Friday, December 31, 2010

2010.999

These are the things I remember the most in 2010....?

Awesomeness -Adam Lambert Live in Malaysia
Glad - Tea Time 17
Normal - Lone Trip
Tired - Year 2 Sem 1
Most Shock - Camera nearly being snatch away Never really mention bout this before, a GREAT experience

Basically I think there's no difference except for the age
College "year" is different with the normal "year" =\
Everything goes according to semesters.. lol.

Btw I love that fb status coding game
I love telling ppl how I think about them(not face to face la so embarrassing lol)
And I want ppl to tell me what they think about me
A way to improve yourselves, plus some memories
And you get to see part of other ppl's true sides
I love it.


Reached home late last night, and made my parents worried again
Because of? Drama again..
Went to watch their(Milkygreen and Tarc drama group) performance in the drama camp
HELL! They kept using music from 3 Idiots and "alizzwel"(all is well)!! D:
Felt weird and kept having goosebumps, especially while watching those higher level groups..
There's more ppl getting stronger, so are my juniors and my fellow tarc drama friends XO

I won't be saying that I regret for quitting it 'cause everything is fine right now
Not just fine, it is quite well actually, had involved in two projects
One of it is some production project, which is a bit related to acting, entertainment stuff
Not doing the acting part, but at least something related a bit to it.. =)

Gonna have pressure sooner or later
Never collaborate with other ppl before for this 5 sems
Always the same group of ppl, and they're all girls
Now this one? All of them are.. guys. I mean most of them Lol.
And I don't know them in person plus most of them are pros in our course ffs!
Can't wait to see how they do their work =S



Learning from experiences.. that's what I want and what I need.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

101228

Handed all our assignments FINALLY!
But, there's no celebrations. Boring. BORING.

Relief now, but not exactly 'cause there's two final tests left
And I still have to help my cousin do their wedding video
And tshirt design logo for the drama ppl...
not sure whether they still want it or not tho and I haven't start doing it..

And upgrade my pc.. it keeps on collapse last night =(
*added* lol.. cleaned my system unit at night and it works fine now
thanks to my sis for reminding me the dusts in there


No celebrations.. no xmas celebrations.. no etc etc...
Whenever we meet up, it will be just assignments and birthday celebrations
Boring.. Other than this, it is still boring. =\


Love this edited pic of mine! Macam so abstract, I like!
Thanks to MunYi! Wahaha


2010 is ending soon..
Not much feeling, 'cause our college "year" is different
Money, can't help much..
Dreams, yea.. still can't reach it...
So, yea.

Time to sleep.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

101226

Xmas, nothing special
Presents from my bestest best friend aka my sis are always special and cute ♥
Early presents from my mum is also cute
Dinner is so so 'cause there's not much desserts to eat (which to me, is the most important dine in a buffet)
And no more.

RTW 10.. Sigh...

Now I'm just waiting everything to be done
The last assignment and those two tests
Then I can sleep as long as I want everyday!

*added*


Forgotten to mention this!
Accompanied my sis to hunt for boots on Xmas and had A&W @ WangsaWalk (take away)
While waiting, they gave us this! A small cup of A&W root beer!
Never had this before... so cute! XD

Friday, December 24, 2010

101224

Finally submitted these three tough assignments
(tvc, short film and instructional design)
The instructional design final work.. had preparation to let the lecturer shoot us
'cause compare to most of the other groups, they seem like put more effort than us
(mainly games la but our main thing not games pun, but still felt a bit...)
But NO! "Fortunately".. somehow the lecturers liked it?
And somehow "offered"(lol is this the word?) us to join an award thingy!
I was like... huh? 'cause I don't get what he/they mean
And when I heard "fjheuefer award fiehfioef", I "o___o?!"
We never expected that! I mean.. who would ever expected?
Well since there's a chance, why not give it a try? As an experience.

Huhuhu... never really represent on something big like this before
Except for calligraphy competition during primary school which is quite useless for the future
And err... drama performance... =)
Oh ya, and KRS pertandingan kawad/formasi... (where's my cert? I still haven't got it. Oh well, it's useless)

1 year eh... need a new group name already instead of "PANOZS"? LOL


Home alone in Xmas eve right now
At least I went to have lunch with my classmates
Which makes it.. uhh.. not fully a boring day -__-"

Xmas eve.. home alone...
One more assignment left to do
Might as well do some of it right now since I got the time
Don't wanna make myself nervous breakdown due to last minute work again
I had enough last night, by exporting videos...
Gonna add more memory and a new processor...
More cash burning...........feeling bad... =\

Christmas.. not having a good one comparing to the last one
There no xmas event in college(booooring), no outing
No live band performances, no jumping and head banging..
Rock the World 10 on 26th Dec, not attending 'cause no company..
It's been few months we didn't watch any live, as in Rosevelt's live
There's only 2 times in this year, April at Monash Uni and September outside Pavilion
Luckily Orianthi and Adam came :D


................ughhhh really hope than Adam will come back for his next tour!!
And Orianthi too of course :) But ADAM!!!
Still can't forget the awesome moments especially during "If I Had You"...!

