CRAZY in this!! SATSUGAI DAAA!!! \(*O*)/
Oh, and during the break time they played hide's song~ SPEED FREAKS BABY ROCKET DIVE!!
Kept jumping around when I heard it! SYOK SENDIRI!! (can't control myself.. from.. growing taller... ._.")

This time I didn't bring cameras 'cause I just wanna have fun!
It's sooooo fun!! Want more.... (*___*)

But no one cover GLAY's song... sad... :(


They all looked so happy on the stage.. how nice... ;_;
運命ない...



happy day combo x 2, sushi bonanza during break time!
Me love nice food *jumps and drools* lol


Can't focus anything due to neck pain, due to head banging... *COUGH COUGH smiles* :)
HAHA

Saturday, October 15, 2011

101015

这几个星期的“感想”
还是当小的好,大的负的责任太大了... 看到都替他辛苦...

才刚开学就开始有点懒了
但已经走到半路,没办法,继续走到终点...
时间快点过吧(虽然已经算很快了-_-)

明年的一月到五月,又期待又怕的挑战
希望一切顺利....



下个月姐姐的生日快到了,在过几年就快嫁出去了... ;_;
大家都老了....




上个星期很委屈的那一天,突然很想念你们两个
不过已经是过去了...

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Blue Sky ♥

Blue Sky on Sunday ♥ No photoshop

Friday, October 7, 2011

everKrack!

The most random music video by GLAY
(HISA's song~~~~♥)

As a designer myself(fuiyo macam very geng), this video sucks, seriously...
eventho there's some parts are game CGs and capture using those camera that can capture many frames
typo failed, composition failed etc...
but it's just for entertaining! so that's ok! :B

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

110927

我要时间快点过
不喜欢当排行最小的,根本帮不上忙...

Friday, September 23, 2011

fsdfdsgf

哇Blogger换了layout.. 但我才不会像那些人一直吵呢
人家要尝试新的东西都被人吵,可怜...
自己不习惯罢了嘛...

Week1开始了,开始advance diploma的生活
总共有14个assignment,又有3D ._.
Motion graphic好像蛮有趣这样...
又要开始忙了... 但应该是没有考试? :)

AML1.. 本来DML时有7班,现在变成4班罢了
U4应该是会被分散~~ PANOZ已经离开了两个~
podokimon不在了我就没得讲IkutaToma和MukaiOsamu的东西了
(她比较认识他们~~)
evonmon不在了panoz就变静了~
剩下3条水... 可怜...

这几天驾车上学,昨天找parking真是痛苦
尤其是那辆从对面来的银色viva两个矮男抢了我的位...
早知道不要好心让对面的车先过...

很想去kldesignweek的展览看看,可是不会去
U4gang也应该没兴趣吧,平时都不去的.. 噢...


看了Heartstrings和Baby and Me, 很可爱咯...
heheh.. hehehehe.... (<___< lol wtf 花痴?!)
还有Muscle Girl,不是很好看...


拜一那天婆婆入院了,幸好现在没事了 :)


Sunday, September 18, 2011


Nice, happy and tiring trip :3

But sad too 'cause my camera battery is low
and I didn't manage to shoot those evening night part streets plus not enough time
Video shooting self-project FAILED!! SIEN!
When will I buy an extra battery? =_-

Friday, September 9, 2011

Yawn

Holiday, watching dramas all day...

Drama
- SPEC
- LIAR GAME (1 & 2 & Final Stage)
- 14才の母
- 小公女セイラ
- 月の恋人
- Love Shuffle
- Don Quixote
- 花より男子1
- He's Beautiful

Movie
- Hanamizuki

Because of LIAR GAME, now Matsuda Shota become one of the Japanese actors I like
So I watched 月の恋人, Love Shuffle, Don Quixote and 花より男子
"Unfortunately" I don't like those characters he acted in these dramas 'cause all feel like play boy -_-
But I like his acting in Don Quixote 'cause it's hilarious! And so is MatsuJun in HanaYoriDango!
lololol

Finally watched Hanamizuki, and the first epi of Hana Yori Dango(Ikuta Toma cameo)
Ikuta Toma is still ♥ *cough*

And also finally watched He's Beautiful, funny!
I like Jung Yong Hwa the most! Pity him.. lol
Before watching this drama I only know Jang Geun Suk and of course Lee Hong Ki :)
But the characters.. Kang Shin Woo.. Pity... ;(
In real life he's birthday and blood type is same with me, and he's tall too, very nice :)
But he loves SNSD, and that girl... oh so sad.. SAD... :(
Maybe I should change target to the bassist which is 187cm :)
but he's few months younger than me :( LOL wtf
The guitarist likes 2NE1.. nice :)
Eventho already know CN BLUE but now only search their stuffs
So outdated lol

