Sunday, March 18, 2012

大切な人

Finally had time to spend with them <3


Finally had an outing with the two of them
Just spent our time together buying some craft stuffs, doing crafts at my place
Lunch and dinner together, and finally we took purikura after 2~3 years
Had been waiting for this for a looooooong time!
(but these two purikura machine so disgusting, it will enlarge our eyes and put fake makeup on us zzz)
Just a simple yet happy and funny day with them :3
(PANOZ ah.. when is our turn to take purikura again ah deng...)

Family day <3
Barely had the chance to go out or sit together to have lunch or dinner together
Since my grandma went into the hospital and discharged from the hospital
Everyday my dad has to go take care of my grandma, and now I barely have time too due to this internship
And today I went jogging with my parents, after that we all went to the hot air balloon fest
But... wrong timing, so in the end we just went home without seeing the hot air balloons
But that's ok 'cause we had a simple great day together <3

It's been a long time I didn't use my dslr
Photography skill didn't improve at all, wanted to snap candid pictures and crowd etc
But all sucks! Angle sucks, whole thing sucks!
But then I just love to snap those kids' photos (not a pedo la... -_-")
'cause they're just so natural, always looks nice in candid shots
(like the one above I took just now ♥ but cropped la this pic)
Posted in my photo blog with another few photos ♥

Great weekend
And back to work tomorrow... D':

Monday, March 12, 2012

Status

Just a random thought.. no, already had this thought many years ago
Why is there high and low status? Is it really a need for this?
We are all human, we are all the same
What's with all the special treatments or judgement etc?
Well unless you're the king or whatever...

Judging people on how they look, how they dress
How they talk or how they work, what they work
I'm not saying that I never did this kind of "judgement"
It's just that.. why do people do this? This "natural thinking"?

High status.. it's either you're super smart or super hardworking in order to reach there
To be successful, to earn more, to have a better life, to afford more rubbish
And once you've reached there, it's either you still remain the same or just act like a boss
I mean, really act like a BOSS. Or KING.
Why??

Low status.. It's either you're not smart or lazy or just don't want to be at the top
Just staying in your comfort zone
Some might say that you're useless or aimless, but why?
What is wrong with staying in your comfort zone?
You're already happy with it, why making yourself struggle more?

Everyone has their own problems to face and struggle
Since we were just born as a baby to a kid to a teenager to an adult to old citizen
Anything anyone, facing different situations and problems, big or small
We are only human, don't treat yourself or anyone so different...

Childish thoughts? Thank you very much.

就是不喜欢这种地位差别,所以之前戏剧当导演排戏时才选择大家一起坐在地上谈东西
排戏也开玩笑那样来排,让大家排戏时排到开心
尤其因为那是搞笑荒谬剧...

讲到戏剧,前几天在公司遇到两位舞台剧演员
本来心情不怎么好,遇到她们心情变比较好了
有亲切感?=_-|||
“有没有想过要进回这个圈子?”
........
我不否认我没有想过要再次参与,不过...
不敢再加入..?等下又因为自己分配不到时间还是什么...
....... 借口,应该算是懒得做那些肢体训练 zzz
还有也没像以前那么有热诚了
自己也很久不去看任何演出了,怕自己等下emo ==

唉不懂啦,现在都没怎么去想了
自己真正想做的东西都还没实现
只能说,加入了戏剧组看和听和经历的
弄到我想很多垃圾 =_=
不过有好有坏的...

OK END OF EMONESS!!
SLEEP TIME!!!

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

efrshgdh

我要看live band演出
我要看舞台剧

不过站在舞台上的人,最爽
看到观众因为自己的演出而开心,更爽



Money...
Must earn a lot of money to buy music record collections and guitars....
And see live performances....
And and... eat good food....

Ughhh...

Saturday, March 3, 2012

I♥shorthair

Glad that I have thick hair
So that I can keep on chopping it until I like it


And at the same time proving to them I've got the skill, I'm still loving this.

无言

真正很想做的东西总是被反对
理发,gap band,读fine art
现在做这行也被反对
想真正学更深的,想了解器材,又被反对
没有被反对的就是“正常”的,设计,摄影...

“粗工不是女生做的”,“没有自己的时间”,“迟点变tomboy,最后自己一个人,可怜”...?

以前想理发美发已经算很女生了,但又被讲会没有自己的时间,手会烂掉,就没想了
自己一个人我也准备好了,结婚生子还是什么一切顺其自然,没有就没有
生子?不想让我的孩子活在酱的世界。结婚?老了也是其中一个先走,也是可怜。

虽然已经算很好,还能给我读设计
不过一开始都不是我要的...

“兴趣理想不能当饭吃”?
..........不喜欢这个想法...

为了将来继续有好的生活就去读那些容易找到工的...
问题是,即使你读多容易找到工的都好,也不是要先看自己的能力表现好不好?

虽然讲什么念什么都是对我好,不过...



连续每天早出晚归,连续四天的拍摄终于完了
很确定已经选错公司了,不过也算了
虽然浪费三个月,至少也学到一些东西

虽然我不能像男生那样搬很重的东西,粗工
但我宁愿做这些多过整天在公司对着电脑或serve人
虽然是粗工,但是是学技术的东西
而且那里的人还比公司里的人好,很乐意地教你做这个那个
反而公司的人会讲女生不要做这些(家人也是...),要不然就被老板赶出去
要不然叫你去看人家有什么需要帮忙就人家,过后又讲这个不是我们负责的,不用做
要不然就上面的人叫你做这个,突然又有人出现讲做么你这样做
要不然就本来叫你做一,过后又骂你做么要做
矛盾到死,都不懂要听哪一个

虽然是累,但又很期待下个job,要快点跟那些很yeng的好人工作!