Oh well, let's see next year :D



GLAY is still THE best ♥
Really love the way how Hisa play his guitar, which is why I love him ♥♥♥♥♥
Suddenly remember something! GLAY is going to hold a live
Whichhh is specially for people who're born in the year of Heisei
Which is start from year 1988 to... now(still going)!
But it's in Japan Q__Q



Ok, gotta do rotoscoping now.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

XD

Heheheh Hisa had Facebook account and finally he approved my friend request!!
Now browsing his photos post by the fans heheheheh *jumps around*






*nods* :3


:( @kurokei

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Counting...

Two weeks left till the end of 14 weeks
Four assignments to submit
Two final tests to attend
Six days to Christmas
Two weeks to 2011
Two months plus to the 3rd semester
Five months to finish diploma...

9th Dec


Video and Audio assignment TVC shooting @ Kepong

12th Dec


Video and Audio assignment short film shooting @ Klang

14th Dec

2D rotoscope video shooting(more like playing XD) @ Kepong

17th Dec

Belanja Jane for her birthday @ Fullhouse
(sorry.. too expensive... DX)

Because of these four days, we're all broke!
Three days of different shootings
The most smooth without any problems - tvc shooting
The most tiring day - short film shooting
The most fun and craziest day night - rotoscope

It's tiring, but had fun 'cause I don't usually or sorta not allowed to go out at night
Only allowed if it's for a "mission" like for studies/homework or practice(it was for drama last time which i'm quite not allowed now..)
Or some gatherings.. which erm.. there're like only 1 or 2 times a year?
So this time, thanks to these video shooting assignments?
Ngehhh...

Blaming myself for being stupid during secondary school life
But it's all good, had all my own lessons.

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Christmas is coming.. any plans for Christmas..?
Ngehhh...

Waiting for the coming semester break...
I need to sleep more and stay away from the internet
Just like what I did last sem break!
And relax....
And maybe... get some money....


Oh ya, and I know what I want for Christmas
A 2~4gb memory card for my phone!
I can't stand a 256mb memory for another year
And a guitar capo, for both classic and electric guitar...
Plus a pack of new classical guitar string...
Right.... I'm talking shit..

Downloaded Hybrid Theory and P!nk's Greatest Hits
And all Paramore's album (I'm so slow)
Gonna download all the albums I want from here Ugh I should have found this site earlier
And if I've got the money, I'll buy them all...
I wanna be like my dad, collecting CDs... :D

Oh, and Paramore's lead guitarist and drummer leave the band
I'm not a huge fan, but it IS a sad thing
Especially when the both brothers are part of the founder of the band
Should have attend their live last time in Malaysia
But.. oh well.. I've got no cash $$$


........sem break...


没得当废人时想当废人
有得当废人时又不想当
人就是永远不能满足的
显.....

Thursday, December 16, 2010

101216

生气也没有用,不爽也没有用
只会让自己不开心,不好受
不管是谁的问题,气一下看开一点就够了

回想也没有用,怀念也没有用
已经过了的永远都不会回来
即使谈起时笑一下也不能像当时那样

伤心也没有用,后悔也没有用
自己选了就不该再后悔
另一方面也一定会有别的好事在发生

羡慕也没有用,期望也没有用
自己没本事的就别去想
要的话也是得靠自己去争取


全都得靠自己先踏一步...
从前或未来都不重要,最重要的还是是现在
不过还是会无意地想那些没用的东西... unconscious mind.. -_-

爱莫能助,还弄得更惨,很辛苦...
只能现在做好自己的本分
为了未来找好工,赚钱....
不过这个sem.. CGPA应该不会上升...

当他们在烦很多东西时
自己只能跟朋友们赶功课嘻嘻哈哈的
............衰在自己不会分配时间
不过他们当然也要我过得开心
所以.. 该内疚还是什么?


........讨厌这个现实的世界
不想当那么现实都得想得现实。



emo一下了,继续背东西
明天presentation,后天日文考试 x___X

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

101214

最近在家都很显,render和export video等到显
真的是弄到很久,电脑lag机
有时还一直hang着collapse就not responding
弄到一半或还剩一点就得关掉
显... 显啊----!

嘿嘿,最近都驾车,蛮熟练了酱~
当然也不是说很熟啦,但驾久一点应该很pro了呱?*咳咳*
飙车... 不是飙到很快啦,不过很爽~
想回上个礼拜有两次差点撞车怕.. 都是我的错,不看好没有车 -__-
刚才就到处走一下,很爽一下~
嗯.. 妈妈off day整个礼拜.. 有得驾就尽量驾~~~

Yeah! LOL
(Honey and Clover's Peter Lucas)


对了,幸好2D rotoscope换去Week 14交了
这样就可以先弄好现在这三样下个礼拜要交的再弄它!
还剩2~3个星期,我们就快自由了(一半啦,还有考试)~~
我要早睡迟醒~~~ (不过应该也是十点多就醒了 -_-)

.........shit,突然想到这个拜六考日文!没有温到书!
还有拜五有moral presentation!!! FORMAL presentation!!!
又要手震到够够力了... T___T

前两天拍video拍到半夜才回到家,等下又要去拍了...
先睡一下...