Also search more about FTIsland, already them when their "I Hope" mv shown on tv
I still remember me and my sis were so glad to see that Krock bands exist and they look cute :)
But I didn't search more about them and that's the only song I know from them lol
Then few months ago I did search for their stuffs after watching their "legend" on 8tv
And they're hilarious and they're a bunch of narcissist LOL
Lee Hong Ki's vocal is very powerful and unique for his age and his hair is soft+straight and his eyes are pretty which every girl wants... *stares*
And he loves Park Bom! Yeah 2NE1 :) lol
Then two months they're Japanese pv "Let It Go" released and I liked it
'cause the video not just focus on the vocalist but also other members, and the music
Which I think they look more like a band, so I started liking them and the song 'cause it's very Japanese
....but now I watch their videos again, eventho I like their Japanese songs
I prefer their Korean songs, for them that is
'cause those Korean songs are written and composed by themselves
those Japanese songs weren't by themselves..
A band/musician who make their own music always wins
'cause this show whether they're worth to listen and their music reflects themselves
Well, this is what I think

Between these two poprock bands (I won't say that they're kpop 'cause they are not really pop only)
How to choose leh? Both of them are different
CN BLUE more into romantic type(i think?) and they're normal human beings
And prefer their music... i think..?
FTIsland is.. retarded.. HAHAH
But I like to see FTIsland's live performance 'cause Hong Ki puts so much soul in his performance
I love performance that makes the audience cry ;( (Like GLAY, and X :D)
So.. it's a tie! lol wtf

I just love to watch artiste doing covers by other artistes


The Calling cover, I prefer the original version, Alex Band ftw :)




Creep by Radiohead :O

Yeah 2NE1 :D




Park Bom cover~


What's Up by 4 Non Blondes! What's going on? XD


Far Away by Nickelback

I think I'll go for FTIsland? :)
Lol Hong Ki.. I'm like this in PANOZ.. :(


I don't know...!!
CN Blue's music is better! tie la tie la..


Now watching - Mary Stayed Out All Night
Jang Geun Suk hehe

Line up - Muscle Girl (Lee Hong Ki), Heartstrings (Jung Yong Hwa)
lol

I think this is the first time I've written so much about Korean stuffs
Did written about Cherry Filter but got bored with their songs after awhile (sorry x_x)

Current young bands I like
ONE OK ROCK(yay) / FTIsland / CN BLUE / SCANDAL(so so)

I'm looking forward to see Korean female rock band to appear...
And real korean rock band to appear in mainstream...

Saturday, September 3, 2011


好吧,下次有梦到什么印象深刻的画面就画下来。

New Toy♥Biscuit



Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Aug End



Week14后休息一个星期后的那个星期=上个星期
2天1夜U4毕业旅行,玩了就忙买PO11的东西,两天拍摄
连续5天忙,忙完了现在就在家煲戏 zzz

毕业旅行.. 可惜PANOZ没到齐 :(
不过还好啦玩牌的时候玩到凌晨4点

拍摄,只是负责道具
我在这班人里面差很多,他们都很有经验酱
不过我参与也是拿经验,尝试跟不同的人合作
负责的虽然得到处买东西,但不像平时那样的负担那么重
很多时候都用不上场,没有东西做,显显酱的
不过这两天的拍摄,真的是笑死我了
除了之前戏剧那班人,很久没看到会自导自演
不顾形象玩癫的,弄到身边的人笑到死
真的是笑死我啊...! >__<



就这样,继续无聊的日子,在家里煲戏
虽然没去哪里,但钱却已经用完了......



....不是这个月的钱,是下个月的钱... -_-"

Sunday, August 28, 2011

BookFest~

Rebate 20% only.. still expensive..

Always wanted to buy Dummies books, two for RM50 owo

The best part of the book fest, cheap (old)cds... *drools*
Western cds RM9.90, Japanese RM7.90(not many tho)

Foo Fighters and P!NK~
Too bad don't have Linkin Park's Hybrid Theory! SAD!
I want to have that album, one of the best album! D:

LEAD and ARASHI (random lol)

GLAY Heavy Gauge and EXPO 2001(already have this but still.. hehe..)
Extremely shocked to see these =X)

w-inds. 1st Message, Prime of Life and ~bestrack~!
Eventho I don't love them anymore, but I used to be crazy about them
Don't have the money to buy their records, only got the ~bestrack~ album
Which is a surprise by my dad, but it was stolen together with my sis' discman during marching competition...
I hate that school... Rxjx Xbdxllxx.....!!
Anyway, so glad that I got it again! Too bad dun have their second album System of Alive.. D:


Other w-inds. stuffs~~

All these records total only RM107! So cheap!! *___*

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

海边


玩了一天在继续,还不是正式休息的时候呢...

Sunday, August 14, 2011

thisiswhatithoughtwouldhappen lol








But none of these happened except the hugging part for just awhile.. lol

不好意思我想太多了,这样感性和戏剧化的东西
只有在戏剧组戏剧团里才会发生吧? (-__-|||||