昨日はHIDEちゃんの誕生日だ...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

lapsap


Finally bought an external hard disk.. (so plain ugh)
Pre-rendered a video which is less than 3 minutes
Full HD, 1980 x 1080, more than 40gb...
Felt like dying when my hard disks only have a total less than 30gb space
(2 hard disk only 149gb each x_x)
Now I know.. cannot render the same size.. T__T

Now have to wait my dad come back from outstation to help me bring my system unit to upgrade it DX


My mum bought me early christmas present!
RILAKK!! Hehehe...

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Busy with cousin's wedding few days ago (f.......)
Photographer or videographer... whatever...
All the photos I took are not nice, blur and dark and noise... the white balance.. f..
And the videos, got some part of the ceremony didn't record them
'cause battery finished wtf... fail...


Left: that's not my bag, it's my grandma's
Right: Lol reach home set tripod XD Sien lor.. the youngest in the family but the second tall one...


Normally I didn't really care what to wear to attend a wedding
Just a jeans and sport shoes and tank top and a jacket (wear once skirt with heels la but felt kekshui eh)
But this time it's different 'cause it's my cousin's wedding
Plus I have to act like a photographer so must wear more yeng *cough*
And we have stay at the reception place to collect those money etc..


Aiya my boots.. tak nampak la sien...
Just the pants and boots are new
Shirt is the one we wear during V-Awards
And the vest I bought for my sis (mum pay la)


Heheyyy outside wear boots
Inside pink socks =X

Oh ya, the best entertainment in a wedding is...
Laughing at those people who sing(mostly female).. which is horrible *cough*
I know it's bad, but since they sing horribly and still want to sing
So we laugh la.


My youngest cousin's masterpiece XD

Oh, and.. guys are so pity during wedding.

OH! And!! My camera fell on the road, but luckily it landed from the bottom part
Which is somehow protected by the tripod attach thingy, so nothing spoil
And while recording I didn't notice there's a longkang behind me
So when I step backwards, I fall into the longkang
But no injure or camera spoil, just kena a bit mud on my shoe and the longkang water is clean lol
And while recording, because they took too much time to let the groom in
So end up my camera battery finished...
Lucky? Unlucky? I.don't.know.

And.. anti-"sb4m" (unless I'm old enough? lol)
I don't wanna ruin my future because of a sudden "surprise"

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Besok tvc shooting, hope everything go smoothly
Still got short film and 2D rotoscope
Total 3 videos to shoot, plus one more instructional design
This week is Week 11, next week(Week12) moral presentation..
All four final assignments pass up at Week 13, which is next NEXT week
Wow... how fast...

Somehow I felt like assignments are not that stress like Year 1 anymore
What's more stress?
Other extra missions that people gave you
Those are more stress, and the "deadlines" are more tight
I "can't wait" to step outside the college to work in this field in the society *dies*

Oh ya, and I can't wait for Christmas!
Well last Christmas was the best 'cause me and my sis went to live band performances
Not sure what this Christmas will be, but I just love those Christmas songs!

Anyway... hope it won't rain tomorrow! DX
PANOZS、一緒に頑張るぜ!

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

101130











放課後、まだ早すぎで感じ
だから映画館を行きました、もう一度一人だけ 
だが傍らの観客も一人、だからわしは一人じゃない見たい
僕たち四人は知らない人、一人だけ、この映画を見る

今日の旅は 良い感じと思う


今朝のデジャヴは 僕は笑った ww


いい天気だね?



眠たいな... 俺は午前三時眠って
朝午前六時半を目が覚めた
ただ三時間の睡眠時間だ~
おめでとう、今夜俺は多分良い睡眠があるんだ~



今月 終わり。

Monday, November 29, 2010

*cries*


*tik* (teardrop) ='(

Why YesAsia... why do you have to do this to me......???
I only buy Japanese CDs from you, I'm a loyal buyer **
I wanted to buy them, but now I have no money
Once I have money, I will buy them, but....
Why you wanna do this to me... WHY???

SAAAAAD!!!! D:

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Changed my blog background! Feels like go-green (HAHA SIEN LOR!!)
Wanted to change back to my previous background 'cause this template cropped my header!
And it has birds flying images behind my header >__>"
And I can't find the width coding! If only I know css...
css... coding.... script.... FLASH ACTION SCRIPT!! *DIES*


Oh, it's Week 10 now, and tomorrow is the last day of November (bye, again)
Handing another assignment tomorrow
Four assignments left to go, I think?
All of them are tough works...
But I think the previous semester is WORSE
As in the amount of assignments plus some other extra stuffs to do
Memang gile... driving me crazy!


___________________
*listening 愛を歌おう by 絢香

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Bye Nov

Always wanted leather boots since I was a kid, my cousin have it and I think it's sooo cool
And especially when I started to love Hisashi from GLAY (but he's was platform boots)

Aiya can't see the heels!!


And now I finally got myself a leather boots! *tears of joy*
Carlo Rino 50% off ehh, become RM80++! (thanks mum! :3)
It's not better than that boots I saw last time at Forever 21, which has more metal stuffs *cough*
But at least the price is reasonable, leather quality is good, and they have my shoe size!
(the one in Forever 21 cost more than RM200 and I can't wear their biggest size, size 8.. cis..)
And now most of those leather boots all with sharp high heels
so 难得 found a flat heel leather boots! >_< size="1">(KRS boots were my first boots but they're not included and I can't wear it anymore, so small)
Kept syok sendiri when I reached home!
Gonna wear it at my cousin's wedding next week
Not sure when is the next time I'll wear it tho.. lol

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Just now my dad let him drive his Kembara
I've only drove my mum/sis' manual Kancil frequently and mum's Myvi once
Now finally drove my dad's car(the engine is slow tho)~ *jumps around*
Always felt very happy and excited whenever they let me to drive
But felt so emo whenever I drive like shit, it feels like daring your life
Manual cars are really cool, but I'm always scare that it will mati
Because of over-thinking, I drive like shit!

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Need to pass up an assignment next Tuesday but haven't done....
It's going to be Week 10 next week, also the end of November...Bye.

TV

Garfield and Friends, Mummies Alive!, The Centurions, Penelope Pitstop, Josie and the Pussycats
Tom and Jerry, The Flinstones, The Jestons, Scooby Doo, The Addams Family
Yogi Bear, Top Cats, SWAT Kats, Captain Planet, Where On Earth is Carmen Sandiego
Pink Panther, Popeye, Winnie the Pooh, Gummi Bears, Alvin and the Chipmunks
Cow and Chicken, I am Weasel, Dexter's Laboratory, Johnny Bravo, Extreme Ghostbusters
Mickey Mouse, Fantasia, Duck Tales, Mighty Ducks, Darkwing Duck, Goof Troop

Peterpan, Cinderella, Snow White, Beauty and the Beast, Sleeping Beauty
Lion King, Pinocchio, Dumbo, Bambi, Alice in the Wonderland
Lady and the Tramp, Fox and the Hound, 101 Dalmatians, Jungle Book
Robin Hood, The Rescuers, Little Mermaid, Aladdin, Mulan
Hunchback of Notre Dame, Hercules, Toy Story, Pocahontas

Anastasia, Swan Princess, Thumbelina

Mary Poppins, Sound of Music, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang
Muppets, Elmo, Bear in the Big Blue House, Big Bag
Honey, I shrunk the Kids

Rocko's Modern Life, Invader Zim etc
Kenan and Kel, All That, Figure it Out!, Clarissa
Lizzie McGuire, That's So Raven, Dave the Barbarian

Crayon Shin-chan, Doraemon, Akazukin Cha Cha, Cardcaptor Sakura
Fushigi Yuugi, Slam Dunk, Ruroni Kenshin, Vandread, Cooking Master Boy


etc etc etc



We don't have gameboy or PlayStation when we were young
But we have TELEVISION!
I can't imagine what will my childhood be without television!
Only got toys and plush dolls! (:D)

Monday, November 22, 2010

101121


去Wangsawalk,终于看了Harry Potter
第二次自己看戏,没办法
不过还好,因为看戏时可以专注

又来一次冒险,走路回家 而且还穿着冷衣,够热 ==
不过也不是很远罢了
比起以前偷跑去那边以前的Maybank来回
距离应该多三倍,而且那时不懂是13/14岁
自己走,不知死


failed panorama
回到家走楼梯,六楼++?
回到家有成就感,也开心了一些
而且应该有减到一点肥?
不过晚上又吃姐姐的生日蛋糕............


Mukai Osamu!! ♥♥♥
刚才KLCC吃了姐姐生日晚餐后去kino
有他这本杂志封面~~~~
不过没有看到GLAY封面的杂志...
姐姐讲上次有看到,应该是给人家买了...
很想买收藏啊... 没有钱,很久没有买了
显啊!!!


SUPER LAMBANANA!!! 可爱到~~
姐姐朋友在英国留学时买的纪念品 XD

刚才自己笨,破坏了要给姐姐的礼物surprise.... FAILED!!!
But I'm still a good sister, yes? YES :3


*added* 101122

差一点忘了昨天看完戏后去打street fighter
本来跟那架机自己斗一直赢的
突然间有人要跟我斗,我就输到惨!
玩完了一看.... 小弟弟来的!!!(=A=|||||||||||||

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

世界が終わる夜に

by CHATMONCHY
“Sekai ga Owaru Yoru ni”



Lyric translation//
Although the lonely night is over,
A relatively good morning will come.
After all, nothing has really changed.
Everyone is joining hands for some reason.

Although the empty moment is over,
The all-too-familiar silence comes.
Dammit! The world has ended already.

That child and this child let go of their insecurities.
I’m not in on the joke, Hey Hey Hey

If I was God,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
Love, the name of my protection,
Was empty after all.

Although a flower blooms in the desert,
I again wonder about the cause of this disaster.
After all, because there is no growth,
Everyone is turning their eyes away for some reason.

Although a gentle wind blows,
The surrendered soldiers come.
Dammit! My heart is already full of holes.

Still, somewhere there are various reasons
As to why I’m broken for the first time, Hey Hey Hey

If I was the devil,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
The hourglass of life
Was empty after all.

It’s a waste of time to dwell upon this subject, the stupid laughing voices and lies.
I continue to search, because I’m empty.

If I was God
I wouldn’t have made this world.
Love, the name of my protection,
Was empty after all

If I was the devil,
I wouldn’t have made this world.
The hourglass of life
Was empty after all.




Kanji & romaji lyric//

たとえば孤独な夜が過ぎ Tatoeba kodoku na yoru ga saki
わりと良い朝が来る Warito yoi asa ga kuru
どうせ変わりやしないのに Douse kawari ya shinai no ni
みんな何かに手を合わせてる Minna nanika ni te wo awaseteru

たとえば虚しく時が過ぎ Tatoeba munashiku toki ga saki
馴れ馴れしい静寂が来る Narenareshii seijaku ga kuru
しまった!もう世界は終わっていた Shimatta! Mou sekai wa owatteita

あの子もその子も不安ぶっ飛ばしてさ Ano ko mo sono ko mo fuan buttobashite sa
いけてないジョークで Hey Hey Hey Iketenai JOOKU de Hey Hey Hey

わたしが神様だったら Watashi ga kamisami dattara
こんな世界は作らなかった Konna sekai wa tsukuranakatta
愛という名のお守りは Ai to iu na no omamori wa
結局からっぼだったんだ Kekkyoku karabbo datta nda

たとえば砂漠で花が咲き Tatoeba sabaku de hana ga saki
また不幸の種かなる Mata fukou no tane kanaru
どうせ育ちやしないから Douse sodachi ya shinai kara
みんな何かに目をそらしてる Minna nanika ni me wo sorashiteru

たとえば優しく風が吹き Tatoeba yasashiku kaze ga fuki
後悔の兵隊が来る Koukai no heitai ga kuru
しまった!もう心は穴だらけだ Shimatta! Mou kokoro wa anadarakeda

今もどこかがいろんな理由で Ima mo dokoka ga iron na riyuu de
壊れはじめてる Hey Hey Hey Koware hajimeteru Hey Hey Hey

わたしが悪魔だったら Watashi ga akuma dattara
こんな世界は作らなかった Konna sekai wa tsukuranakatta
命の砂時計は Inochi no sunadokei wa
結局からっぼだったんだ Kekkyoku karabbo datta nda

暇つぶし出来る話題をくだらない笑い声と嘘を
Himatsubushi dekiru wadai wo kudaranai waraigoe to uso wo
探し続けるのわたしからっぼだから
Sagashitsudzukeru no watashi karabbo dakara

わたしが神様だったら Watashi ga kamisama dattara
こんな世界は作らなかった Konna sekai wa tsukuranakatta
愛という名のお守りは Ai to iu na no omamori wa
結局からっぼだったんだ Kekkyoku karabbo datta nda

わたしが悪魔だったら Watashi ga akuma dattara
こんな世界は作らなかった Konna sekai wa tsukuranakatta
命の砂時計は Inochi no sunatokei wa
結局からっぼだったんだ Kekkyoku karabbo datta nda



ughh i want their album collections....

**lyric credits to this wordpress

熬夜

不喜欢开学/上课的原因 - 会习惯熬夜

这样的话我的脸几时才会好..... T__T


为了未来的前途... 唉,真是麻烦...



肚子饿...
昨晚吃了饼(宵夜)
刚才下午吃了蛋糕(chocolate indulgence~ hehehe♥)
不能再吃了... 继续肥啊...


おやすみ。

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*added*

够力够力~
刚才又庆祝另一个朋友生日
又吃蛋糕,而且是cheese的(好吃~~)
不同的cheese cake,好像试吃酱~
有些怪怪的,不过有些还是好吃啦~~
朋友有些吃不完所以就帮她们吃(贪吃就有啦)~~
好像每次人家都讲腻了但我还再吃到很爽(明明就很好吃~)
受不了蛋糕甜品的诱惑... 又增肥了~~
要死咯.....


明天假期,后天没课
两天赶功课....

Saturday, November 13, 2010

食べたい



Compiled all those food pictures I took those days while looking back at those photos...

*drools*

Thursday, November 11, 2010

First Half

Summary of first half year 2 sem 2 (only the things i remember)
- Glamnation Tour
- alone in a cinema
- submitted 2 exercises and 1 assignment.. only
- spent quite a lot on eating
- planned to lose some weight but now starting to eat more again
- not rushing my assignments
- snatch theft

done.

After 6 weeks, we finally starting to be busy
Gonna present(two presentations) and pass up an assignment tomorrow
Mid term test on week 8(next week) and week 9 (haven't study anything yet)
Pass up another assignment on week 9 (haven't done anything too)
And what else? I have no idea how many assignments we're gonna do next
'cause there's no proper briefing



Finally changed my desktop wallpaper ♥ Hisaaa~♥
Jiro looks weird here tho...


おやすみ。

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*added* (101112)

Both presentation just now... faaaaaillllll......
Have no idea why those hidden files will appear in the pdf file on the mac
It's not like this on my pc.. zzz
And I'm still nervous like shit in presentations... hate it....
Oh well, another few tasks has ended~

Oh ya, I nearly forgot tomorrow is my sis' convo(dunno it's for her adv dip or bach degree)!
Missed her convo last time 'cause I had a performance at New Era College
Gonna snap photos Nom nom nom :3
But don't have super zoom lens... blaaaahhhh XA <--lol random emoticon i created while spamming with my sis

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

悪夢

もう一週間だ この悪夢はまだ怖いです...

あの瞬間に 本当に怖かった...


危なかった...。

Thursday, November 4, 2010

WANT



Merchandise again... I WANT!!!! T____T

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

冒险记


今天是个难忘的一天

即使再警惕,一下子不小心的话也是没有用
这就是注定了的,必然的事

经历过的事来让自己进步
看人家的经历来让自己成长
只要想到别人经历的比你惨,比你严重
自己也不会那么容易就倒下去
不管是怎样倒霉还是什么
没有像他们那么严重的话 你也还是算幸运的
虽然有点自我安慰这样 不过总好过一直埋怨吧?

最佳 经典台词,“我没有酱容易死的” (虽然没什么关连...)

不过是真心话,我要做的东西都还没做
要死了的话也不会让自己就这样放弃


现在的社会真的没得救了
愿他们有机会回去Zaman Jahiliah
这样他们会好过一点 开心一点。

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Iris



And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of the truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am...

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Playlist

I'm here again... bored...
Had "no choice" but to do revision at home (lol this IS what I suppose to do)
Since we're only starting to do our assignments next week(/this week? today is Sunday)
Got "nothing" else to do... now I'm finally start doing some revisions
It's scary while flipping those notes, 'cause they're quite confusing
Art Law and Moral.. both boring subjects.. I don't wanna fail any subjects =\

(eww suddenly feel like puking and fainting for no reason
wait.. maybe it's because I haven't have my lunch yet.. blah)

(oh wait, I think I know what's wrong.. I can't taste anything on the tip of my tougue
I can't taste the filet burger and nuggets and chili sauce's taste D: )



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Just created another playlist for myself while studying...

*NSYNC
- I Drive Myself Crazy
- Falling
- Music of My Heart
- I Thought She Knew
- This I Promise You


Adam Lambert
- Aftermath
- Time For Miracles
- No Boundaries
- Starlight (Muse acoustic live cover)
- I Just Love You (cover)
- Mad World (AI9)
- If I Can't Have You (AI9)
- One (AI9)


Megan Joy (AI9)
- Put Your Records On
- For Once In My Life
- Turn Your Lights Down Low


Kris Allen
- Falling Slowly
- The Truth


Matchbox Twenty
- If You're Gone
- Bright Lights
- Unwell
- Unwell (acoustic)
- Push (acoustic)


Red Hot Chili Pepper
- Under The Bridge

Savage Garden
- I Knew I Loved You

Michelle Branch
- Good Bye to You
- All You Wanted


Oasis
- Champagne Supernova
- Don't Look Back in Anger


Sixpence None the Richer
- There She Goes
- Kiss Me


The Fray
- How To Save a Life

Kings of Leon
- Use Somebody

Orianthi
- Believe
- Feels Like Home
- Drive Away
- Untogether
- God Only Knows
- Don't Tell Me That It's Over
- Courage


Paramore
- Here We Go Again
- That's What You Get
- Franklin
- I Caught Myself


Yeah Yeah Yeahs
- Maps

Nick Jonas and the Administration
- Who I Am

The Killers
- Mr Brightside

Florence + the Machine
- Kiss with a Fist
- Drumming Song


The Ting Tings
- Great DJ

An Cafe
- Meguriaeta Kiseki
- Golden Wing
- Nanairo Crayon de Egaku Hikari


Nakashima Mika (as NANA)
- Hitoiro

Gackt
- Last Song
- Rain


Hirai Ken
- Aika (Elegy)

Hitoto Yo
- Hanamizuki

Hamasaki Ayumi + Gackt
- Itsuka no Merry Christmas

Miyavi
- Itoshii Hito

Chatmonchy
- Cat Walk
- Yasashisa
- Hotaru Hotaru
- Saraba Seishun
- Joshi tachi ni asu ha nai ★
- Renai Spirits
- message
- Otogi no Kuni no Kimi
- Dai Dai
- Sunao


GLAY
- Fuyu no Etranger
- Precious ★
- Haruka... ★
- Apologize
- Hitohira no Jiyu
- Way of Difference
- Haru made ha
- White Road ★
- Natsuoto
- LAYLA
- I'm in Love
- summer FM
- Ikigai ★
- All Standard is You
- Muyuubyou
- Christmas Ring
- We All Feel His Strength of Tender
- Sotsugyou made, ato sukoshi
- Street Life ★
- Tomadoi
- Zutto futari de...
- However
- Special thanks
- Hello My Life
- Good Bye Bye Sunday
- TIME


hide
- FLAME
- GOOD BYE
- A Story
- HURRY GO ROUND
- FLAME (PSYENCE FACTION ver) ★
- LEMONed I Scream (cover by shame)
- FLAME (cover by Zeppet Store)
- Good Bye (Yoshiki piano tribute) ★


X JAPAN
- Crucify My Love

L'Arc~en~Ciel
- Jojoushi

Tachibana Keita
- Candle
- Hidamari no Hana
- Kimi no koe
- Koe
- Renai Michi


w-inds.
- Somehow
- This Time ~negai~
- Love Train
- Dedicated to You
- Deny
- Eien no Tochuu
- Gift


IkimonoGakari
- SAKURA

ayaka ★
- Blue Days
- Eien no monogakari
- Story
- Mikaduki
- Jewelry Days
- Why
- Minna sora no shita

YUI
- Goodbye Days
- I remember You


SID
- Ajisai
- Caramel
- Eru
- Life


Sugarawa Sayuri
- Sunao ni narenakutte

Otsuka Ai
- tears
- Renai Shashin
- Cherish
- Friends


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Lifehouse
- Hanging By A Moment

The Calling
- Wherever You Will Go

Melanie C
- When You're Gone (& Byran Adams)
- Never Be The Same Again

Goo Goo Dolls
- Iris

*Added again* (101102)

Alanis Morissette
- You Oughta Know
- Ironic


Hanson
- If Only
- Mmmbop


Celine Dion
- It's All Coming Back to Me Now

P!nk
- Don't Let Me Get Me
- You Make Me Sick
- Get The Party Started
- Just Like A Pill
- Family Portrait
- Please Don't Leave Me
- So What


The Corrs
- Breathless
- Runaway


The Moffatts
- Miss You Like Crazy
- Misery
- Bang Bang Boom



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Wellp, I've wasted my time doing these...
But who cares.. I love it!

And I love Hisa and Teruki~~~


From his RX-72 blog~ めっちゃカッコイ♥


輝樹さんもカワイイ! ww

*cough* random *cough*

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Wellpppp, gonna spend my dinner with my dad tonight since my mum and sis are not at home
Poor us.. poor "crabs" (as in the horoscope Cancer.. me and my dad both are Cancer lol)




Ok continue revision Zzzz




P/s: I really lost my Art Law report brief....

Friday, October 29, 2010

破产

Just like what the title said, bankrup...

这个月够力破产,现在剩6块钱罢了!
希望明天不会用到钱..
可是如果他们上完课有去哪里的话我又心思思想去的哦!
Year1已经错过了很多outing,year2不想错过那么多叻
要不然我上college就真的只是做assignment罢了酱显 Zzzz

今天肥了加了几kg,钱包轻了......||||



Assignment终于要开始做了,我们这课真的是.....
得空时就很得空,忙的时候就全部一次过来
显。

Thursday, October 28, 2010

101028

从中学时就想要试看自己出街走街,不过都因为“懒”而没出
(有试过偷偷从家走到去wangsawalk那带罢了,为了去银行进钱,那时好像是form1?第一次上网买东西...)
但刚才终于肯出了,去KLCC~ (最方便的嘛)


偶尔看到有些人在blog会写自己去看戏或唱K还是什么的
这次我也试看自己一个人看戏,看十一点二十分场的Buried(白天只有这场)
真的是自己一个人,戏院里只有我一个人,够力
很kek水下,不过不错的经验咯

这部戏应该是很冷门的是吗?还是上映很久了?没有人看的..
听姐姐讲,只有一个演员,一个场地
听起来好像有用到一点好像舞台剧会用到的手法
所以想看看下是怎样的... 虽然我已近退出戏剧了,不过还是会想看的,毕竟我曾经是那些人,还是喜欢舞台剧的...
一个演员,一个场地,几个道具,广播,没有灯的时候简直没有灯
要让观众融入在戏里,感受戏里的现场
好惨啊.. 如果发生在我身上还是身边的任何人... 不敢想象..
看到那个演员演得那么卖力那么辛苦,希望他会得到奖啦...
(回到家查看原来是演School of Life的"Mr.D"~ 怪不得觉得有点像啦~很暗看不出~)
让人有点闷的戏,不过好好噢,提伊拉克那些人讲话。


看完了戏就到处逛,一定会去的就是Kinokuniya和Isetan
Isetan有一个日本小展览,好像是关于他们传统表演的
服装和化妆等等的...

去Rock Corner看有没有要的CD...
唉,有GLAY的... 不过没有限量版的,而且没有那么多钱 Zzz

过后又去Petronas Gallery看看下画展,反正有时间
有一副画看了几分钟因为很抽象一下,看画家是谁,原来是Jolly Koh!
<< 这幅
去年sem1的时候要写Intro to Art的report去BalaiSeniLukis的时候
有看到他的画,也有选他的画来写report~

就是这幅画啦

差不多要三点就回了,顶不顺shopping centre的灯光
弄到眼睛累又头痛... Zzz.....


今天的一些“收获”~
-Buried戏票
-两盒Rilakkuma pretzel (为了收集包装罢了,浪费钱)
-Florence+the Machine专辑"Lungs"~ 原来他们是Universal的!Wikipedia没有写!要不然就跟我爸讲就有free的 *咳咳* 下次吧~
-画展的booklet
-姐的生日礼物,下个月她生日 :3

Debit卡应该没钱了,因为本来就只有一百多
刚才就按了一百,也用了一百多....
这个月... 够力超用.... 没有什么储蓄了....
不过多了CD收藏和Rilakkuma废物收藏~
而且下个星期就是另一个月份了,又有“薪水”(零用钱)拿了~

自己走街... 还好啦.... 应该很多人都试过吧?
每次每天每个星期每个月每一年,除了上学,就没什么去哪里了
久久出去那一两次,现在简直没有去哪里,每天对着电脑,受不了...
等约人或人家约,等下去到不喜欢的地方或东西或任何事物
每个人都有自己的生活,干脆自己到处乱逛算了
要不然我的人生就只是上学和呆在家里罢了...




明天有Presentation噢,显....




眼睛很累啊!想睡一下不过怕晚上睡不着....
唉算了,睡一下.... 累...

*added
没有睡到,今天日长夜短,以为还早 -__-
等下跟姐去AU2逛,有Jcard fiesta~

Monday, October 25, 2010

101025

已经week5了,怎么好像还是很得空这样的...?
一直有功课做的就只是2D Animation罢了
Video and Audio还没brief(还没看老师给的tutorial site的video,现在才看...)
Instructional Design想不到好的idea,而且很难做一下...
Moral这个拜五present但不是formal的,不过一定也会震到很够力...
Art Law.... .......|||||

今天上课讨论“梦”,总结...
大部分的人都有梦到被恐怖的东西追
大部分的人都有梦到上厕所,睡醒床是湿的
一些人都有梦到牙齿全部掉光
唉,总之这课的课程都很搞笑的啦,谈天罢了~
(是在收集创意啦)


昨天下午跟迪生阿康他们还有几个戏剧学弟学妹去prima那里玩board game
玩这些不错下的,考脑和创意... 正是我需要的东西 - 创意 DX

每天呆在家里不是对着电脑还是对着电脑,出去几个小时罢了会怎样....?
每天这样.... 真的是要死了啦.....


拜六晚上那天从婆婆家回家途中,爸爸突然说要去饮茶!
过后就去了Delicious....! 吓死我~~
虽然吃过那里的蛋糕,不过还是第一次去,好像很high class一下的
而且我穿到超随便的 - 每次穿的尊孔营tshirt(很旧一下),短裤和拖鞋...


去到cake的地方,当然是叫chocolate cake啦(还有vanilla milkshake)~~~
可是我叫错了... 这个不是我认识的chocolate cake.... *伤心*
不过算了吧~ 已经戒了几个星期吃蛋糕了,现在吃真是开心 ^^ (顶.. 肥啊....)

上个星期....

班上发生了一些意外... RIP......


课室里的mac电脑除了老师用的很大screen的之外,全都不在了
因为我坐在老师位子前面,结果我有得用老师的mac
开始一直syok sendiri因为很大个screen
不过挡着后面的人,而且screen太大.... 加上mouse很难控制....
最后老师教的都跟不上........


上lecture class的时候...

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因为太得空,又找回一些旧照来看~

这些是“比较”新的


跟家人在titi跑步时拍的


Adam Lambert演唱会开始前拍的... 伤心啊没有动到那些球 =(
不过还是一个很难忘的一天.. 爽啊!
期待他下次再来♥


学日文的隔壁的宠物店的猫~


这只好笑到~~~ 只会这个方向,另一个方向不会了~


一些旧一点的照片~


去年grafitti的?


全身生麻/假麻... 那时还跟朋友打羽球,变得更明显 -__-


有一天的晚餐时喂的猫~


另一只... 恐怖到.. 一部分眼睛罢了 XD


姐姐朋友的姐姐定婚~ 马来人的仪式... 超壮观的...!


在TBR拍的,应该是得罪到人...


跟班上同学看戏,第一次看3D,而且还买了一只Rilakkuma(可是走样的lol)~~


帮婆婆的一个任务... 我的曾祖父的照!
想重画但走样了(右边的,左边的也是画过一点了)
所以只好直接print出来修改下再photoshop下再print出来给婆婆...


原本的照片 vs 给婆婆的 (我已经尽力了...__orz__)
不过婆婆叫我帮她做这件事真的是蛮荣幸的,毕竟自己也不能为她做些什么...
而且这可以算是我第一次画人像啊!(而且也不知道我曾祖父是怎样的样..|||)
如果我一向来都有画的话,也许可以画得更好给婆婆... =\


Lot10 food court的叉烧pizza..... 我很想念它....
很好吃啊妈的!!下次一定要回去吃!!!!


今年5A gathering Yvonne的惊喜生日蛋糕
都不惊喜的,反而弄到我很怕... LOL
不过也是谢谢她的心意啦~


我跟我姐一起毕业~ 才怪 -__-
姐姐毕业了,她跟朋友借毕业服回来给我穿(我右眼红啊!)
全家人第一次去相馆拍照,拍出来都不美的,不够aperture -__-
拍完了后,店员还问我们是不是双胞胎 zzz
那个人心里一定觉得我是大的咯... 因为我比我姐高.......
上次日文课的时后就是这样... 人家还以为相差一两年罢了...
其中一讨厌自己的高度的原因......


一些在我家天台拍的景色~


昨天/前天拍的,慢慢开始下大雨
edit过的啦因为看不清那些雨


panorama真是好玩 (=w=




好像要世界末日酱...


这个不是很美,不过不懂做么我喜欢它好像分隔线酱的






刚才早上找回一些照片想参加摄影比赛,发现到....
上次去金马伦拍的有一张很喜欢的照片竟然....
RESIZE了!!!!!


这个就是现在的size.. 没得变回原被的size了....
顶啦.. 没有注意到.... 可怜啊我拍的照片.....